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10 am.

I get inside y/n's house, which is empty at this hour, and we both take our shoes out, but since she is a bit weak, I place them where her father put them yesterday, and I then close the cabinet. She puts her slippers on and takes her jacket off, so I do it as well and hang them both on the coat rack.

"Do you want to do your homework or study?" she drops her bag on one of the three sofas, but I shake my head and do the same with my bag while she's moving up to the kitchen. "No...I want to stay with you."

She smiles but reaches a wall cabinet to take some snacks out then grabs some drinks as well and comes back towards me with her arms full. I help her, and we both head to her second bedroom that made me feel truly good last night. We walk up the stairs and get to this room, she opens the door and drops all the snacks there, before turning around to take mine and make them end on the same spot. "I'm going to get in my pajamas, I'm coming back," she brushes past me, but since I don't want to be alone, I go with her.

"Are you on your period?" I curiously ask. "Is that why you fainted...?"

"I don't have them yet, but I'm used to this, I often have severe headaches the day before, and my lower stomach hurts some hours before," she explains and enters her bedroom. That must be hell for her.

I sit down on her bed and wait for her to change. "Does your head and stomach still hurt?" I look in the direction of the closet, where she is. "A little bit, but this is better than earlier."

"Good..." I answer. She reappears after only some short seconds, so I stand up, and we both head back to the attic. This time she doesn't lock the door since we're alone in the house, and we lie down. She doesn't open the ceiling more than it was this morning but keeps the fairy lights on.

"Do you want a hoodie?" she asks me while eating some M&M's, sitting on the floor. "Do you have one?"

"I can order one," she smiles but comes closer, placing a pillow next to me to use it for her forearms and lay down on her flat. "No need to," I resist but turn on my side to be against her. I put my elbow on the pillow to invade her personal space and rest my head on my hand.

"Do you find me that ugly...? Seriously...?" she asks, out of the blue. "Of course I do, you're an ugly monster," I joke with her but see this doesn't have the result it should have gotten. "I'm kidding," I move my body forth and make it up, pressing a kiss on her cheek for the first time but being a bit overwhelmed with my weak heart. "You're not ugly. Why do you ask me that?"

"Because you always call me ugly brat when you're mad, and some guys already called me ugly," she doesn't eat anymore but stirs in the bag with her finger. "It's just to annoy you, and those guys are bastards. Don't listen to them," I try to reassure her and make sure she doesn't let this bring her down. "Some girls already called me ugly, but we both know this face here is nothing but pretty," I raise my eyebrows to tease her and attempt to get a good reaction, and she finally laughs. "And you tell me I'm an arrogant girl."

I chuckle but brush my cheekbone. "Hm. We make a pair like this. Two pretty, arrogant people."

She smiles without faking it but eats again, not being moody after my answer I hoped to be comforting for her.

"Do you have panic attacks in your sleep...?" I ask in a quiet voice, hoping for this to not be an indiscreet question that might make her uncomfortable. She chews on her snack but takes a handful to bring it to my mouth, I let her drop them inside and stare into her eyes while chewing. "I sometimes do. That's one of the reasons why I'm so close to my dad, he's the only one who takes care of me when it happens, he sometimes even sleeps on the sofa with me when I don't feel good and that he knows this can happen..."

"What about your mom? She seems...distant," I enjoy my food. "I don't know, it's obvious she doesn't like me...but I can't understand why..." she looks down, showing some evident pain. "Why don't you ask her?"

"She always lies anyway," she puts another chocolate ball in her mouth. I don't say anything since I don't want to be clumsy. "Are those panic attacks dangerous...?"

"Sometimes they are, I already ended in the hospital," she answers with what I feared to hear, making me realize that her life is not as great as I thought it was. "Do you know what causes this...?"

She smiles and puts the bag down. "This is a secret," she keeps quiet about it once again. Something is wrong, she's hiding something important. I smile to not go any further into this, but she maintains eye contact.

We both remain quiet, gazing at each other fixedly without even saying a word. I chuckle nervously and glance away, breaking the eye contact cowardly. "Hmm..." I breathe out noisily but take my phone out of my pocket. I check my texts and see Hajoon and Ruby sent me a message, but I check Ruby's one first.

< Are you dating y/n? I saw you wear the same shoes👀 ]

[ I'm not, I just liked them a lot and asked for her to buy them for me😬 >

I check Hajoon's text now that I answered, feeling y/n's gaze on me.

< why have you left? What happened with y/n? ]

[ she wasn't feeling good so we went to her house >

I exit the messages to do something else, hearing nothing but the silence. Because of the opening of my dress shirt, y/n notices the thin chain around my neck and touches the pendant of it to take a closer look. I smile but pretend not to care, peeking down at my phone screen.

She presses her lips on mine without any warning, the soft feeling of it fluttering my heart as I did not even have time to close my eyes.

She moves back for only some inches to separate us, but I lick my lips unconsciously. She smiles at me, dropping her eyes on my lips and letting go of the chain.

Missing the taste of her skin, I move forth and lock our lips again, putting my phone aside to kiss her. The taste of the snacks she ate fills my mouth, and I kiss her more passionately, hungrily, feeling her do it with as much lust. The wet sounds make us even louder through this small space, but I don't soften it, loving the effect it has on me. I stick my tongue out to deepen our kiss but breathe harder, french kissing her and being turned on.

She turns towards me to make it even better but causes her head to withdraw from mine, so I push forward to keep the contact as hot as it was and take this opportunity to lean over her, making her lie down on her back, with her head on the pillow. I exhale heavily in her mouth as our tongues are caressing the other's one, and I clasp hers with my lips to not cease. One of my hands touches her stomach now that we're in a great position, and I move it to the bottom to slide my fingers inside and lift her cloth up in my movement to go a bit higher, slowly.

Suddenly, she smiles and breaks our intimate kiss, she moves her head to the side for a reason that I don't know and turns around to lie down on her flat while I'm craving for her lips. I watch her eat a candy, her cheeks exposing some shyness I've never seen on her before. I grin but peck her jawline. "Why did you stop?" I ask for more, brushing her hair to the side to have access to her ear.  She blushes even more like a cute baby but doesn't look at me in the eyes anymore, she goes up on her knees. "No more kisses for today."

I go forward and hold her jawline with one hand to lock your lips. "Why?" I speak between the connections, feeling her hot skin under my fingertip, unable to leave some space between us. She doesn't answer but kisses me back, doing the opposite of what she said a second ago, so I glide my hand down to her neck to discreetly check her pulse, but as soon as I touch a vein, the beating of her heart hits me hard, telling me she's excited and maybe more than she expected to be with me. 

I smirk at her reaction but keep going, kissing her amorously. "Come closer—" I whisper harshly but grab her by the waist to pull her in and lean back, feeling her bend over me and follow my words. Her delicate hands use the floor as a support as I'm keeping one forearm on it as well to have her breasts pressed against my chest. Once I cup the side of her throat and slip my tongue between her lips, an adorable moan of pleasure runs away from her mouth, her thighs clench onto my hips, and I understand that I have all the control, finally.

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My hand goes down her side now that I hold the reins of this makeout session, and I pass my fingers past the side of her breasts heavily, making her straighten her back and lean even more in. I don't stop myself at this precious moment, I separate our lips but hold her with one arm to roll over the blanket and pillows and get on top of her. I attach my lips to her neck and never leave it.

"A man never made you feel that way?" I rasp but smirk against her hot skin, and a trembling 'no' goes out of her, making me understand why she tried to put an end to it some seconds earlier.

Feeling all the desire and rush of hormones run through my veins, I bring my lips to her mouth again and continue the French kiss I broke earlier,  but I moan in her mouth and cup her waist to thrust against her and feel my cock rub on her thigh. She doesn't put an end to it but asks for more, holding my jawline and gliding her fingers up the nape of my neck to grab my hair and excite me. I lose my senses and let the heat of the moment control me, I snake my hand inside her clothing and cup her breast, hearing a shaky moan leave her mouth for the second time. Too taken into this, I don't smirk but swirl my tongue around hers, kneading her breast to enjoy its softness and turn us on even more, both panting, going crazy.

Feeling her love this as much as I do, I test how far I can go and suck on the tip of her tongue while sliding my hand down her shivered and hot skin, thrusting my hips on her uncontrollably, I smile out of pleasure but pass my fingers under her skirt, and she bends her legs up, squeezing them against my side once I stroke her inner thigh as if my touch was too much to handle. We both take a break to seek for air, but I do not leave her skin alone, I connect my lips to her sensitive neck and french kiss it, giving her a hickey and rubbing my hand on her underwear. The wetness of it boosts my ego, and I suck on her neck while stimulating her clit, knowing this will relieve any pain she was still feeling.

The heat in the room rises, some sweat already covering my skin. I shower her neck with kisses but sense some extreme pleasure through her body once I touch this spot, so I make my way up to her ear lobe to see if she's sensitive there as well, but I cannot help stroking her over her damped panties to make her lose her mind.

Sweating way too much to be able to handle the heat for longer, I take some short seconds to unbutton my dress shirt, but y/n understands what I'm doing and takes care of it, she opens my clothing quickly and helps me to take it off as we cannot stop lusting for each other like two animals. My dress shirt touches the floor, but she doesn't stop there, she relieves me from the tightness of my pants by undoing my belt, forcing me to stop moving my hips and take a break,  leaving our jaws alone for some seconds.

I get on my knees, being careful to not bang my head in the ceiling again, we both pant, but I remove her hoodie while she's pulling the zipper of my trousers down. I make her move her hands up and get rid of her top, throw it on the floor, and do the same with her skirt, falling upon her wet panties. She doesn't keep her hands to herself but touches my erection, so I take my trousers off but smile at her.

"Take your bra off," I tell her to do, and she does it without thinking twice, her pink, lace, and transparent panties tempting me, once her bra is next to all our clothes, I put my hands on her knees but spread her legs and bend over to kiss her breasts. Swirling my tongue around one nipple and kissing it, I fondle her curves and run my fingers over her side to go down to her thigh, but my hand gets stuck once I pass over her panties. I stop my action and glance down, noticing my Rolex is stuck in the fabric.

"Wait," I chuckle but get away from it without damaging the fabric. She looks down at what I'm doing but takes her watch off, however, once my hand is free I keep mine around my wrist. "Can't we open a window right now? I'm sweating so fucking much," I bite my lips, but she giggles and sits up to reach out for a window and open it, letting some fresh air blow on my burning skin. "Perfect," I join our lips and position her back under me. "Do you want to do it?" I ask to not be stopped awkwardly, and she nods, to my greatest relief. "Do you have a condom?

"Uhm...no..." she bites her lips. "Oh...well...Is it okay if I pull out before cumming?" I try to find a solution since I desperately want to have sex with her right now. "Yes, it's okay. I trust you," she has confidence in me, so since I know how to do it, I don't restrain myself, I take my ugly underwear off.

"You were cute in them," she makes fun of me. "Shut up, or I spank you," I threaten her to not let this little girl believe she can mock me like that.

"Do it, please," she replies but grins, looking cute with her red cheeks. I lick my lips but trap her underwear between my fingers to get her naked and be ready to go to the next level. I don't know how she was able to get me into this state, or what she has to turn me on so easily, but this girl knows how to make me horny, even with this face that reflects innocence and cuteness at first glance.

I stare into her eyes and drop her damp clothing next to us, smiling at each other but knowing what we're both thinking at this right moment. "You're a brave girl, hm?" I do not bend over but ask before starting. "I feel you coming, Jungkook. Don't even try to trick me."

"How can you? I'm not even inside..." I turn her sentence into something dirty but manage to make her giggle. We really have the same mind. "I'm not brave. All right?"

"Ah yeah? And what about all the things you do to me to tease and bug me, uh?" I lean over to approach her, touching her inner thigh and going down to her wetness. "That's not what I call brave..." she finds an excuse, but since I love to see her submissive side appear against her will, I move to the side and sit down, lay my hands on the floor, behind me to lean back. "Come on my lap and fuck me," I gaze down into her eyes. "My little brat."

She smiles at me but does as told, she brushes past me heavily for our skins to brush each other, and she climbs onto me, blushing hard for the first time now that we're both naked and about to have sex, which is something new for her. "You slide down on it and then go up and down, okay?"

She bites her lips but suddenly loses all her confidence, she hides her face in the crook of my neck. This is her weakness, I'm probably the only man who was able to find it. "I don't know how to put it inside...I don't know where it is..."

"Oh, so I'm supposed to be the one to know your body more than you do?" I keep on teasing her. She presses her lips on my neck and puts her arms around it.

Since I can perceive some anxiousness in her behavior, I place my hand on her waist and move my other one to my cock, I position her in the perfect manner and tell her to move down, but once I penetrate her just a little, she already gasps and stops.

We both get into eye contact but smile at each other. "It stings a little..."

"Come here," I pull her in for a kiss and drift her mind away. While doing her work with softness, I push her body down to insert my member more profoundly but hear her struggle. "Shh," I calm her down and keep kissing her, not moving yet but letting her adjust to this new sensation inside of her.

I pass my hands over her back but lie down to be in a more comfortable position, and I caress her body, but she starts to slowly go back and forth. "Just like that, baby," I encourage her to let her know she's doing good, and I look at her, feeling a bit engulfed by this moment I expected to affect me.

"Why are you so big...?" she seeks for air, having difficulty for her first time. I chuckle at her, but she looks at me and smiles, dropping her eyes down on my lips but rolling her hips. Her actions take me by surprise, and my lips part out of pleasure. "Do this again," I demand her, and she does it for me, moving her hips in a circular motion but sending some thrilling sensations through my body. "Don't stop—" I bite my lips but groan, gripping her butt and going berserk under this pleasure she's able to make me feel.

She drops a kiss on my neck as I'm orgasming, and she hastens the speed, letting out some cute whimpers in my ear and shivering me. The sound of them affects my entire body, and I squeeze her skin, closing my eyes out of feebleness that I cannot control, neither want to see leaving me. "Oh..." I move my hand up to her neck and grab it. "Go faster...I want you to cum..." I force my eyes open and look at her with weakness, sliding my hands to her waist to maintain her in this position and thrust my hips but bring my fingers to her clit. I jerk my thumb on it, but she instantly loses control, her eyes close, and she slows down, so I keep moving my thumb between the wet lips to make her go crazy, orgasming while I'm still inside of her, and that I'm enjoying the view.

I smile but see and feel her shake, her walls contracting on my cock, my teeth squeeze my bottom lip, and I watch her hit a climax. Some cute whimpers slip out of her mouth, and her body lurches forth to a low degree, a few spasms twitching her entire body in an adorable manner. She thrusts her hips back and forth, sluggishly, but I give a quick and strong push inside to tease her, earning a beautiful moan from her.

Once I trace some circles on her clit with my thumb, her breathing hastens like a bat out of hell, heightening all my pleasure and sexual desire, I stare at her being powered by the pleasure. She grips my arm that helps me to hold her thigh, her muscles flex, and she cums on my cock, letting some liquid leak down.

I uncontrollably smile at her but pull her down to switch our positions. I get on my knees and lay my hands on the floor, right at the level of her waist to thrust into her as she's still trying to recover. My heart is pounding, my blood is burning, and my body is faintly shaking.

"That feels good, hm?" I bite my lips while staring at her with passion and an emotion that is similar to love. "Yes, Jungkook..." she moans my name and bends her head back in the pillow, and I go down to kiss her lips, doing it with fondness but deeply, feeling the pendant of my chain rest on her neck. I tease her and break the kiss to open my eyes, stare deep into hers, and roll my hips, listening to the wet sounds of our bodies that make one.

At the exact moment that she opens her sleepy eyes and dives them into mine, my heart skips a beat, and I slow down the pace to feel every friction, every sensation, and slide deep inside of her. My heart races even more swiftly because of this eye contact from so close, and I cannot help but press my lips on hers, skimming the tip of mine on them. We both smile at each other, and she holds onto my body even more, digging her nails in my back every time I thrust forth.

I do not break the eye contact, feeling the serious impact this has on me, the tip of my nose stays in contact with hers, our skins skimming past each other, rubbing onto each other heavily, I plunge right into her soul without any restraint anymore but let every emotion submerge me. She smiles at me but hooks her finger around my chain to pull me lower and kisses my lips, sounding and looking overpowered by the sensations this moment is engendering. I glide my hot, trembling, and veiny hand up her side to feel every inch of her skin, and I hold the side of her face to kiss her, amorously while thrusting inside of her.

Feeling like this is too much for me, drowning into her soul way too profoundly, and finding it way too difficult to not feel any powerful emotions, I peck her adorable, red and hot cheek, her jawline, and I speed up the rhythm. I close my eyes and keep the side of my face against hers to not be affected by her gaze. I go in and out of her to pump my hard member in her wetness, her tightness that increase the pleasure.

My breathing loses all its steadiness and goes faster, becomes heavier and convulsive. I let it all out in her ear but groan once I feel it coming after several minutes of stimulation. "Y/n..." my voice shudders, I grab her hair but slam into her, hearing her ask for more, pounding a sweet spot, feeling her legs spread even more but clench on my sides once I'm too deeply into her.

I strain with all my might to give her pleasure but feel the need to release, holding back the more possible to not pull out yet. She pants into my ear, her soft, gentle voice filling my stomach with butterflies, a moment of weakness drains me, and I moan, tightening my hold in her hair. I curse but slam inside on repeat, feeling the numbness of my muscles but going even more insane, handling the pain in my lower abdomen as the sounds of slapping skins are louder and more frequent.

"I'm gonna cum..." I whine, edging myself. "Cum, Jungkook...please..." she moves her hips but overstimulates me, so I thrust my hips without stopping, feeling good and lightheaded the more I'm pumping my cock inside her, her walls squeezing it and causing better, harder frictions. While desperately making myself orgasm and pounding her, a sudden moan leaves my mouth, I straighten my back and pull out in a quick way to shoot all my cum on her stomach but growl. All the chills covering my sweaty skin, the intense and indescribable orgasm creeping up on me, a whiny sound takes me by surprise and weakens me, making me feel vulnerable to the emotions she can give me.

At the feeling of a shiver running down my spine right when she whimpers my name in a soft voice, I bring my shaking hand to her hip and grip it. My eyes do not open for a few seconds, my body reveling in the ecstasy to the full. "Fuck..." I bite my lips, my hands shaking against her hip as I can still feel how sensitive my cock is, I lock eyes with her, feebly, both breathing hard.

We smile at each other, and my heart skips multiple beats without letting me prepare myself to it.

Aware of what is happening inside of me and not liking how strong the feelings are, I gaze down at the wetness between her thighs but see her body twitch, abruptly. I chuckle nervously and look up into her eyes, getting her to smile and avert me.

"Gosh..." I hyperventilate, glancing down at the thick liquid now covering her skin up to her breasts. My breathing trembles in my lungs, but I lie down by her side to calm down and gasp for air. My eyes close for a few seconds, the room now quiet but filled with the sound of our hard breathing only.

"Don't you have any tissues?" I turn my head to look at her, but she shakes her head, breathing heavily. I drop my eyes down on her breasts but smile, press a kiss on her shoulder, and keep my skin on hers. "That felt so good..." I whisper against the spot I kissed, still feeling the crazy butterflies in my stomach when I hoped for my heart to not beat that way from a rush of emotions.

I open my eyes to look down at her stomach, but she turns her head in my direction and looks at me, so I lift my eyes up and gaze into hers. I smile at her but get on my side, I wipe the cum off of her skin with my middle and index finger, and I move them up to her mouth. I spread it over her lips, but she parts them and licks everything off to swallow while staring at me.

She turns towards me and grabs the blanket to press her curves against my body but cover hers. "Now I need a good nap."

I put my arm on the pillow and rest my head on it, keeping my eyes on her as she closed hers. "When do your parents come back?" I ask before letting her drift to her dreams

"Six p.m today," she answers me. "Okay," I grab my phone and set an alarm to make sure I'm awake before the parents come home. I leave it on the floor once it's done, and I take some of the blanket too. I press a kiss on her forehead and put my arm around her.

What the hell have I caused to my heart?

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4 pm.

"Jungoo..." some whispers in my ear tickle me, the air blowing on my neck waking me up. A pair of sweet lips kiss my jawline, my shoulder, and I open my eyes to peek at this sneaky girl but see she's in her pajamas. "Hm?"