Uhhhhh hi, please don't hate me, I forgot I had to do this because of Her. But whatever, I think I didn't miss the "daily" part so. I'm still on time. Oh and don't read this. Waste of time.

Soooo I think I said that my wife came here last update, idk, too lazy to check. So, she came here yesterday and blablabla. I don't want to say hate because is a really strong word but I'm starting to be really annoyed by Her. Is not on purpose I swear I just get really stressed whenever she's close or talking and I just make things worse by not saying anything. But it's like She lost her touch or her kindness. I know I don't deserve kindness and stuff but I don't want to be hurt by you. I though you were the one that cared. The one that loved me. I don't want to think I'm not safe in your arms again. I want to say I love you but the words don't come out, but I want to, so much. Maybe that way you'll go back to my wife, my love, that understanding and smart little girl that helped me. But it doesn't happen and I hate it. Anyways, sorry. Well, not like you would read this anyway, so. Uhm so, She's forcing me to go to school again. Which I get it, y'know, you want me to be educated and whatever but why now. You always understood that school just made my problems and mental issues worse. I don't want to go back to that state of mind. Why can't you just understand. At least like you used to. And now, school drama, stupid boys, and homework on top of our marriage that is as thin as a fucking noodle right now but you don't even notice. I can't even try to change your stubborn mind.

Yikes, anyways, so I might be more busy because of this stupid school so. Not like someone cares. But whatever, as always don't read this. Just a waste, can't deny it, stop.

Daily update 3
°~Zoe~°