*opens the letter*

Dear FEELINGS,

Hey FEELINGS! how have you been? It's been a while hasn't it? Well i assume you might be sane as ever. I hope nothing disturbs you now? I hope you've been missed by peoples more now? I hope people now don't detest you much because of their experiences and end up hating their most important companion.

It's funny right? People has really taking you wrong haven't they? I am sorry i try to lawyer you every time when i talk to people to not to hate you. I really try my best to make them realize that you're not their enemy but, their best companion and a forever accompany. But how fool these people could be, it amazes me inside out.

How can they not realize that you don't hurt them, how can they not realize that it's not you who caused them trouble but it's them who play blame games on you and end up divorcing you always. Or at least try to divorce from you. I really tried to stand by you. Really.

BUT

Ahhhh....... i don't know but maybe even I end up detesting you. I am really sorry, i swear i don't blame you like other's but i feel you. I really understand that even you weep with us when we aren't feeling good, I feel now that it's not any other voice inside but yours when i am all butt hurt inside. I understand that i am not alone when i am sad. I know being sad is an emotion but you give meaning to it, how self-less you really could be? You even give your tears to sadness. I wonder what emotions would be like without feelings.

Without you.

But you know what, it hurts a lot when you are around. It's not like Always but i really don't want you around when I have had any bad experiences cause the meaning you would give to those emotions are devastating. I know you try your best to justify it and don't try to be partial to it but here me out, Sometimes you really destroy the entire existence of that person just when you're pleasing to that emotion. But on the flipside you really rejoice and fill energy to the person when you give meaning to the positive emotions of a person when they have had a good experience. Trust me, you don't know the boost you give to them in those situations.

FEELINGS, It's hard for me to say this but listen to me okay and continue reading okay cause it's really important for me here to say this.

I want a divorce. I really don't want to have you. I won't be able to justify myself right now but i am not in the best of my days, one after another it's just lightning on my head, I am really feeling like someone is cutting me into two halves every single day. I really want alone this time. NOT ANYONE, NOR EVEN YOU.

I really have a justification ready for that, It's because I don't wanna end up cursing you in long run like everyone cause trust me,

                              " I feel you"

Regards,

ASH

                       ** closes the letter**

                             With regards

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