**opens the letter**

Dear emptiness,

Hey partner, how's you doing? Well I know it's an absurd question since you've been my partner for like a long time now. Probably after luxy passed by. Haven't you? Well yeah of course. Since we stay always together and by each other side almost all the time now, cause maybe you've other companions too but isn't it funny? Despite having a lot of companion you are still called something so shallow as emptiness.

Well, you sure are different for everyone that what I can think of so far. It might be wrong in general but how often anyone would think like this? huh. After all, no one might feel empty for so long, or do they? For a decade now I feel that it might be only me having such an opportunity to spend time with you. Amazing fact is that I have started to like you for some reason. Yeah I know it sounds weird but that's how it might be. For all that I know, I have never had such a profound realization of anything in my life with anyone else but 'you'.

I literally never had such an amazing storm of the feeling of turmoil, happiness, excitement, and what not when I wasn't with you. Even though you have an ill name of "emptiness " you still are the most fulfilling and enriched experience to me all this time. Well, don't mistake it as a love letter for you cause, of course, it is NOT one. But what it is, is the reconciliation or maybe a simple rant of my feeling for you against every other person in this entire world who literally got the wrong idea of your existence in their life.

Don't you agree?

Probably no because even their mind won't work when you are welcomed to them, I can imagine you like an uninvited guest to their life which they have to welcome forcefully, and I know it sucks for you too cause C'mon, after all, you are an emotion and you are more or less like a clay which anyone can mold and give it a shape. From exhaustion to suffering. From suicidal to enriching. It's totally on them. You're just a free play toy that comes as a freebie of some exotic and holocaust summary of their own doing. Just like a free jar comes with a big back of tea bag.

Well, there's no denying that even if you're molded into something positive, it's hard to stay on your grounds and still smile even being devoid inside. There's always a breaking point for everyone after all and most of the time the ethics we have never really counted to us, why?

Cause maybe we just get a little too clouded and just maybe our tears wet the ground below us to hold our ground. And just maybe we slip from our senses for a while cause we literally lose our FOCUS from ourselves while listening to others? Just maybe.

Maybe we always aren't strong enough, maybe we just want to give up cause c' mon we can't see anyone around us, cause ha ha ha......... we are alone in that mess. But god damn are we really? Are we really that empty as we think we are, or just the perception of our mind degrade so much in those moments of despair that create a booby trap for us to finally fall more into the darkness of our mind. Do you believe our ability to think straight is often twisted like the rails of the roller coaster and the path in front of us seems nothing but more than a hotchpotch?

OR are we literally that entrapped inside our mind to such a great extent that instead of keeping our emotion in check, we flow with the current, do we really forget that the current will only lead us to either a waterfall or the ocean, from was neither our survival or our come back will be possible easily.

Maybe you've heard a lot of people claiming in their silences to return back with full power after recovering whilst what they really do is literally lose their butt off and hang in the tight rope of façade around their throat just waiting for the moment to let their body lose hang forever in the false belief that other created for them. And finally...........

Finally ending their lives over something that pity.

Look how dangerous you could be for others buddy. Did you ever realize his much about other's perceptions for you? Well, you surely might have realized that cause heck, I can see your sadness behind the faceless façade of yours. Hah hah, didn't expect me to know? Well, I certainly am the smart one to know about you.

And how come I won't understand your sadness huh? You might have spent most of the quality time with me more than anyone else huh? 10 years, yeah it's been 10 years we've been dating each other and I can read you like a book, cause unlike others, you have meant a lot to me cause even being defamed as " emptiness " you've been filling me with nothing less than wise wisdom and making me a smarter one with a silver tongue, Hopefully, one day I will brag myself in some biography of mine. HAHAHAHA..... stupid dreams of mine.

But really, even being an empty void, you made effort for me to fit inside of me and COME ON, I am aware enough that if something is totally absorbed into empty space and finally fit inside it, It's not emptiness, rather it's fulfillment. JUST LIKE YOU, filling the so-called empty space which they think it is, but in reality, those dumbass's already fill you inside of them and sulk in a corner and cry being nothing and empty.

They highly underestimate themselves and how much they love themselves that they can't see they're healing themselves and loving themselves even in the form of hatred towards oneself. They are after all thinking about themselves. All they need is a little piece of your assistance to realize the wonder they can do with you by their sides.

But as for me, no matter how much wonder you've made me see. I still have few holes maybe, just maybe to have been filled, after all, how often can a person hold on to the ground. All I can do is put my guards ON, erect the walls around me and play some card for you, and wait for the day

          " When those holes finally fill'

                                   OR

                   WILL THEY EVER?

Regards,

Ash

                  **closes the letter**

                          ENVELOPE

                       With Regards,

                      To EMPTINESS

Address: House no 221B, Hollow town, lanes of nothing-ness.