(A/n: ^^^^This was the scene I was trying to describe in 15th chapter when Tae stopped swimming and failed and spoiler! for those who are planning to watch free!! lol anyways This is gonna be one hell of a chapter with finally a flashback so fasten your seatbelt🤠 probably the longest chapter I have ever written)

"W-What? Taehyung.....fuck what happened? ....again?" Jeongguk eventually said after being silent for whole minute since it was very shocking for him. Kim Taehyung the ace in swimming,who loves swimming more than anything else and was ready to dedicate his life to swimming said he wanted to quit swimming,Yeah Jeongguk was indeed shocked.

"I-I don't feel like myself anymore Jeongguk,the person I'm right now is not me,I can't swim,I felt like I was gonna d-die in that water,I was suffocating and my heart was beating like crazy,I was in a terrible state the moment I jumped in water,I never felt this anxious my whole damn life.....I don't know what happened but I was unable to perform any type of action.Jeongguk...I can't do this anymore...please-please help me-" Before Taehyung could even finish his sentence he broke down in tears,sobbing terribly as tear drops fell from his beautiful eyes.

Jeongguk without hesitating,Pulled Taehyung towards him and hugged him,one hand on his back,rubbing his back and other on his head as Taehyung buried his head in Jeongguk chest crying. Jeongguk didn't stop Taehyung,it's okay to just let it out sometimes.

Jeongguk has never saw Taehyung this miserable,he didn't knew what caused the boy to be in this misery. He was all good yesterday....Atleast that was what he thought. He never knew Kim Taehyung the boy he looked up to,the boy he thought was very strong would be this broken. Anxiety got the best of him.

"I am so sorry Taehyung that you were going through all this alone.I am so sorry I am no help to you at all but I know this won't help but I'm here for you and I will always be here for you,Please Taehyung use me to love yourself.You are more than perfect,you have no faults.Swimming is your passion and one day everyone needs a break from everything so you need one too. Tae baby,listen to me. Take a break,from college and focus on yourself. Your mental health is more important than anything,You will lose yourself if you keep going on like this,I can't lose you again,I will be with you whenever you need me but you really need a break" Jeongguk suggested him to take a break. His health was more important than anything.

"But what about my mom? And exams are coming soon too,I can't leave it's too late" Taehyung tried denied his suggestion.

"Baby,Talk with your mother,she will understand believe me.If It helps than I will come with you because you have to do this,I lost you once and I won't ever let it happen again" Jeongguk kissed Taehyung forehead as they were still hugging,Jeongguk gave Taneyung a comforting smile as Taehyung muttered a small "okay" still hugging Jeongguk back.He really liked being close to younger boy.

They heard a cough come form the door side,both of their gazes turned toward the door,seeing Seokjin,Hoseok and Taehyun standing there,looking at the two boys in awe. Taehyun tried not to feel jealous since he knew Taehyung and Jeongguk are just friends and Taehyung needs Jeongguk right now,so he controlled himself. He kind off felt left out in various situations whenever Taehyung and Jeongguk are together,these two have amazing chemistry and always are attached to eachother so it's hard to not be jealous.

"I think we will leave you two alone..." Hoseok said as he looked at Seokjin and he nodded. Taehyun didn't wanted to interrupt them too so he decided to go too but Taehyung stopped them as he pulled away from the hug.

"N-no guys,stay.I know you guys are probably worried about me but I'm okay...yeah thanks to Jeongguk.I'm good now" Taehyung told them as they nodded.

"Tae are you sure? ...you were crying"

"You noticed?"

"I think the whole school,that's why Jeongguk ran after you" Seokjin said to him as he moved closer to Taehyung,rubbing his arm. Taehyung gave Jeongguk a warm smile."Thank you" he mumbled.

"I think we all should go now,Taehyung If you feel sad again please talk with any of us,especially me,we are here for you because we are your friends and will always be there for you" Jeongguk said to him,he walked towards the guys and stood next to Taehyun,Taehyung nodded. Hoseok,Jeongguk and Taehyun said goodbye and walked out of the room as Seokjin didn't went with them and stayed with Taehyung.

"Taehyung tell me again,are you really okay? When we came in Jeongguk was talking about losing you again? What does he mean by again,is there something I don't know?" Seokjin questioned Taehyung,looking at him with concern in his eyes.

"Me and Jeongguk have past together.......it's a long story"

"I have time"

"Fine.....let's go to my apartment.I don't want to stay in this place anymore,it feels so suffocating.Im tired too" Taehyung said to him as Seokjin nodded,both of them walked out of the room and went towards the parking lot,where Seokjin car was parked.

"So what happened?" Taehyung heard Seokjin said as both of them were now laying on Taehyung's bed. Taehyung took a deep breath as he finally spoke up.

"We were in highschool......

Flashback

Taehyung and Jeongguk were Juniors in highschool. Taehyung and Jeongguk have been friends since 7th grade. They are best friends and a duo which no one can compete with as they are perfect. Taehyung being only a Junior is really popular in school because he is really social and is a extrovert.Girls like him a lot and have a huge crush on him as even just as a 18 year old,he has everyone wrapped around him.Including his bestfriend Jeon Jeongguk.

Jeon Jeongguk is obviously famous too,ever since the school found out he is the son of Multi Millionaire,Jeon Jaehyun. Everyone is after him,money is everything. He is also blessed with Good looks and good grades. He was golden ever since he was born. Jeongguk being a introvert he really doesn't like the attention he gets as random strangers just come up to him and be like they like him,it's not how it works and even though Jeongguk is young he knows what is wrong and right for him,who is fake and who is not. Though he is slowly getting used to it,even the teachers and the principle always try to be extra sweet with him which he knows is really fake.

So the only people he trust is his bestfriends,Kim Taehyung and Son of his father friend,Jung Hoseok,who he has been friends the day he was born.

Kim Taehyung and Jeon Jeongguk are those bestfriends who everyone is jealous of,everyone envy's them as they wish they were in their place,they have good looks,good grades,great personalities,fame and Ofcourse the most important money.They are everything anyone wants. Though Taehyung and Jeongguk really don't care about these things.

Taehyung father wants him to be a business man just like him but Taehyung wants to be something he is passionate about,that is swimming.He loves swimming.Their are only three things important to him,His family,swimming and Jeongguk. He wouldn't hesitate to hurt anyone who would try to hurt his loved ones and try to distract him from his passion.

Jeongguk supported Taehyung in everything he did,especially swimming,He loved seeing the older swimming,the way he moved his body so elegantly in the water,Jeongguk loved it. He didn't even knew catching feelings and was just hopelessly roaming around Taehyung.

Though he doesn't know how he and Taehyung agreed to he fuck buddies,yes you read it right. Fuck buddies. They were young and stupid so they agreed to it. Taehyung was the one who suggested it since he was a horny young teenager who still hasn't lost his virginity,So he thought it would be okay if they were fuckbuddies,no string attached since they have been friends for more than five years now,they won't somehow catch feelings. Jeongguk being a virgin too,he agreed.He thought he finally should do it.

So they started it,they lost their firsts to eachother and despite being the first time,it was really good and pleasurable for both of them.

This thing went on for months,around eight months you can say. Taehyung and Jeongguk were fucking around a lot more than usual. They were really sexually frustrated as they would fuck anywhere they think is okay,school,eachother houses,bathroom,as I said literally anywhere is okay.
They were really horny and couldn't get enough of eachother.Ofcourse they couldn't get get strings attached it's not okay. But was it too late to say that?

They were at a party of Taehyung' s close swimming teammate. It was a celebration party for winning the competition against the rival school. So almost the whole school was here,so it was pretty crowdy despite Taehyung friend hosting this party at his rich parents mansion.

Taehyung lost Jeongguk the moment he entered this place. They have been separated. Taehyung saw Jeongguk in bar with some of his classmates and talking with them. He shrugged it off and went to get a drink since he wanted to let it loose today. He walked toward the little bar on the corner and got the drink from one of the red cups,he doesn't even care that many of these could be spiked.

He looks around trying to find Jeongguk which he doesn't. He walked around the the room and look on each side when he finally catches a glimpse of Jeongguk...with a guy who is too close for his liking. He remembers him,The Guy,Sunwoo ,he was the project partner of Jeongguk in his class. He remembers him since Jeongguk cancelled on their hangout to meet with his guy multiple times and he even sees them walking together in school too.

Taehyung doesn't know why but he hate the things he feeling right,he is feeling jealous..he shouldn't ,Why is he feelings this? He hates that Sunwoo because he is too close to Jeongguk ,infact he doesn't like any guy too close to Jeongguk ,Ofcourse the friendly ones he doesn't mind at all but the one who tries to hit on Jeongguk ,yeah he hates the thought of that.

But on Sunwoo case,it looked like it was Jeongguk the one who approached him. Since Jeongguk was giving this flirty gaze to Sunwoo as he chuckled at something Sunwoo said.

Taehyung suddenly started to doubt himself. He doesn't have any right to control anything Jeongguk does,Jeongguk and he agreed on staying friends even with this fuckbuddy thing going on,no catching feelings. He is only his friend,he shouldn't think about his bestfriend like that. He can't help but still think about Jeongguk romantically.

Jeongguk charming smile,his cute doe eyes,his fluffy hair,His amazing body,literally everything about Jeongguk is perfect. The way he has stars in his eyes whenever he is looking at him,the way he laughs at every lame joke of Taehyung. The way he smiles when Taehyung kisses him.Oh god,Taehyung doesn't know why he is realising now. But he doesn't want to confront his feelings now too. Last thing he wants is to like someone and liking someone as perfect as Jeongguk isn't a good sign. He is scared of ruining his friendship of five years.

Before he knew,he felt something vibrate inside his pants (this sounds wrong). He put his hands inside his pockets and found his phone. He took it out and saw the boy he was thinking about right now,calling him.

Gukkie🤪😍
Accept | decline

He looked at the contact for a second and decided to accept the call. He moved the phone towards his ear as he looked at the place where he saw Jeongguk ,he wasn't there anymore. He moved when Taehyung was too deep in his thoughts.

"Hellooooo~???"

Taehyung heard Jeongguk say,he sounded pretty sober which was a good thing,he is a minor anyways he shouldn't drink but since the music was too loud he couldn't hear Jeongguk properly.

"I can't hear you guk,let me get out of here"

"Huh? What?"

"Just Wait!! Gukkie" Taehyung yelled so Jeongguk can hear him.Taehyung started to shove crowd of people aside as he tried to get out of here. He saw the main door and walked passed by everyone,not feeling the need to apologise everyone. He walked out finally as he inhaled the air in,there wasn't eardrum popping music anymore here outside. Thankgod the walls were soundproof,though you can still hear the music but not that much.

"Hello? You still here Gukkie?"

"Yes hyung,where are you? I have been trying to find you from past ten minutes" Jeongguk asked him impatiently.

"Why? I'm outside the house so come out"

"I was alone and bored,I am coming don't move" Jeongguk said to him as he ended the call. Taehyung sighed thinking if he wants to face Jeongguk with his newly discovered feelings in his mind. He is afraid if he going to blurt out something that wasn't suppose to be said. This thing is eating him alive.

He waited a few minutes,when he saw Jeongguk running up to him,coming from the backyard,he was probably in the swimming pool area. Jeongguk finally reached Taehyung as he was panting,trying to catch his breath.

"Wow lazy ass" Taehyung said to him in a joking manner. Jeongguk punched him playfully as he snickered.

"I'm not lazy,I came from the swimming pool which is at the back of this huge ass mansion,You can't blame me,I ran all the way from there to here" Jeongguk explained.

"You should have just walked"

"I didn't wanted to make my baby wait" Jeongguk flicked his chin and smiled. Taehyung swear he felt something happen inside his body,it didn't happened before why now all of a sudden?

"Yeah yeah whatever,why were you finding me?" Taehyung shrugged it off,trying not to think more about Jeongguk words and asked him something else to change the topic.r

"Since Sunwoo left,I was alone so that's why I was finding you,'tis party is boring anyways so I was thinking we could go home and do something more fun" Jeongguk teased him.Taehyung got what Jeongguk meant by "fun".

"O-okay,let's go" Taehyung doesn't even know why he is feeling so nervous it's not like they are doing this first time.

Jeongguk tried to make a talk through the whole car ride but Taehyung responded with small responses which included just "yes", "no" , "I guess", "Yeah". Jeongguk was fed up with his change of behaviour all of sudden. Taehyung never acted like this before, he was also good this morning, why is he all of sudden so sulky, looking so lost in his thoughts and not even making a proper eye contact with Jeongguk. Jeongguk is really confused.

So as soon as they both entered the house,Jeongguk pinned Taehyung against the near wall and slammed his lips next to the older's soft ones. He really isn't in mood to argue so all he wanna do is just let loose. Taehyung was kind off caught off guard by the sudden kiss. It took him second to take it in. He hesitated to kiss him back.

Jeongguk saw how Taehyung was not responding to his kiss.Jeongguk grabbed his waist and pulled him closer,moving his lips. Taehyung again didn't responded. Jeongguk doesn't know what he should do,why isn't Taehyung kissing him back? Did he do something? Is Taheyung tired of him? Is Taehyung not in mood? Jeongguk doesn't know. The younger got tired of how unresponsive Taehyung was and pulled away from the kiss.

"What is wrong with you Taehyung?!" Jeongguk asked him with annoyed expression.

"What?"

"Why are you acting like this? Ever since I got inside the car,you have been so quite and deep in your thoughts,what is happening to you? Are you okay?" Jeongguk asked him multiple questions at once because he  wants answers.

"I'm not" Taehyung mumbled.

"What?"

"I'm not,I'm not okay guk.Ever Since today I have been getting strange feeling around my chest. Its really unusual and fucking weird. Whenever I look at you,I feel that weird feeling,I want to kiss you,I want to just hug you. I don't know what is happening to me,I don't like you seeing with someone else,I don't like it when you are getting too close with people who are not me,I don't know what I'm feeling anymore" Taehyung said to him. Jeongguk eyes soften,he knew what so called strange feelings Taehyung was talking about.

"W-What do you mean? Taehyung be more clear" Jeongguk asked him,trying to get the straightforward answer from Taehyung.

"Just leave it Jeongguk you won't get it,just never mind,go back to your date or whatever he was,his ass was all over you,you should just go to him,I don't know what the fuck I'm doing anymore" Taehyung said to him as he pushed him away,trying to ignore the talk and walk away from this situation.

"Is this It Taehyung? That's it right! You are jealous? I told you before that Sunwoo is just a friend and even if he is more,it shouldn't affect you Tae,remember no strings attached? We are just friends,yes we fuck but t-that doesn't change anything! "Jeongguk exclaimed knowing he himself don't support what he is saying. Taehyung looked at Jeongguk with a lot of emotions carried inside his eyes.

"I know,I know we are just bestfriends who fuck,Ofcourse not all bestfriends fuck,we really are risking everything and that's why I have had enough Jeongguk.....let's stop this whole thing...and let's stop being friends too,we are done with everything, we can't go on like this or something bad will happen. Let's stop everything " Taehyung didn't know why he blurted that out but he thought it was right in the moment.

"W-What? What the fuck hyung? What the fuck do you mean by let's stop everything we had?!" Jeongguk yelled at him.

"I said what I said Guk" Taehyung replied coldly,trying not to care.

"Fine then Fuck you. I guess that was all I was ever to you,a quick god damn fuck.Just to let you know Taehyung before this fuckbuddy thing,we have been bestfriends for five years now. So suddenly you have decided all by yourself that you want to end everything between us? ok then,you started this anyways and you are ending it to so cool,it's just-it just-" Jeongguk felt the tears escape his eyes as he couldn't control his emotions. Fuck,he hates himself for crying.

"-you should have told me in the start that I was just a t-toy that you wanted to fuck so I wouldn't have gotten my hopes up y-you know" Jeongguk finished his sentence as he quickly wiped his tears since he doesn't wanna cry infront of Taehyung.He can't even blame himself, hearing Taehyung reply so coldly at how he wants to end everything just broke his heart. He is okay with not being fuck buddies but friends too? No he can't loose Taehyung. Not when he is too deep inlove with him.

Taehyung eyes widened as he saw Jeongguk crying,he wanted to just hug him and comfort him,he hates seeing Jeongguk like this...he looks so heartbroken.

"Jeongguk it's not li-" Taehyung was immediately cut off by a serious stern looking Jeongguk who wasn't gonna take any of Taehyung shit now.

"You like me right?" Jeongguk said all of a sudden,making taehyung eyes widened in shock, his throat getting dry of a sudden as his skin turned pale. He doesn't want to do this anymore.

"N-no,who said that!? Why would I like you? We are only friends Jeongguk I don't see you like t-that" Taehyung stuttering was a signal that he was lying.

"Fine then,if you don't wanna admit it,I would.You are right Taehyung we should stop all of this because we have move on to the next step.I like you,I like you a lot Kim Taehyung you don't even know for how long I have been liking you. I have been liking you since the freshman. Baby,You don't even know how much it fucking hurts me to see you with the other people, I always wanted to be the one to touch you, to kiss you, when you suggested to be fuckbuddies ,I didn't liked it but I was not against it either, call me a creep or whatever but I was happy I could finally feel your lips against mine,I couldn't be more happy which was the reason why I went on with this-" Jeongguk paused for a second to take a deep breath as he continued.

"-But...I didn't knew,it could ruin me more.I started fell inlove with you Taehyung,it's not just a crush it's more than that,I want to be with you forever,I see myself in our future,I want us to end together,The reason I hung out with Sunwoo and the other guys because I wanted to move on from you since you showed no interest in me other than sex but now that you say you have this feelings,I have hope. I want you Taehyung so yes let's stop this fuck buddy relationship and move on with more than that,let me take you out Tae,let me make you mine baby. Please say you like me too" Jeongguk finally explained everything to him.Taehyung never felt this shocked.He didn't expected this.He thought Jeongguk would yell at him for these feelings but instead Jeongguk confessed.Taehyung doesn't know how much his coming response would change his life.

"I'm sorry Gukkie but I don't feel the same for you,I feel bad that you liked me for so long and I don't feel the same,the strange feelings I'm feeling isn't my feelings for you,it's not the same...us being in a relationship...it's weird,I can't imagine myself with you,I'm sorry gguk but I don't think this thing is for us,it's probably something else,they are probably just a one time thing but I'm don't like you like that,you are everything anyone would want but I'm not the one for you" Taehyung again ignored the situation. He again pushed Jeongguk away. He saw Jeongguk eyes tearing up again.

"Fuck you,why are you lying Taehyung? Why the fuck are you lying? Why are you so scared of being with me? I'm that bad? Is it because I'm not a fucking girl? What is so wrong with admitting your feelings?? It's written all over your face,god I fucking hate you,I hate you so so much and I regret ever being friends with you,Are you serious Taehyung?"

"Jeongguk please try to get my point"

"I'm sorry Kim Taehyung but I guess this is it then,You don't give a fuck about me,I said I love you,does this not mean anything to you?? Love is a strong word Tae,not everyone falls inlove and I think it was my biggest mistake to fall inlove after everything you just said to me,it's final than. Goodbye Kim Taehyung,I hope we don't ever meet again" Jeongguk claimed as he glared at Taehyung and opened the door to walk out,leaving Taehyung alone.

Taehyung wasn't ready for a relationship that's why he rejected Jeongguk,he can't have feelings for him. Thats wrong. Jeongguk already has feelings for him which makes Taehyung feel bigger of an asshole to reject someone as great as his bestfriend...well ex bestfriend. Just one decision of his life ruined his five year long friendship,all because he didn't want to like someone.

He cried that night,a lot. Tears wouldn't stop. He wanted his Jeongguk next to him which isn't possible. He ruined it,he ruined everything. Taehyung decided he would apologise,he would apologise again tomorrow in school. Yes,he would do that.

But that would have been possible if Jeongguk came to school next day,he didn't. Jeongguk didn't came to school,Taehyung felt like he was loosing him. Taehyung gave himself hope that it's okay he would be here tomorrow. But once again he was wrong, Jeongguk didn't came the next day too,after waiting and waiting for Jeongguk to show up on school,he realised he won't come back. Its been a month since Jeongguk had showed no signs of coming back or even contacted Taehyung,he blocked Taehyung from his every social media and most probably changed his number. Jeongguk disappeared like the snow that falls quietly.

Taehyung saw Jeongguk best friend talking to some girl and decided to talk with him about Jeongguk maybe he knows something. He hoped for the best as he crossed his fingers.

"Hoseok Hyung!" Taehyung called him,saying loudly so he can hear his voice in this crowded hallway. Hoseok turned around as soon as he heard the voice. His eyes were met with Taehyungs. He smiled and bid goodbyes to the girl as he started to walk towards Taehyung.

"What's up Taehyung? You called me?"

"Uh...hyung,I wanna ask you something if it's okay with you?"

"Sure Ofcourse,that's the least I can do" Hoseok mumbled the least part since he one everything that was going on.

"Hyung,do you know where is Jeongguk? Did he...did he left?" Taehyung hesitated to talk about it since he wants Hoseok to deny his assumptions which has a very low chance.

"Taehyung,you don't know? Jeongguk left for Busan a month ago,he doesn't live here in Seoul anymore. He is now living with his grandmother....he didn't told you?" Hoseok asked him honestly,it was very surprising for Hoseok too. He knew Jeongguk wasn't on good terms with Taehyung but did he really not even contact him once? Taehyung face fell as soon as he heard this words come out Hoseok's mouth. He expected this,he really did but for the first time he didn't wanted to be right. He didn't wanted his Jeongguk to leave him.Was it all because of one rejection?

"No...he changed his number and blocked me,so there was no way I could even contact him...does he hate me that much?" His own words Pierced right through his heart. Hate is a strong word,it can ruin anyone.

"I-I don't know Taehyung,I'm really sorry for whatever is happening...I don't want to put my say in much because I don't know the details but I don't think Jeongguk can ever hate you Taehyung,Just give him time. He would come back Tae,just wait"

Taehyung knew Jeongguk was mad with him,he had every right to but he didn't expected this. All he could do was to just send a little text,a call,one goodbye,anything, Taehyung wouldn't stop him because he needs his time. So he did what Hoseok told him to..just wait. He really waited,not minutes,not hours,not days,not months but years. He waited whole 2 years for Jeongguk in hopes of maybe he would comeback,maybe he would text him back,just maybe he would let Taehyung apologise.

Along this waiting,Taehyung graduated from highschool and then got in his preferred college because of his good grades. He thinks about Jeongguk a lot,did he got in a good college? How is he living his life? Is he okay? Did he find..someone new? Taehyung won't know....or that's what he thought.

Taehyung walked inside the building of his college.It was early in morning as the sun was out,Taehyung hates mornings. He started to walk and looked around the new environment,this is where he is gonna spend next two years. Taehyung took a deep breath and tried to find the main head's office so he can get his schedule. He was already for sure lost.

As he was walking,somebody suddenly bumped into him.He looked up from his phone and saw a really handsome yet looking annoyed man.

"Ahh I'm sorry I wasn't looking" that man apologised.

"No no it's okay"

"Are you new?"

"Oh yeah,could you tell me where could I get my time schedule?" Taehyung asked the other guy politely.

"Sure,I was going there anyways just follow me"

Taehyung nodded and started following this unnamed guy.They were walking around for a while where they even exchanged their names and phone numbers,yes they are that straightforward.

"I'm Kim Seokjin,the most handsome guy in this school.I know you would call me narcissistic or some shit but I don't care I know I'm the most handsome here and that's a fact" Seokjin described himself. Taehyung chuckled,He didn't find him narcissistic,just only funny.

"I won't call you that because I know too you are the most handsome man I have seen in awhile too" Did Taehyung just flirted? Maybe. Seokjin just laughed at his statement.

"Ok Kim Taehyung Thanks I guess? You are actually pretty handsome yourself,just saying. Anyways we are here" He told him as they were standing infront of a glass door,they both got inside and started to talk with the girl who was sitting there.

Taehyung finally got the schedule and saw his class timing. These weren't bad,just the one in early mornings is making him wanna die,especially the one class in Monday morning,who likes to come to school early on a Monday morning? Not him.

He just shrugged it off since he has to get used to it anyway and decided to walk to his first class which was barely in 10 minutes. He needs find where the classrooms are too.Its good he got this map. Which didn't really help but Atleast they tried.

Taehyung was just walking and walking until he caught a glimpse of someone,someone looking really familiar. Taehyung looked at that direction again to double check of who it was. Taehyung heartbeat stopped for a whole moment as his breathing took a hold. His skin was slowly changing colours as he saw someone who he thought he would never see that person again.

He saw Jeon Jeongguk.

Yes,the same Jeon Jeongguk Who was his bestfriend,who he fucked with multiple times,Whose heart he broke in fucking pieces because he was afraid of his own feelings,who cried infront of him to accept him just once and he didn't. The same Jeon Jeongguk Who he is inlove with.

But what made Taehyung lips turn into a frown was the girl standing next to Jeongguk. The girl who was hugging Jeongguk tightly as she kissed his lips and Jeongguk kissed her back. It was so obvious Jeongguk is dating this girl.Taheyung didn't even noticed how a Tear was rolling down his cheeks.He moved on from Taehyung.

Taehyung should be happy,Jeongguk was finally moving on,he found someone who would make him happy unlike Taehyung. But he couldn't,he wanted to replace her,he wanted to be the one who is being held by Jeongguk,he wants to kiss him and he wants him all by himself. But that can't happen,it's so close to impossible.

Jeon Jeongguk got a girlfriend and there is nothing Taehyung can do about it.

Flashback over

"Taehyung what the fuck?? No seriously what the fuck" Seokjin exclaimed in surprise.He can't believe what he just heard.

"I know I fucked up" Taehyung admitted.

"No Taehyung you fucked up pretty bad,like...what were you thinking?? Why...why would you reject him? He was inlove with you and you rejected him because you thought your feelings weren't real.Love is a strong word Taehyung,those people are lucky who actually fall inlove and those people who get rejected are the people who are the most broke" Seokjin told him off,trying to put some sense in him.

"I know I know,I was young and naive,I don't know why I thought that at that time but fuck I never saw person look this much hurt when I rejected him hyung,I just wanted to hug him right there but because of my stupidness I ruined my every chances with Jeongguk " Taehyung said to Seokjin as he bit his lips lightly,playing with his fingers. Seokjin looked at Taehyung with disappointment.

"Now He has a boyfriend again.When he broke up with Haeun why didn't you took the chance and try to make things better?" Seokjin questioned his decisions at this point.

"Hyung he hated me,I would say one word to him and he would get all worked up..but he never brought our past up,neither did I because we both knew it's something we can't handle. Taehyun is a good guy,He deserves Jeongguk more than I ever will,all I did to Jeongguk was bring him unhappiness,I don't want to interfere in his relationship anymore..but I don't want to let him go too,is he too late to want him to be mine?" Taehyung asked Seokjin on verge of tears.Seokjin just nodded and hugged him,trying to comfort the broken boy.

"I'm sorry Taehyung-ah I really am,but I think it's time you should date too...you need to move on Taehyung,you can't live like this" Seokjin tried to change his mind.

"What do you mean hyung?"

"I have a friend...I think he will be more than glad to have a date with you" Seokjin suggested.

"I don't know hyung,I don't think I can handle relationships anymore" Taehyung told him,really not in mood to go on a date.

"No Taehyung,atleast try to go on one date,just see him"

"Fine I guess but if I don't want to vibe with him I will just go out" Taehyung said to Seokjin as he nodded.

"I'm glad you came to this decision,I will text you the place and date as once I ask him.Consider it a blind date" Seokjin told him as Taehyung nodded. He can't believe he is doing this.

"Jin Hyung I think your date stood me up" Taehyung says to the Seokjin through the phone. Jin shook his head in disappointment.

"It's been five minutes Tae,chill!" Jin tried to make him stay. Taehyung took a deep breath and sighed.

"Whatever,five more minutes if he doesn't come I'm g-" Taehyung was cut off by someone else interrupting him.

"Hey,excuse me,are you Kim Taehyung?" A handsome young man asked Taehyung. Taehyung looked back and saw the indeed very handsome man standing beside him. He was pretty tall,a very cute face,squishy cheeks. The way he dressed was so warming for some reason. He had this long coat on paired it up with white plainshirt and Black
Pants and specs as accessory.

"....yes and you are?" Taehyung asked him,knowing himself being Pretty sure it's his date.

"Oh how rude of me to not introduce myself,Hello I am Kim Namjoon,nice to meet you" He said as he flashed his cute dimples through his bright smile. Taehyung knew this date was gonna be a lot more fun than he expected.

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