I feel so bad leaving my friends. I feel guilty too.

I never let my thoughts get in the way of my friends. Never ever! Even though I'm depressed most of the time... I always try to give a smile to Laf. I don't want him worrying about me.

Me ignoring him and running away will make him even more worried!

What a great friend I am...

I really do regret leaving, but I also regret going into this janitor closet.

" What the hell are you doing in here??" I asked a bit confused. It was lunch time...should Alexander be out with his friends??

" What are you doing here??" He asked back.

" I asked first."

" This is my secret hide out."

I started to laugh.

" Your secret hide out is the janitor closet?? So creative." I say shaking my hand to put a little jazz in it.

" Why are you here?" He asked me again.

I rolled my eyes. " I kinda made myself look like a fool in front of my friends so I ran away."

He started to laugh.

God that laugh is so annoying.

Lies!!!!!!!

That is not a lie!!!

WELL U LIED BITCH!!!! U love that smile!!!!

" John??"

I was back in reality...

Fuck it happened again.

" Hm?"

" You kinda spaced out for a second. Are you ok?"

My face heats up a little and I look down.

" I-I should go.." I turn around and was about to turn the knob but Alex touches my shoulder.

" Wait! Why don't you chill in here with me."

I turn back around and gave him a confused look. "There is nothing to do in here."

" We can talk...about...life."
I know!!!ITS VERY SHORT! FUCKING WRITERS BLOCK!!