~Y/N POV~

The carnival was fun, much better than what I thought it would be but that could be because of Minji's bright smile the whole time. It was magical in her eyes and she had the best time ever. That's what counted and to see her and Yoongi get matching face paintings on their faces too was all the more great. At first he refused but she pulled the puppy eyes that she inherited from me and he caved just like he would with me. Minji may have more looks resembling Yoongi but she can still pull a few looks like I pull off. So in the end we left the carnival with three massive teddies, two buckets of popcorn that Yoongi only prayed Minji wouldn't drop in the car, some candy floss and two tigers. One being a little girl and another being the driver on the way home.

But when we got home Minji made an announcement that she wanted to see Yoongi's house and where he lives. I refused at first but she again pulled the look, Yoongi gave me a smug look on his face to see it was being used against me. It was pretty funny but I agreed and we ended up going to Yoongi's house after explaining to Namjoon about our plans.

Of course I had to tell Namjoon about it, I couldn't just come and go like that I think it would be rude but it seemed like he didn't mind. In fact I think he was enjoying the peace and quiet he was having at the house.

So we ended up at Yoongi's house. My second time in being here and Minji's first. She thought it was amazing and had a moment to run around the entire place after Yoongi gave her permission to do so. I swear that she ran the around the whole place twice, she loved it and the whole time Yoongi couldn't take his eyes off his daughter. To see the love he has for her already was just amazing to see, heart warming in fact.

Yoongi ordered pizza to get delivered and we had a movie night. We were going to go home after but Minji decided to fall asleep on the couch between Yoongi and I. So another change of plans, instead of disturbing her and taking her into the car, I decided to stay the night after Yoongi told me it was okay. Texting Namjoon was okay he just made a comment to apparently 'have fun' I know what he was meaning but I assured him nothing like that would be happening.

I changed Minji while she was sleeping into one of Yoongi's t-shirts that was very long on her it was like a long night shirt but she looked cosy in it. There was a guest room so Minji was put to sleep in there and I went back to the living room to tidy up the pizza while Yoongi said he was going to get some clothes that I can borrow for the night.

Taking the pizza boxes in to the kitchen was no problem but I didn't know where his bin was, looking for it I couldn't spot it so I just decided to leave it on the counter and ask Yoongi about it later.

Walking back into the living room across the room Yoongi was also walking back in with some clothes in his hand. All black which wasn't surprising. I took a seat on the couch and he came to sit beside me kindly passing me the clothes in his hands. A plain black tshirt and some small black sweatpants and they felt soft too.

"Thank you."

"You're welcome." Yoongi

He nods towards me just to lean back against the couch but I could only chuckle when my eyes linger on the black clothing in my hands that now rest on my lap.

"What?" Yoongi

He askes curiously, chuckling also.

"I should of known you would only have black clothes."

"I wear other colours too, you know." Yoongi

Looking up from the clothes we made eye contact and I burst out laughing seeing his face. Yoongi only frowned, propping his elbow up on the back of the couch.

"You're tiger face painting is now all smudged."

I pointed to his face and he gasped, sitting up right and wiped some paint from his cheek to check his finger.

"Crap I forgot about that." Yoongi

"Welcome to the joys of parenthood."

Yoongi chuckled, dropping his hand to his lap and leans back in the couch once again, unbothered about his face.

"I missed your laugh" Yoongi

I stopped laughing, seeing him genuinely smile back at me fondly after what he just blurted out.

"I missed your smile."

I blurted back honestly but instead of his smile disappearing like I expected it to, instead his smile only grew wider and his cheeks started to turn rosy.

"Clearly we missed each other that's obvious." Yoongi

I nodded, agreeing with him and looked down shyly to the clothes on my lap, biting my lip.

"I had a nice time today thank you. Minji had a great time."

"She sure did. We should do more things like that together, the three of us." Yoongi

He pointed towards me, then himself and then the stairs to where Minji was up in one of the bedrooms.

"That would be really great."

Yoongi smiled but then as he gazed off to something across the room, his smile faded and I didn't miss the way his eyes saddened to whatever was on his thoughts.

"Y/n, can I admit something to you?" Yoongi

I nodded, but I was scared to what he would want to admit. He didn't cheat on me when we were together did he? Or is he with someone now?

"Sure."

Yoongis' eyes suddenly met mine.

"The week you left me I planned to propose to you." Yoongi

My eyes widen, stunned to the news but I couldn't help the fact they started to tear up as soon as he mentioned that truth. Looking up to the ceiling I blinked rapidly to rid of my tears and taking deep breaths.

"But it's okay, I just wanted to really tell you and get that off my chest. I'm sorry if I upset you." Yoongi

I felt him shuffle closer on the couch, his hand gently placed on my shoulder.

"N-No it's okay. I'm glad you told me."

And I was, but it hurts to think that if I didn't leave there was a possibility we could of been married by now. He is everything I ever want and the only man to have gained my heart and he still holds it. Whether he knows it or not but he does.

"Hey, I'm sorry I shouldn't of said anything." Yoongi

Yoongi in seeing how upset I suddenly became grabs me by the arm and pulled me in to his embrace, his arms tightly around me and one hand caressing the back of my head, his fingers through my hair.

"I hope we can make things right this time." Yoongi

Nodding into his shoulder, I couldn't agree more with him.

"I hope so too."

I mumbled into his shoulder, clutching onto him in comfort. I really hope we do.