~Y/N POV~

I've been mentally preparing myself all day for this moment. To be sitting in Yoongis living room to have this chat about Minji. I've been dreading all day just because I don't know how this conversation is going to go and then we're going to be alone.....in his penthouse apartment which may I add is huge. So much space for just one person.

Yoongi was in the next room getting drinks while I sat on the couch waiting for him. I didn't know what to do with myself so I just looked around the living room. I couldn't believe the size of this place. I had no idea just working for his father would mean he would live like this.

"Y/n you still like a lot of cream in your coffee right?" Yoongi

I shyly nodded, watching him walk into the living room with his hands full with two cups, one in each hand.

"Yes thank you."

He smiled lightly and passed me the one cup and then took a seat opposite me on the other couch. I could tell that he was just as nervous as I was to speak to me about what was needed to be discussed.

I took a sip of my hot coffee and then set the cup down carefully before my shaking hands were to get too much and start splashing the coffee every where. Yoongi did the same thing, taking a sip of his own coffee and then putting it down in front of him on the coffee table and sitting back on his couch.

I didn't know what to say first but I noticed Yoongi looking at my hands on my lap that were shaking. A habit I still badly have when I get nervous or scared. He knows that too.

"Look y/n, I promise I'm not going to shout at you like I did a few days ago. I'm sorry." Yoongi

I shook my head to look up at him.

"No it's alright. I needed that telling off because of what I did."

He pressed his lips together, and stretched his arms out behind the couch to get in a more comfortable position.

"Did you leave me because you knew you were pregnant?" Yoongi

I nodded straight away. I see no point in lying about anything now. If he asks I'll answer him truthfully.

"Yes I did. I only found out that day. It wasn't planned for days if that's what you think."

"So it wasn't premeditated?" Yoongi

I shook my head.

"No it wasn't. It's just as soon as the doctor.."

"Wait the Doctor? Y/n you were gone for a whole day and night. You were at the hospital?" Yoongi

He now scooted to the edge of his seat, tense arms showing through his rolled up sleeves.

"Well yeah. That's where I was, apparently I passed out on the street and I woke up in hospital just to be told that I was pregnant."

"You could of just told me that. I was worried sick about you." Yoongi

I nodded, fiddling with my fingers on my lap.

"I know but I didn't want to worry you at all."

"But you left me that note to tell me your leaving me instead of telling me that I was going to be a dad." Yoongi

I sighed and slumped back against the couch I was sitting on. I couldn't take the sadness written all over his face as he stares at me.

"I know I'm sorry. I panicked and I didn't know how you would take it because you said you didn't want kids and the two of us were drug addicts."

He scoffs with an offended look to look away from me, scrunching up his nose.

"What makes you think I wouldn't of changed my mind in the whole kid thing? And to also insinuate that I wouldn't of stopped doing any drugs if you had told me your were pregnant is just insulting." Yoongi

I was stunned by what he said. My eyes widen and lips parted in shock.

"W-what? You would of?"

"Would of what? Want the child if you told me then you were pregnant, yes. It's OUR child y/n of course I would of wanted her. If you just told me you wanted to stop taking drugs I would of done it with you. I don't think you realised just how much I was willing to do for you." Yoongi

My heart started to beat so fast in my chest. It was thumping so fast.

"You already did so much for me. I....I didn't think you would do....well....that."

Yoongi scoffs again just to back again on the couch.

"I would of done anything for you y/n. I still would." Yoongi

He mumbled the last part very quietly but I heard it. He looked away from me to the corner of the room but all I could look at was him. To think about how much I missed him. I've been waiting for this moment for years, even wondering if I would even see him again.

"I've missed you, you know."

His eyes flickered to mine in surprise to my admission.

"I've missed you since the day I left and I regretted it so much. I wish I didn't and it was the most hardest thing I ever did which was to leave you. I left only a note because I knew I wouldn't of been able to leave if I told you to your face. Just because I left it didn't mean I didn't lose my feelings for you. I thought that it would of been best for us if we separated."

"Yeah well you thought wrong. I missed you as well." Yoongi

He missed me?

My hands started to shake rapidly so I put them under my legs and sat on the to stop it.

"Can we just move passed that please? I would just like to ask if I can get to know her more?" Yoongi

"Of course you can. You don't have to ask. You're her father after all."

He nods but I didn't miss the little smile that almost appeared on his lips but he covered it but turning the side of his face away from me.

"Thanks. Well I guess we shouldn't just come straight out with the news then should we?" Yoongi

I shook my head with a little giggle.

"No. I think we should just have her get to know you some more first. Like you could come around to the house to spend time with her, then we can move on to days where just the two of you together if you want?"

A wide smile appeared on his face which I took as a good sign.

"Sure. Whatever you think is best I'm open to it." Yoongi

I nodded and looked down at my lap trying to hide my smile on the my face.

"Okay well what if you came over for dinner tomorrow night then? I'm sure Minji would like to show you her little collection of animal stuffies."

Yoongi laughs but he doesn't know that it's actually true. Minji told me on the phone before I came here that she liked him this morning and wanted to show her collection of animal teddies. She wants to create her own zoo since it's one of her favourite places to go to.

"Oh really?" Yoongi

He chuckles in slight surprise yet amusement also there too.

"Yes really. She told me in the phone when Namjoon called me back at the office."

The two of us laughed together about the fact Minji wants to show him her collection already. She's taken a quick liking to him which I guess is helpful in our case. I'm just glad that things are okay with us and I hope that maybe, just maybe we can be friends.

But how can I be friends with a man that I still love so much?