If you're wondering about the media above, I just love my socks. I can't seem to find the right pair but I ended up loving it. 

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Lisa's POV

"Lisa,  are you sure you would be fine alone in here?" I heard Jisoo unnie,  her worried tone didn't quite get passed on my sensitive ears.

Regardless of how distressed I am feeling, my Blackpink sensor can easily detect each and every emotion that my member has.

This time, all three had been worried about me since yesterday.

With my body into a fetus position, the blanket covering me does its job from making me feel warmer as I pray to God that the bad cramps on my stomach stop.

It was yesterday when Bangtan stayed in our dorm and all I did was camp inside my room.

Even after Jungkook tried to reach me out,  I didn't open my door. I'm not sure I can handle him at this point. Plus, it'll be easier for me to move on if I'm not seeing him,  which I doubt I would be successful in doing since Chaey and Jimin are married.

Every hormone on my body had been aware of how Jungkook camped outside of my door, waiting for me to open it for him. Too bad I'm really not feeling well,  yet I can't tell it to him.

I'm not even sure how long it was because I fell asleep.

The next thing I knew was me being awoken by Chaeyoung's continuous loud knocking.

Sometimes I want to ask Jimin if he's ready to settle in a house with Chaeyoung because he'll definitely be shock.

Chaeyoung can be a mom sometimes.

But then love has no boundaries,  at least that's what they say and seeing how Jimin's eyes sparkled everytime he sees Chaeyoung, I guess she had made the famous Bangtan head over heels for her. 

My period was too heavy and I am just to grateful that we don't have any schedules set. Well,  apart from today which only consisted of our managers debriefing us for our future schedules so I was told that it's fine that I don't attend.

"Don't worry about me unnie," I mumble incoherent words as I try to tell them that I would be fine. "I'd probably stay on my bed for the rest of the day anyway."

"Lisa, you haven't eaten anything since last night and it's almost lunch now. Let's go eat first." Chaeyoung muttered.

They were all camping around my bed, already dressed up to go outside but they are hesitating because of me.

A smile came across my face. As expected with my members.

I removed the blanket covering my face and turn my attention to the three girls who are such darlings.

It has always been like this.

I would be a real pain in the ass for being so playful. I would always carry them after they eat go around telling how heavy they are and they'd be pissed off. Yet,  whenever I'm down and not feeling well,  they would coo me and camp around my bed to make me feel better.

"Later, I'll eat later. Don't worry. Instead,  you three head down to our agency before you all get called out for being late okay?" I smiled sincerely and Jennie messed my hair lightly earning a grunt from me as a response.

"Okay. But make sure to call us if you need anything okay?" Jisoo unnie said before all three hug me and headed out of my room.

Finally.

Once again, the blanket covered my whole body.

Why does it feel colder now?

My body twisted and turned to ease the pain that I was feeling on my stomach.

This doesn't feel so good.

Instead,  I went down on my bed and sit on the carpeted floor until my body slide and formed in to another fetus, with the blanket covering my body.

Anyone who comes inside my room would freak out with only my messy hair visible. 

The heat coming from the furry carpet and my blanket are enough to make me feel at ease.

Before I knew it, I slowly drifted into a deep slumber but conscious enough to feel my body being lifted from the floor, feeling the soft fabric of my bed,  a familiar soft voice soothing my entirety.

"Lisa,  what am I going to do with you?"

Jungkook?

I wanted to speak,  confirm if it was indeed him but my eyes were too heavy, until I lost contact with my own consciousness and fell asleep.

I must be dreaming.

Please let him be here when I wake up. I thought to myself.

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My head felt heavier the moment I open my eyes. Unable to immediately adjust with the ray of artificial light inside my room, my eyes squinted a little, checking on my surroundings.

I was already on my bed.

"I remember coming down on the carpet though?" I said to myself.

And then I remember getting lifted from the floor and a soothing voice that all the more made me fell asleep.

"Jungkook!" I whisper-shouted,  my hands covering my mouth as I jolted up from my bed.

As I was about to get out of my bed, a figure emerged from my room's door,  which I did not even notice that is left open.

He had already closed the door before he noticed me.

He isn't a dream.

"Oh,  you're awake!" he muttered as he move closer to where I was,  with a tray of food in his hands.

"I'm still sleeping,  sherlock." I rolled my eyes at him and he grimaced.

"Is sarcasm the only thing you eat?" he pouted before sitting on the left corner of my bed as he put the tray of food on my bedside table.

"Why are you here?" I crossed my arm in front of my chest as I try to stop myself from fangirling.

He was wearing a red jacket with a black shirt underneath, the thick muscles being restricted by his tight pants did not get unnoticed by my sharp eyes.

I gulp.

So much for moving on.

"Checking if you're still alive?" he grinned and I took one of my pillow and swatted it all over his face.

He started laughing at my reaction as he grabs the pillow off from my hands.

"I'm joking Lisa, okay," he smirked. "Chaeyoung told me that you're sick and you haven't eaten yet." 

That girl.

A long sigh escaped my lips.

"I'm okay Jungkook. I don't need you to take care of me." I lay down back on my bed,  my body turning away from him.

I felt the side of my bed moving until I felt his arms wrapping around my body.

My eyes closed at the contact, my insides feeling heavier.

Shit.

Why does he always have to do this to me?

Can't he feel that I'm hurting?

I bite my lower lips as I suppress my emotion.

As much as I wanted to tell him to let go, to tell him to stay away from me, somehow, my body is longing for his touch. And I'm starting to be scared.

What if I fall deeply for him?

What if I fall for him to the point that I can no longer stand on my own?

Lisa,  get a hold of yourself.

"Jungkook, leave me alone," I whispered,  the words not coming from my heart. Deep inside,  I don't want him to leave, but I can't let him ruin me.

I need to stay away from him this early, before I end up hurting more.

Instead of leaving,  he snuggled closer to me,  his face on the crook of my neck.

"Jungkook I'm serious!" my voice stern as I try to prove my point.

"I don't want to," he whispered, his breath tingling my skin.

"Jungkook-ah..." my voice cracked, my body unable to handle the emotion I was trying to suppress.

Or is it because I have my period and my body is missing a good amount of happy hormone?

Before I even knew it, tears started falling on my cheeks.

I cried silently,  afraid that he'll hear.

Fuck these hormones.

My hands cover my mouth to stop myself from sniffing.

But to no avail, Jungkook must have noticed because he tried moving my body so I can face him.

"No." I protested.  I don't want him to see me crying. I'd look stupid.

I heard him sigh and I tried to pry my body away from his hug but he resisted.

"Let me go,  please..." I pleaded.

I need him to let go.

I might break down any minute.

"I didn't tell Yeri. I didn't say that I like her because I don't," he whispered and my body froze.

What?

"You asked me if Yeri will like you," I mumbled,  confused about what he was trying to say.

I felt one of his hands brushing my hair from the back.

My insides went frenzy in an instant.

"I'm sorry if I made you upset. But please,.." he stopped,  his voice seemed heavy and I had to stop myself from turning  so I can check if he's fine. "stop pushing me away."

Why does he seemed like he was hurting?

"Are you sure you don't like her?" I asked, getting nervous of his answer.

"Do you want me to like her?"

I gulp.

What should I say?

"No," I told him.

I no longer care what he would think but I can't stop myself.

He pulled me closer and I did not resist.

I'm not even sure if it's because I am happy or I was just so cold,  his warm body is keeping my sanity together.

We stayed like this for I don't know how long, before Jungkook broke the silence.

"Lisa..." he called my name and I felt butterflies going wild inside my stomach.

"I miss you."

My eyes closed once again.

Instead of answering, I turned around and moved closer to him, my arms wrapped around him as we snuggle closer,  my face on his chest.

I don't even care if my cramps are acting up again.

I can stay like this forever.