I know that I haven't posted in a while but I have a reasonable explanation for it, yes I have been drawing lately and no I'm not gonna post them in this chapter, maybe the next when I come back.

Now please don't make fun of me or say something intent to harm me, I share this because I think that more people should be aware of what they do to their children...

Let's start with happy feelings, I'm going to Austria for a couple 'o days!

Now sad feelings,

Lately I have had a lot of panic attacks, blackouts and I'm depressed.
The reason?
My grades in school are really bad due to the constant stress my parents give me. They expect me to get amazing grades, be the best of the class. But I'm not able to do that, they blame it on that I do not study at all and say I'm a failure. Due to the high pressure I get blackouts and panic attacks during tests which causes me to fail them. I almost didn't go to Austria with my class because they were disappointed in me.
As you may not know, I do horse riding. The horses there have helped me a lot, I can say whatever I want to them, tell them how I feel and look in their eyes and see that they understand me. My parents are going to take them away from me, they said that if my grades didn't go up they would let me quit horse riding. They also don't want me to draw anymore which makes it even worse, I won't have the two things that I love the most.

I'm telling you all this because I need to raise awareness of this, parents put a lot of pressure on their children so that they become better then them. Don't make the same choices as they did, to get the life they wanted.
However, sometimes they do not realise that their kid is is getting damaged because of this. When the children say that they need to stop with doing what they are doing. 70% of those parents won't listen and will get angry at their child.

I'm gonna say this again, please don't say anything mean to me, I wouldn't like that...

- Hiscios