**Opens the letter**

Dear 2019,

Another year huh? Would have never thought it would be so amazing to see you pass by and walk my new path and a journey of new decade just as I welcomed you last year, and see, now... now we're finally parting, just to never meet you again.

It's funny you know, to see how you gave me opportunities every day to make my self better, to mend my broken promises, to start a new adventure to have more fun, to have a new amazing day of my life and I...

I never really gave a damn about it until I realized it's time to say 'good-bye'.

Also, who would've thought, I'll see new colors of peoples and myself throughout walking side by side of you, every day, every night, every second of the very minute we were in.

 Tonnes of lessons and millions of memories you gave me through the people you brought in my life, it wasn't all that bad you know. Like wasting my time on being stressed, sleepless nights and anxious days. You taught me a way to see things from a different perspective in those thousands of hours of solitude. Looking back I don't despise it like I once did a few months back.

And how can I forget the start of our journey, it started with loneliness and now I am just alone. It's far better, isn't it? like... IDK how to say it anymore, but I guess I have learned it.... to be alone. I haven't mastered it just yet. Hopefully now with you gone, I am sure I will learn it too.

After all, I have Emma to talk too right? 

Anyways, I don't really have anything more to say to you, cause I believe our memories are way too precious to be noted down in a paper. But before I end it, I just want to say one thing.

Every year had given a new lesson, We sure started with a violent scream and sob on 1st Jan 2019 the day we met, but we're leaving each other (31st Dec 2019) with a smile of satisfaction, and the new art of embracing acceptance. Draining all the false hopes and creating a world realistic hopes and promises to carry on.

I am really sorry if you wanted me to share more about us and the feelings I never penned down, but you had always known, I had very little luck on expressing my feelings about anything. So my smile is the only gift I could give you before the clock hits midnight and a new year hold my hands and take me to a new journey.

Regards,

Ash

                   **closes the letter**
                           ENVELOPE

                      WITH REGARDS

                     To my Dear 2019

    Address : Welcome road 2019, house 1.