*Opens the letter*

Dear FRIEND 'W',

Hey W, it's been a while hasn't it? Well, I hope you might be in the best of your days and enjoying life to the fullest. I know it's been almost 10 months since we ended our friendship. It wasn't mutual but sure thing the misunderstanding took the better of us. I am also pretty much sure that you might not even want to continue this letter as well and that's totally understandable too. You're not obliged too.

Just don't mistake it as a reconciliation, if you think it is cause...cause I still stand strong on my point. This letter to you might just be a collection of memories we might have had spent together. The best of the time we had during our friendship if it was 'true' in any of the cases. Though there's no doubt in my mind that they were true or perhaps it might be my imagination, let's just be the way it is.

Unlike you, I can't have any reason to dispose of them.

But hey, you know what I've realized recently? Well I realized that maybe it wasn't all just an act after all. There were many meaningful moments I was trying hard to overlook all this time but guess what?

I couldn't.

Well but before that let me just make it clear to you, in case you think I have forgotten you for the slightest, believe me, I haven't. Well that's not even a question to me cause how could I ever forget such an amazing friend after all, you were my first true friend with whom I could share 4 months of my life with all those fun and amazing moments we had, the memories we made together, the stupid fights we had, and above all. The way we both were trying to get over our insecurities of losing each other, just cause we couldn't handle watching each other with anyone else.

I case you might have forgotten, I still remember the first nickname I gave you but hardly ever after used cause when I found the real you within those few months, I just couldn't resonate with you with the stupid name I gave you. So this letter will be named with the first nickname of yours okay?

Well now coming to the point, Yeah I know I might have lost the right to call you mine and now I am nothing more than a passer by in your life but I know that there is something that no one after me could take

I will always be the first one to know your secrets.

When you had stuff going with your parents, you refused to share it with anyone. EVER. Until I came along. Maybe now you are comfortable to talk about it with anybody or everybody. But I will always be the first one.

I will always be the first one for whom you snuck the entire night out of your parent's sight just so that out late night call could survive and DAMN, who talk for straight 6 hours? US certainly.

When you were sad and all you wanted to talk to somebody at 2:00 am. I would stay up to listen to you even if it was just a choked throat from you trying to swallowing the tears and hiccups, if you ever have that night again with somebody else, I hope you remember me.

When you ever got excited about to meet any new person you might not know well enough but still feel to trust him, I hope you remember me.

If you ever call someone as soon as they got free from classes just to know exactly the time you both can talk peacefully, I hope you remember me.

If you ever fight with someone out of insecurity to lose them and in the end after all you curse yourself they turn back to you to hold you and pick you again cause they can't afford to lose such a beautiful soul like you, I hope you remember me.

If you ever get mad and snap on them in the hope that he will understand your childish-ness, I hope you remember me.

If you ever turn off your phone and somebody call you repeatedly even if you're unreachable, I hope you remember me.

Whenever you again make up wrong things about your parent's love and somebody correct you, I hope you remember me.

I hope you remember me in your endless fights of trying to bring somebody back to the right path.

I hope......... the next time you saw your tears to someone, you remember me.

So it's okay we ended up. Forever is not a concept for me, but what we had, you'll remember it forever. You will remember me forever. And knowing this gives me a certain peace, certain smile. You can never forget me.

                                                                                 You hear me?

Regards,

Ash (Z)

                       * closes the letter*
               
                                 Envelope
                                                                                     
                              With Regards
       
                             To friend 'W'

      Address: lane 1st, old broken promises.