That's exactly what we did. We talked about life. It wasn't to uncomfortable or awkward like it was the last time we talked. It was actually kinda relax talking to him.

" Sooooooo..."

I stare at Alex

"You and Eliza. How is everything..?"

He froze and sighs
" Yea...we're a thing. Its ok."

I nod my head. But something inside told me no. Him and Eliza don't look right. Something was missing...

Is it jealousy??

Woah John! You are jealous? So you really do like him.

N-No I don't. But he said he loved me. Why did he go to someone else.

Because you fucking walked away! Now you better get your man back.

I shake that thoughts out of my head.

" I-I'm happy for you." I stutter.

Why am I feeling this way... it's not normal for me to feel this kind of emotion.

Alex nods a thank you and it was silent.

Ugh! I hate this silence.

" How did you two get together?" I ask.

" Umm..at the party. I asked her out."

Now that hurt me. That was the day BEFORE he confessed to me! Which means he had a girlfriend! There is no way he loves me now????

I heard the bell ring and I immediately ran out of the closet. ( That's actually funny! )

I saw people with their book bags on and leaving the building?

How long was I in the closet?

I went to my locker and took out my things. Then I saw Francis.

He was getting things out of his locker while reading a Harry Potter book.

H-He likes Harry Potter?

I honestly didn't want to talk to him right now but I had an idea.

If Alexander is with Eliza, then I will be with Francis!!

I smiled at my thought and walked straight to Francis. He was a little surprised at first but smiled.

" Hey Laurens."

" Hey Francis...I really need to tell you something."

He chuckled a bit and nodded.

I really don't want to say this. Even if it's true. I am in love with him right??

No!!

Ugh! Shut up!!

" I-I...Umm.."

I started to freeze up. Damn. This is harder than I expected.

" I-I l-like you-" I didn't even finish my sentence to find a pair of lips on mine.

This is all I can do for now. I MISS U ALL!!I'm so sorry for not updating. School can really kiss my ass. So much pressure, I swear. Hope You u understand.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!