You were typing away at your computer, princess sleeping at your feet as she'd refused to leave your side since that morning. 

Concentrating was hard for you, it seemed like you always got distracted by the smallest things. So when you finally finished writing out emails you laughed tiredly, and dropped your head to your arms. 

When you work, you try your hardest to ignore your phone and it had gone off multiple times in the past couple hours. So nervously, you brought your hand to your phone, grabbing it and bringing it to your face. 

You opened your notifications, the majority being from twitter which surprised you. You only ever shit-posted on there so you wouldn't expect someone to tag you. 

Clicking on the first notification, it simply said "congrats !! (:" which confused you, "what did i do that warrants a congratulations?"

You opened the next notification and it was the same, though it held more context.

microwave - @ groundhogday
wow !! happy 5 mil @cherry_spatula congratulations !!

You stared at the phone blinking, 'what?' 

Moving to your laptop, you began typing quickly pulling up your subscriber counter. And holy god, they were right, your subscriber count was at a hefty 5,001,235 subscribers.

You felt tears prick your eyes and your heart start to beat rapidly, 'what the fuck' you thought to yourself going through all the messages of congratulations. Princess jumped into your lap and purred softly against your chest. 

It left a soft vibrating feeling against your chest, and you sniffled against her head. "Hey princess.." you whispered against her white fur, and she purred softly. "I got 5 million subscribers," you began speaking to her.

"its overwhelming, and i don't know why beebs. I feel like i dont deserve 5 million subs, I don't deserve anything." you continued, pressing a kiss against princess' head. Your phone went off again so you grabbed it, and princess leapt from your arms.

You wiped your eyes and opened the message:

***The Boys***

Vanoss: I hear someone hit their sub goal 
Nogla: who?

Vanoss: little ol cherry

Y/N: im not little ):<

You typed out quickly, smiling at the messages.

Vanoss: Y/N HIT 5 MIL TODAY !!

Nogla: WOOOO YOURE IN THE BIG LEAGUES

Wildcat: it took you.. that long?

Ohm: oH thats so cool ! congrats you deserve it !!

Cartoonz: good job (:

Delirious: very proud of you

You stared at your messages, getting teary eyed again. They really supported you, and the messages made you feel so so happy.

Y/N: thanks guys (:

You closed your phone after that, you still felt overwhelmed and like you needed to cry, so you let the tears spill out. Pulling your knees to your chest, its not that you were upset or sad, just needed to let the emotions out.

Crying was your outlet, all you had to do was cry and you would feel better. 

You stood from your spot after awhile and stretched, feeling your back crack and pop; sending endorphins through your body. You hummed softly and made your way to the bathroom to wash your face.

As you walked by the kitchen you saw the time, '6:26 pm' the numbers blinked back at you. "I have an hour?" You began to fret and throw your things around to get ready, unaware of the conversation taking place in your messages.

You threw on clean clothing (whatever the fuck you wear idfk), converse and a purple beanie. You checked yourself out in the mirror, 'im so hot lmao, y'all bitches screaming' you complimented yourself doing a spin.

'do i really look good?' you queried, looking at yourself from multiple different angles. You felt embarrassed as you looked over all your flaws, bullying yourself ruthlessly. You snapped your head away from the mirror and forced yourself to look away. Escaping your thoughts.

You gasped softly and moved to the couch, falling down like a sack of potatoes. You picked up your phone from the table and opened your messages:

***The Boys***

Vanoss: Since cherry hit 5 mil, and  is doing a face reveal, why dont we all go to Y/Ns house at the end of the month? 

Nogla: that sounds cool
Delirious: omg a meetup?

Cartoonz: wheres y/n?

Wildcat: yeah nogla, wheres cherry?

Nogla: why would i know?

Vanoss: nogla and cherry sitting in a tree

Cartoonz: k i s s i n g

Delirious: first comes love

Ohm: first comes love

Delirious: HEY I DID THAT LINE ALREADY

Ohm: OH MY APOLOGIES WATER MAN, then comes marriage ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Nogla: stop

Nogla: stop

Nogla: stop

Vanoss: why ? you blushing ?

Nogla is typing...

You waited for Nogla to finish typing his message as you thought about it, 'i mean, having a party at the end of the month sounds fun.'

Nogla stopped typing and you decided to send your message instead.

Y/N: YAY A PARTY AT MY HOUSE?? THAT SOUNDS AWESOME, I AM SO IN

Nogla: hi cherry (:

Vanoss: hello mortal

Vanoss: i won't let you off the hook because Y/Ns back, are you blushing nogla? 

Nogla:

Nogla: I gotta go, its nearly 7:30, bye.

Vanoss: LMAO WHAT

You blinked and looked at the time, 'he's right' you thought to yourself typing your goodbyes.

Y/N: oh hey, i've also gotta go, weird okay bye

Vanoss: eVERYONES LEAVING ME

Ohm: not everyone im still here

You smiled at the phone before getting up and pocketing it, 'maybe i should let David know who i am? It's weird keeping my identity a secret.' Your eyebrows furrowed as you made your way to grab your jacket from the closet by the door.

You made unwanted eye contact with the Barney Costume, "maybe i should burn that for a video." the voice didnt sound like your own, but you knew you were the one who spoke. You blinked harshly, before turning from the costume and leaving your house.

David was walking up your doorstep when you exited your house, he smiled sheepishly and raised a gloved hand.

"Hey dere Y/N!" He called out a large smile taking over his face, his arm looping with yours when he was close enough. You nodded at him and smiled back, patting his arm "hello David, how was your day?" 

David thought for a moment, "full of excitement and worry" was what he decided on.

You laughed, your head leaning back as the sound captivated him. He didn't know how what he said that could make you laugh so beautifully but he didn't mind. Though a voice in the back of his head was screaming at him he heard it before.

He chose to ignore the thought instead focusing on your beauty, trying to drink in every detail of your face so he could remember you when he closed his eyes. 

When you'd finally stopped laughing, you guys were already 2 streets from your house. You probably looked insane but decided to continue the conversation. 

"Where do you think we are going to eat?" You asked him, slyly, it was a psychological trick you'd picked up in your studies. The person asked to guess would probably say where they wanted to go as their first guess, and you'd go wherever they said.

He looked at you for a moment before responding with a place, you feigned shock and nodded "how'd you know? do you have secret powers or something?" You laughed slightly and he laughed himself. 

David shrugged and looked forward, "it's the only restaurant in this direction," he said and paused, "its also my favourite restaurant."