**Opens the letter**

Dear Hazel race Lancaster,

Ahem! So it's here finally huh? After months of anxiety, hours of internal conflict and endless moments of personal doubt, I finally am able to post this letter to you. Yeah, it's insane I know.

I know this letter is just a shout in the void of endless oblivion and there's no way it will ever reach you until and unless one day the mankind can disrupt the boundaries of fiction and reality, maybe that day this letter would reach it to you, but...

At this point of time, I believe I have completely lost it. I don't know if, in human history, a person ever wrote a letter to a fictional character, or maybe some crackheads like me do, do they?

I believe I am not alone in this, this infinity that I created for myself wrapped inside an envelope does have a fellow companion, or maybe thousands of companion across the globe. The people whom you touched through your story?

The fault in our stars.

You know what, there is a time when you fall hard, so hard that you can't actually differentiate between who is real and what to believe in. Yeah, sometimes people do fall hard on some fictional character whose reality what others might think is defined by the number of pages in a book, but for some, it's for the lifetime. Yes, Miss Hazel Grace Lancaster, I am one of those crackheads who fell for you, and this crackhead is writing a letter to you.

Why you ask?

Cause I love you, I loved your story. The person you were, are and forever you'll be.

So I apologize before for this shitty letter but I hope you'll continue to read.

I am a twenty-year-old boy who loves reading books, and binge-watching series and shows just like you do. Apparently, when I think about it, I am pretty much like you, just

A) I don't have cancer.

B) I haven't met Hazel Grace Lancaster of my life yet,

Otherwise, this letter would be for her, I suppose.

It's been hardly 3 months I read your story, but ever since I've spent my days wondering how it is like to be loved so deeply by someone, how beautiful that feeling called "love" might be. How amazing it would be to feel it, and how soothing and satisfying would it be to live a love story like yours. I will be honest, I never believed in true love, and I still doubt if I do, but what I sure know about is, you've bent my belief to not believe in true love. I still have no clue if something like true love exists, or even existed but thanks to you, I feel I do hope for it someday.

As much as I'd love to talk about you, I couldn't forget about how lucky you were to have an amazing mom like yours, You remember the moment she surprised you with Amsterdam's plan? Yeah, I literally had the widest grin on my face and Goosebumps with overflowing eyes.

It was just A...MAZE...ING if I put it in my words, that feeling, I wonder if I'll ever forget even if I die, how wonderful your mom is, I can go on and on about her but it's a letter for you.

As much as I love your name, Hazel Grace Lancaster. How beautiful it is, just amazing! I couldn't forget your wittiness. Yeah, your witty statement never failed to make my jaw-drop. Just from where do you get such mind-blowing arguments?

I know my thoughts and feelings are all over the place in this letter but trust me, it's a total firework inside the little piece of flesh which doesn't understand the complexity is human emotion but is as complex as it's own structure but for a singular purpose, to pump blood in our body.

Yeah, that's my heart.

But I try to pick every piece of my emotion to hang them in order and form a beautiful constellation which shines as bright as it can be seen through every galaxy at infinite distances and most important, It reaches your infinity.

Coming back to the story, I just wanna say, Your entire world is my infinity, the support club, the literal heart of Jesus, Lediwig, You and Augustus. Heck even Peter Vanhouten shitty rap music taste.

Can you believe it?

I couldn't, I can't believe I actually wrote that but it's all because,

I love you, Hazel Grace. I do.

Even if you don't feel you're life isn't worthy enough after Augustus, and no matter how much you feel you can't etch the essence of your being in someone cause, after all, you said: "Oblivion is inevitable". I refuse, cause you did etch a mark of your love inside the hearts of many people like me, I know that. I firmly believe so because you gave me the infinity within numbered days and I am grateful.

Before I end this letter, I just wanna make sure you understand what I wanted to say in this entire letter which I am sure you've heard Gus say million of times to you but still ' I am in love with you, and I know it's just a shout in the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we all are doomed. And that one day all our labor will return to dust. And that one day the sun will swallow the only earth we have. And I am in love with you. 

Regards,

Ash

                  **closes the letter**

                        ENVELOPE

                    With regards,

            To Hazel Grace Lancaster.

            Address: Indiana, U.S.A.