I like you
"I'm not using you as a replacement Luhan..." Xiumin says in a frown, looking down.
"You really don't think I don't know about the relationship you have with my brother, you think I'm that stupid? My parents saw it to, they realized he was acting weird. They found magazines of naked men in his bed room and gay pörn on his laptop." Luhan explains.
Xiumin was shocked, he had never heard this before. Liang never told him his parents found out about him being gay.
"Luhan...I'm being serious... I like you. Yeah I liked your brother in the beginning...but I like you now!" Xiumin says, trying to make Luhan believe him.
"You like me right after my brother died because I look exactly like him." Luhan says in a sigh.
"That's not true..." Xiumin says while looking down.
"Whatever...." Luhan says while getting up.
"Luhan, wait!" Xiumin says, quickly getting up and holding Luhan's wrist to stop him from walking away.
Luhan stopped walking and looked back at Xiumin to see him holding his wrist.
Xiumin then took his chance as he kissed Luhan on the lips, closing the gap between them.
"Get off of me, fag!" Luhan exclaims, pushing Xiumin away from him.
Xiumin fell to the ground, onto his butt. He was looking up at Luhan as he says "y-you say that yet you do it with me!" Xiumin exclaims.
"I don't love you in some romantic way, I just do it with you because it's a form of pleasure for me! Get away from me, don't come near me ever again!" Luhan says in a harsh tone, turning around and walking away.
Xiumin looked at the back of Luhan walking away. It was like he couldn't believe what he had just heard. He didn't want to be let go of Luhan, he didn't want to be out of Luhan's embrace, it was like his nightmare was becoming a reality.
Xiumin quickly went home to put his uniform on to go to school. He tried ignoring everything Luhan had said like it was all some sort of bad dream he wanted to forget about.
As Xiumin got to school it was in the middle of first class, and Luhan was already sitting at his seat.
"Xiumin, we're working on our bullying project, go work on it with your partner." The teacher says.
Xiumin nodded meaning okay as he walked towards Luhan but Luhan huffed at him, got up and walked away.
Lay was surprised as he saw Xiumin and got up, putting on hand on Xiumin's shoulder, saying "Xiumin, where were you?"
Xiumin ignored Lay, moving his shoulder so Lay let go and walked over to his desk to sit down.
Xiumin pouted a bit. He didn't want to except the fact that Luhan wanted to end of their physical relationship in the beginning, but now it led to worse things.
Lunch time finally came and everyone was leaving the classroom to go to the cafeteria to get lunch when a couple of Luhan's friends came up to Xiumin's desk and started teasing him.
Xiumin was looking down at his desk, holding back the tears he wanted to let run down his cheeks and Luhan then came up to him.
"You fag, you shouldn't even be in this class. You're ugly. I can see why you don't have a boyfriend yet." Luhan says in a chuckle.
"Huh, what're you talking about Luhan?" One of Luhan's friends ask.
"This guys obviously gay." Luhan says, looking down at Xiumin and Xiumin quickly looked up at Luhan, looking at him with fear and anger.
"Really, he's gay, we better watch our asses!" A boys says while chuckling.
"Do you think he has a crush on anyone in the class, that's scary!" Another boy says.
"He'll infect us with his weird germs, haha what a loser!" Another boy says.
"Yeah, he is a loser...a big, fat, ugly loser." Luhan says in a glare.
Luhan then motioned his hand meaning his friends should leave and they did.
As Luhan's friends left, Luhan then says "I told you they'd find out one day...Minseok."
"I-I told you not to call me that, Luhan you know I didn't want people know...t-that I was gay, why'd you tell them...n-now everyone is going to know y-you bastard!" Xiumin exclaims while starting to sob.
"You really think I care about you...you're funny." Luhan says, turning around and Xiumin was just watching him walk away.
As Luhan left the classroom, Xiumin was so angry that he flipped his desk over.
Xiumin left school early once again and felt horrible.
He didn't want to do anything. He didn't want to talk to people, he didn't want to eat, he didn't want to sleep. He felt empty, he had no purpose anymore. All he wanted was Luhan, he loved Luhan...but Luhan thought he was being used as a replacement.
Xiumin got back to his apartment in a long sigh. He didn't want to leave his house after this, he didn't want to do anything.
As Xiumin got into his bedroom, he went underneath the covers and started crying. Everything was coming crumbling down around him. Luhan hated him and everyone now knew he was gay.
"I hate this..." Xiumin says while he started to cry.
When Lay came home that night, he came into Xiumin's room and asked "are you okay Xiumin?"
Xiumin didn't say anything to Lay and Lay stood in the silence for hours, only listening to Xiumin silently cry as he rubbed his shoulder.
The next morning Xiumin got up and ready to go to school and Lay asks "are you sure you're okay with going to school today?"
Xiumin quietly nodded meaning yes and made his way out of the apartment.
Once the two boys got to school, Xiumin sat down at his desk and laid his head down.
"Ew, the gay is here" one of Luhan's friends say and everyone in the classroom became quiet, trying to find who they were talking about.
Xiumin looked up at the group when they said the word 'gay' and the friend who had said it chuckles, saying "see, he even answers when we call him."
The group of boys laugh and everyone was looking back from Xiumin to the group of boys.
The morning consisted of Luhan and his group teasing Xiumin to no end.
Lunch came around and more bullying happened once again and Lay had enough. "Hey, stop bullying Xiumin. You've done it before in the past, but not this much! Why do you keep picking on him!?" Lay asks, confused and angry.
"Because you know why, he's gay!" The boy explains and Lay looked down.
He didn't want to say anything that had to do 'gay related' because he didn't want people thinking he was gay either.
Lay then looked down and turned around. He didn't want to get himself involved anymore if it was was going to reveal that he was gay to everyone else as well.
Luhan then went to Xiumin and flicked him on the forehead "you're so stupid" Luhan says, looking into Xiumin's eyes.
Xiumin now felt tears coming as he looked down, bit his bottom lip and let a tear fall down his cheek. Xiumin then quickly got up and scurried outside the classroom, bringing his backpack with him.
As Xiumin got outside the school, he was still sobbing like crazy and he jumped the gate to leave school. He didn't care how many days he was missing, he hated it in school now.
As Xiumin was running away from school his eyes were still watery and he ran so far he then heard a honk coming from beside him. As Xiumin wiped his tears away and looked to aside, he noticed a car was coming his way.
It was like Xiumin couldn't move, his reflexes weren't working with him. All Xiumin could do was cloes his eyes tightly and wait for the result on what would happen.
Xiumin then got pulled back onto the sidewalk by someone and as Xiumin slowly opened his eyes to see who it was, it was Luhan.
"L-Luhan...why'd...you come chasing after me?" Xiumin asks, looking at Luhan confused.
Luhan sighed as he says "I don't really hate you, I was teasing you. I told everyone you being gay was a joke after you ran out..." Luhan says in a low tone.
"Then why do that to me Luhan, you're so mean!" Xiumin exclaims.
"Xiumin...I'm sorry...." Luhan says, looking down.
"No you're not, you're just saying that so I can forgive you and we can do it again, like we always do!" Xiumin exclaims in an upset tone.
"No...Xiumin...I...have to tell you something important..." Luhan says, leaving pause in between each word. Hesitant on telling Xiumin and what he wanted to say.
"What is it?" Xiumin asks, looking up at Luhan while wiping a few tears away.
"I...like you..." Luhan says while looking down to hide his face.
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Done another chapter, I was going to leave it on a cliffhanger with Xiumin in front of the honking car, but I decided to leave it off here. I'll try updating faster then before, thank you guys for waiting so much for me and my slow updating!
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