Lisa's POV

"Nope. No matter how long you two show your bunny smile in front of me, I won't give in." I cringed as I heard Hoseok oppa's response, tapping his feet on the ground, his arms crossed over his chest while he eyed us both in a very suspicious manner.

My eyes went wide as I frantically pull Jungkook by his sleeves, wishing he would do something.

When Hoseok oppa saw us earlier, Jungkook was so quick to pull him away, especially since Chaeyoung was so angry because little mochi got startled by the loud noise made by the deafening sound of the shattering of the glass.

And we all know how Chaeyoung had been these past few days.

And so we fled, like some coward earthlings, though we're still a little thankful that because of it, we won't have to explain to Chaeyoung why Hoseok acted that way.

"Hyung, just this once, please. Keep this a secret from everybody," Jungkook once again pleaded and I'm not sure if it is because he was basically like a little brother to Hoseok oppa, but his eyes softened at the sight of his younger member pleading before him.

A long sigh escaped his lips, his eyes moistening a little while his hands dropped to either of his sides.

"Since when? When did this all happen?" he asked and my glance dropped to the floor before us. I was standing beside Jungkook, the three of us standing along the wooden pathway on the lake dock.

My hands started playing on the hem of my shirt, my heart beating so rapidly. The fact that Hoseok oppa caught the two of us about to kiss scared the heck out of my system.

What would he think of us?

Truthfully, I am also scared of how our members will accept our relationship. Like, I think I may have declared before that I won't ever like Bangtan's maknae.

Neither of us spoke and I am sure we're hanging on a thin thread that is Hoseok's patience but as much as possible, I don't want to share what we have.

But then we have no choice now, do we?

"Ahm, around six months ago?" Jungkook muttered, his voice strained a little, testing the waters, how Hoseok oppa would react.

As expected, his eyes widened, his hands covering his mouth along the process.

"Six-" he exclaimed as if the news of us dating is a big shocker. "Six months and nobody knew about it? Are you kidding me?!"

By this time, he was so frantic and for once, even I understood where he was coming from.

"You were always bickering, were you two acting all along?" he mumbled, more to himself.

"That one wasn't acting. He really does annoy me sometimes," I offered to explain which earned a scowl from my boyfriend.

"Anyway, hyung, that's not what's important right now. Please keep this a secret first and let us tell them ourselves, okay?" Jungkook pleaded and Hoseok oppa raised an eyebrow at the both of us.

"Well, I am okay with that, but what I am so curious about is how the two of you manage to hide this for six fucking months," he asked, a little appalled with the situation and I'm not blaming him. or was he actually alarmed? He seemed to be in deep thought.

To my surprise, Jungkook scooted a little too close to where I was standing until his hands snaked around my waist, my breath hitching along the process.

Hoseok oppa's eyebrow raised even more and as much as I enjoy the close proximity with Jungkook, the awkward stare Hoseok oppa is giving us made me question if what Jungkook is doing is actually right at this moment.

"Jungkook, not now,"I mumbled, hoping he would catch on the current situation. To my dismay, Jungkook di not released me from his arms and even pulled me closer, so my back is pressed on his broad chest.

And oh boy, it was so hard.

"Hyung, Blackpink stayed here in Australia, of course, you wouldn't notice," he answered and Hoseok oppa scoffed at Jungkook's words.

"Rude," Hoseok oppa snorted. "But I still think it's not right for the two of you to keep this," he added and as much as I hate to admit it, he has a point.

"Sorry oppa, it was my fault. It was my idea." I told him and for once, his eyes softened at the sight of me. "I asked him to keep it a secret."

Whether Hoseok oppa was confused or taken aback, he made sure to keep his face blank.

"May I know why?" my eyes widened at the sudden question.

I gulped.

What now Lisa?

Should I tell him what I truly feel?

Should I tell him that even though Jungkook assured me how much he loves me, there's still that small part of me screaming for me to hold back?

And this isn't just about that, it's more about myself, the problems that I keep getting involved with especially within my family. And the fact that Jungkook isn't even aware of the trouble that I am currently into, and he unknowingly involved as well. I bite my lower lip in guilt.

"Lisa, is there something wrong?" Jungkook whispered and I did not respond. Hoseok oppa raises his eyebrows, probably wondering why I was hesitating. After a while, I felt Jungkook arms stiffen and I bite my lower lip, my hands landing on Jungkook's hands.

Jungkook never once questioned my decision about keeping us a secret. That's why Hoseok oppa asking why made me stop and think about it.

Is being together with him the best decision after all? I mean, all the shits that I am involved with, Jungkook doesn't deserve to be a part of my complicated life. 

If you think about it, I haven't been truthful with him. Ever since the news about me and Bambam,  I never once told Jungkook about it and right now, I know I am being unfair.

He will surely hate me. I told to myself.

When I thought Jungkook was big muscle twat from two years ago, all he did was prove me wrong, that there is always something that meets the eye.

Sometimes,  you can't judge someone easily. What the eyes can see isn't always right. Sometimes,  behind those, every action is a reason that one may disagree but gives a whole lot of different meaning to the situation.

"Nothing," I whispered. "It's just that we've had enough drama in our team and I don't actually like the fact that you guys might be concern about me and Jungkook once you found out," I added.

"Well Lisa, actually, I think it is more concerning that we didn't know. You and Jungkook and the maknae's of the group and I'm sure the older members and everyone wouldn't exactly be smiling if they ever found out that they've been lied for six months. Remember when we found out about Jimin and Chaeng's secret marriage?" he questioned and my heart dropped on the floor.

He has every right to question my decision. I understand that he's just concerned with our well-being.

"Ne. Sorry oppa. I will fix this. Just-" I puffed air from my mouth. "Just let Jungkook and I tell them. We just need a little time," I told him and an understanding smile was showing all over his face.

I felt Jungkook relaxed, before pulling me tighter, his face resting at the crook of my neck.

"Eww," Hoseok oppa gagged and Jungkook chuckled. "Just because I know you two are dating doesn't mean that it's okay to act all that when it's just the three of us. I've had enough of Jimin's dirty deeds,  I don't want to see another couple acting all sweet in front of me," he frowns and I chuckle.

Just then I remember that time Chaeyoung and I saw him with Momo.

"Well you have a girlfriend oppa,  and I-" before I can even finish, Jungkook covered my lips in instant and my eyes went wide when Hoseok oppa's face turned serious.

"Hyung, we'll go," Jungkook muttered,  pulling me away from the other.

Once we're a few meters away from him,  Jungkook turned my body towards him.

"Don't ever mention her to hyung again," he whispered and I pouted.

"Why?" I asked confused.

Jungkook shakes his head as if the answer should be obvious. And then my eyes widen as the realization hit me.

"They didn't!" I exclaimed covering my mouth but Jungkook nodded.

"Why?" I whispered. They look good together. Even though a lot of misunderstandings happened before, I still ship the two.

"Momo...." Jungkook whispered. "She fell out of love."

My heart clenched at his words.

The two of us...

We won't end up like them, right?