[Small warning] Skip the beginning if you feel a bit uncomfortable with a bit of detailed kissing ;)

They both laid there, engulfed within one another's warm embrace. The feel of their lips together was familiar to them, as if they fit.  Hungrily, they ravished each other's mouths. It was like they both longed for it but never sought out to get it. Until now of course.

Bambam's hands found it's way to Yugyeom's hair. They slowly pushed themselves up to a sitting position. Bambam's legs wrapped around Yugyeom's waist so he could sit in his lap. Yugyeom was letting him, sliding his hands up his long legs until they stopped on his hips. Bambam lets out a small whine at the tingling feeling left by Yugyeom's traces. The skinny boy's hands tangled into the taller boy's locks and made sure to slightly tug on them, making sure it wasn't hard enough to hurt him. Yugyeom gasped at the feeling, but couldn't relish it enough due to Bambam's little surprise...

Bambam took this opportunity to slide his tongue inside the younger boy's mouth. Yugyeom was already overwhelmed with his feelings, so overwhelmed that he was late into fighting back for his dominance. He wasn't gonna lie, it turned him on a bit that Bambam took control. His tongue reached every part of Yugyeom's mouth expertly. He explored what he could. The taller male couldn't help but let his hands wander in excitement. His hands slowly trailed even further down Bambam's legs. It went far enough to touch his ass. Bambam lets out a whine in surprise, making him feel embarrassed,

But sparked an exciting feeling in Yugyeom.

Yugyeom felt a new side of him take over and his dominate side revealed an interesting part of him. He was done letting Bambam take control, and let his tongue direct everything.

Little did Bambam know, Yugyeom was gonna make sure his baby deserved the best and only given the best.

Bambam was new to this whole idea of letting someone dominate him. Yugyeom's tongue licked all of Bambam's sweet spots and his hands roamed to the smaller boy's spine. It sent shivers and warm fuzzy feeling all over Bambam. Yugyeom's teeth decided to come out and play and nibbled and tugged lightly on Bambam's lower lip. His lips also sucked them good, making sure they looked marked at the end. His hands went back to lay on the Thai boy's behind to grab and kneaded his fingers in it in pleasure. There aren't enough words in the world to describe how much that drove Bambam crazy.

Ease him into it, Yugyeom.

Yugyeom's lips moved on, traveling down to leave kisses on his jaw. He then traveled down his neck to pepper him in smooches. Bambam felt the combination of Yugyeom's hair tickling him on his chin and his lips leaving fiery trails on his neck. He couldn't help but lift up his head as if it was muscle memory, exposing more of his neck for the taller boy to explore.

Bingo.

Yugyeom, wanting to give Bambam a wonderful experience, decided to bring out his tongue. His tongue licked while his lips kissed, French kissing his sweet exposed throat. He sucked on the skin and grazed his teeth as he did so. Bambam's hand went up to tangle in Yugyeom's hair once more. It was so good. His neck felt as sensitive as ever. Yugyeom made sure that he kissed until it was bruised. A hickey was left in its place. He moved on, counting as he did so.

One, two, three...

He left one after one, couldn't help but feel ecstasy everyone he saw them. He was getting eager, quickly. He traveled up to behind Bambam's ear, and begin doing his sucking routine there.

Bambam covered his mouth with his hand. His eyebrows raised as he felt all of his good feelings enhance even more. It felt so good, that he almost made a suggestive sound. He couldn't admit to himself that someone could make him feel this good...

How was Yugyeom so good at kissing and finding his sweet spots?

Yugyeom decided it was enough, and stopped making more hickeys. He felt satisfied as he looked at the four of them.

Good. Now I can see them and be reminded of this moment throughout the week...

His lips went back to take care of Bambam's neglected ones. He kissed them, but this time with a softer emotion. It was filled with sweet feelings. It was more passionate that their lusty beginning. This one took its time since they savored each other's taste. Their kiss made them feel extremely fuzzy and warm. Yugyeom couldn't help but feel happy that Bambam was in his arms at the moment, and Bambam felt the same about being in his arms.

There was no way in hell that they both would ever forget this moment.

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Bambam couldn't believe that these feelings were taking over him. Yugyeom kissing him was the best thing he's ever felt.

Wait.

They were kissing.

Yugyeom was kissing him.

Yugyeom, his friend.

Bambam comes to his senses and pushed away from Yugyeom, losing all skin contact with him. He tries to get up and run away. Run away from his feelings and return to simpler times. Times when feelings never ruined his life, but only enhanced them. He wasn't sure if he was ready to face whatever next level there was for the two of them. But Yugyeom decided a to make a decision and hold onto Bambam, making sure he doesn't let go.

He pulls Bambam even further towards him, holding him once more in an embrace. Bambam fights and fights, but Yugyeom holds on.

I'm not letting someone else leave me...

Both of them knew what path this could end to. But Yugyeom felt like it could also lead to something more. There was a gut feeling. He tried to calm Bambam down, making his breathing slow down or something. Anything to make Bambam feel safe.

"Bambam, I'm sorry I don't know what came over me," Yugyeom started to explain himself. "But I just couldn't help myself. I don't know why I did it, or even what's my motivation behind it, but at that moment, something snapped and I needed to be closer to you."

Bambam tried to listen to him, but his overwhelming urge to get away before it's too late was stronger. He kept on trying to push away and increased his breathing. It felt like all of the walls were closing in on him.

"Let me go..." Bambam finally mutters.

"Bambam, calm down everything is ok-"

"Let me go." He said more firmly, but still was lacking confidence. Yugyeom wasn't having any of it. Bambam needed to face his problems instead of running away and avoiding them.

"Bambam, think about-"

"I wanna go!" Bambam pushed harder.

"Bambam, wai-"

"Let me go-"

"Bambam..."

"Let me-"

"Bambam."

"Let-"

"Bambam, God dammit, just listen to me!"

Bambam went still in Yugyeom's arms. His breathing stopped, his flailing arms ceased to move, and his fighting drive went away. He was listening wholeheartedly to everything Yugyeom was about to say.

"Look," Yugyeom's hands went down to the other boy's chin and positioned it to where the were seeing eye to eye. "I don't know how to define this feeling that came over me, but I can assure you that it was nothing I ever felt before." Yugyeom was so confused. Why did he kiss Bambam? What were these feelings? He did know, but he had an open mind about them. "I understand if you don't feel the same way, and I won't try to do anything else you don't want me to do. I just don't know what came over me this time, and I'm sorry."

A blanket of silence covered the moment right after. They sat there, Yugyeom reassuring Bambam in his arms. Rubbing his back, rocking the both of them back and forth slightly, and whispering calming phrases in the older boy's ear. He was doing all of this while thinking of something he said internally earlier.

He called Bambam his baby, but he wasn't even his...

Yet.

"Why did I kiss back?" Bambam's voice, when he spoke, up was the frailest its become in all of his life. It seemed like Bambam wasn't aware that he was voicing these words. It was probably the thoughts that came out of his head.

"I don't know, but I'm sure you hand a reason to," Yugyeom answered the question for him. "And that's ok."

"But, aren't we just friends? Isn't that all we have that binds us together, friendship?" Bambam's voice cracks near the end. He was so fragile at this moment. It astonished Yugyeom.

"Bambam, it doesn't matter what label you put on us that binds us. All I know is that I won't leave you. So, calm down." He rocked them both even more.

Yugyeom wanted to kiss his forehead for reassurance so bad. Bambam's head was right in front of him, laying on his chest, because of the way they were pressed up together in the first place, so now would be a good idea, right? He leaned in to do it, but immediately went back, abandoning that plan. Bambam was already too fragile after thinking about what they did a few minutes prior. He didn't want to do anything to lead up to another reaction. He also promised not to do anything Bambam didn't like or wanted him to do. So he vetoed the idea of a sweet head kiss until further notice. He decided to just continue what he was doing before.

Bambam stared into nothingness. His shaken hands grabbed onto Yugyeom's shirt lightly. He stayed quiet until he uttered one last phrase that made them both think.

"But, why did I want it so bad...?"

Yugyeom was stunned. It seems like Bambam had to be completely out of it to say something like that out loud. Yugyeom couldn't control his cheeks turning slightly red. He decided not to respond to his question for Bambam's sake.  After all, they both were embarrassed enough as is.

"Shh," Yugyeom reassure Bambam, rubbing his back in the process. "We can figure this out together..."

"You promise?"

"I promise."

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I know I was leaving you out drier than the dust bowl and California's drought issues combined, so I decided to quench it with this refreshing yugbam moment (You can expect more in the future *wink wink*)

Lol it was so awkward for me to write that you guys don't even know 😂👏 I hope it was ok because that was my first time writing something like that.