Day 1: Monday
I can't stop thinking of him
The memories are trapped
Trapped inside my mind
He left me broken down
Broken beyond repair
I see him everyday
And can't help to look
My mind wonder's
In the silence of class
I wake to reality
Only to find myself thinking
Thinking of him
The memories race in my mind
Repeating everyday
The same memories
The same regrets
The same disappointing actions
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Day 2 tuesday:

Physical pain hurts so much
Emotional pain is however
Lethal, fatal
People don't understand
I'm hurting
I'm in pain
That doesn't always mean
Physical pain
People hurt after a break up
People hurt after family deaths
Some people just hurt
More than others

2nd
Pain is all to familiar to me
Friends have left
Family members have died
People think I'm sweet
They think I'm innocent
I was at one point
The losses have damaged me
Have withered away at my soul
Withered away at my heart
Now without a soul
I question
Am I real
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Day 3: Wednesday

I still remember the date
The date we got together
Every time I ache more
My memories remind me
They remind me of the note
The note that I gave you
Later on that day
I was walking with my friend
I was fine until I saw you
I was a nervous reck
You always made me nervous
But when we were together
I was the happiest I'd been in years
You still make me nervous
Still make me happy
But we will never be the way we were
I'm still trying to move on
But I can't let go of the memories
Letting go of that feeling
Would break me much more
More then I already am

2nd

Everyday I feel the same emotion
You could call me depressed
Call me negative
Call me an out cast
I won't mind
I won't reject the idea that I am
I'm not fine when you ask me
I'm broken far to the core
I say that I'm happy
But when you learn
To look far into my eyes
You'll see that I'm sad
You'll see the way I truly am
I'm a dark person
I have a dark soul
But on the out side I shine
I shine as much as a dull star

3rd

People everywhere are screaming
Screaming for their rights
People are becoming more violent
They want their rights
That's why
But that won't happen any time soon
Because of our stubborn society
We complain about racism
How are we gonna stop racism
If people keep pulling the race card
If people keep believing stereo types
If people keep pushing
We complain about LGBTQ rights
Yet we still shun them
People still call gay people
Fags and queers
And people still believe in the saying
GOD HATES FAGS
whay are we created that way then
Gays, lesbians, and bisexuals
Are not sins because
GOD made us this way
Why would god crate us
To look down upon us
If god is real
The sins are a myth
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Day 4 thursday:

Losing a family member is hard
I know I've lost 3 in one year
I was devastated
But I had to stay strong
For my little brother
And I had friends to help
And later on a boyfriend
Who made me happy
He made me forget that I was depressed
I would thank him
But he dissent know
Not yet

2nd

You didn't know and you still don't
I hid to much from you
And I'm sorry for it
I never told you I was depressed
Didn't let you see when I was sad
My emotions tore me apart
But I couldn't let you know
I didn't want you to worry
But Some times I think
If I let you in
Let down my guard
More than I did
Would we still be together
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Day 5 Friday:

The darkness has arrived
Light has been consumed
The sun was taken
Never to return
All things pure were to be consumed
Any pure soul in site
Was consumed
Any soul that had the slightest
Amount of light
Was taken and destroyed
But I was left behind
My soul is no longer pure
My soul is no longer alive
My soul was taken and crushed
Long ago