[december 23, 2016]

It was midnight, the midnight of my birthday. I usually celebrate it alone, sense I have nobody, so I decided to buy some vegetable chips and some soda pop. I glanced down at my watch, 12;21.

I debated whether I should just head back to my apartment, but I decided against it, wanting some food anyways. Gas station here I come.

I slipped on some warm socks and my nike slides and looked at the mirror near my door. My black hair was tied up in a pony tail, i was wearing a thrasher sweater, and some black leggings.

I hummed a tone as I grabbed my car keys and credit card. Once I was located inside my matte black jeep I turned on the radio and sung with the song.

❝Even my blood, sweat and tears, even my body, heart and soul, I know that it❜s all yours this is a spell that❜ll punish me,❞ I sung, practically screaming it.

I got out of the car once I was in front of the gas station in Seoul, prepared for my shopping food spree. I grabbed a bag of veggie chips, a set of soda, a box of ramen, hot cheetos, and some lunchables.

I noticed a small kid, maybe four, trying his hard to reach for the set of fruit snacks. I smiled softly, reminiscing about my little brother, who was all the way in Daegu. I fetched it for him and leaned down.

❝What is your name?❞

❝my name is sueng, kim sueng. What is yours missy?❞ the little boy chirped, giving me an adorable eye smile.

❝hiyeri, park hiyeri.❞

❝what a pretty name,❞

He looked up at me adorably before latching onto my leg in a hurry. ❝hey, you pretty, you also my mum now.❞ he declared.

❝uh what—no!❞

❝c❜mon, let us meet with my father,❞ he dragged me to the alcohol aisle. I was met with his suppose father, well his back at least. From the back, he hand some broad shoulders and blonde hair.

That back looks strangely familiar—

❝daddy! I found a mum for me! I like her.❞

The man turned around and I was met with one brown eye and one green eye. Wait, wait what.

❝i-is that k-kim Taehyung—❞ I stutter, not noticing that tae was surprised too. ❝sueng, I told you to not bother the other people, we only came here so you can buy the gift for your hyungs.❞

He then looked up at me apologetically, ❝sorry that he bothered you.❞ his raspy voice made me swoon. His voice sounds better then on the streams.

❝no no it is fine. Your son is adorable but, not to be rude, he doesnt look like you.❞ I said. Tae smiled knowingly before lifting Sueng into his arms.

❝I adopted him off the streets while I was visiting daegu.❞

❝you are so incredibly kind for that Taehyung.❞ I said, glancing at the boy. He smiled back before pointing at me, ❝she❜s mommy now, daddy.❞

❝oh really? That is great. Maybe you can see her later alright? Would tomorrow be nice? After dance practice okay?❞ Taehyung said to Sueng, making him nod eagerly.

He asked for number and I gave it to him, not really caring that was giving my phone number to an idol. He smiled before lifting my hand and kissing it.

I blushed madly but knew it was a Korean tradition. He grabbed his things and went off, holding Sueng in his arms.

See you soon Sueng, see you soon.