Continuation of the last chapter.
After I wrote the last chapter my mom told be to write down everything I remembered and so I did. It was just sitting in a google doc but I feel like I have to tell someone this and don't want to risk making my friends uncomfortable by venting about it
I had to reread all of this to make sure everything is anonymous and will swap out names for letters or other names.

Teacher in discussion will be referred to as: Que

There will be some TW in this, some of it might be overthinking but better safe then sorry.

Tw: Adult giving her phone number to Students, discussions of rape and SA (none actually happened, don't worry), touching a minor in a weird way

Notes/onto what happened:

She gave her phone number out to students.

First day I was in her class she showed us a website about how to find rapist and people who committed SA

I'm not sure if it's important or if I'm over thinking itS
The round she got out of musical chairs she grabbed a students leg. The kid didn't react to it though so I guess it's ok

She acts like a teen

Peaked in Highschool much?

We pulled from the jar a lot. She would have students pull from it. A lot of questions where about relationships, drama, a little about anatomy, some about stuff happening at home. All anonymous.

On Monday when she said we couldn't use the jar she kept looking at me and then said to me in a pointed way, 'do you have anything wrong with the jar?!" I shook my head no, not sure what to say. She then said it less aggressively to Penny in a way calmer tone and ended it there.

She would let people go on their phones, just that admins couldn't see us on them.

Around what happened on Monday I heard my mom on the phone with someone. I think she was talking about Que but I'm not sure. (I later learned Que wasn't there during training week which I think is when this happened but I'm not sure) Something about a teaching assistant quitting fast for a sexual assault accusation at her and them not moving her to work with someone else for firing them??? I'm not sure

She made us sandwiches once

We watched stranger things, asmr, and a video on racism and stereotypes. Apparently when she sees a buff guy with a big neck she thinks their on steroids (thingy that makes people buff)

No matter the class everyone is loud or chaotic besides the three of us, Penny, Alex, and I.

Miles and Sam keep hitting each other. It happens in a few classes but not too much, but a lot in hers. I think it's in a joking way but it's creepy no one does anything about it besides taking the water bottle their hitting with away before they get it back.

She said her daughter hates pronouns. Not sure if she's talking about neopronouns, gender neutral, or all but I feel like she's gotta have learned it from somewhere.

Note on when she showed us the rapist website:

rapists can come in all shapes and sizes
She seems to know alot about one of them, mentioning how he and three others stand at that one intersection near Chick-fil-A, rents a house together and only leaves for alcohol at Safeway and food. It's strange that she knew so much about them.
Red means they're missing. The red location is where they where seen living last
She doesn't like how the risk level is on the sight, some could've just gotten out of jail and have a one, some could've done it a thousand times and got a one, some did it once and got a one
Rapists and SA usually were big or tall, easy to overpower someone.

Que gives weird vibes. Idk. Their not good ones, kinda like a stale, strange, slightly off feeling?

Original table set up she sat a lot in the back right corner, Sam and Miles sat their a few times but those two moved to the other side and she stayed there where the girls useually sat.
With the new set up she sat closest to the door.
Monday she moved back to right infrount of the windows

She said she had to stop giving out candy because lollipop wrappers and sticks where all over campus

She's transphobic. Not sure if it's just her way or another attempt to fit in with the students as alot in my class are like that.

Kai said their mom is friends with her and that they're gonna tell their mom the drama. I hope it goes well...

She always has her hair in a ponytail. Not sure if it's a style choice, just to get it out of the way, or to fit in because some of the girls in the class usually wear ponytails. Idk.

One day a lot of students brought in snacks. Don't know when it was planned. We ate them and watched strange things.

She seems to push a lot, not wanting to drop subjects for the better or worse.
Examples:
Her continuing to bother me about pronouns (worse)
Telling Sam that he can't just wheel around because he doesn't want someone in there, the therapist like lady. [her and Free where in there] (better(?))

Taking away tickets from Sam and Miles hitting each other only to enter them in the raffle for them. Legit the only "punishment" given for them hitting each other

Again, cusses ALOT- like- many times a day.
Cusses said from memmory: shit, bullshit, fuck (most commonly used)

No one in the class liked me from the start besides Alex and Penny, and what Que said about what happened on Monday probably just made things worse, I'm not sure, because for the next class it was group activity and they all went to Free's room and the inbetween area between Free's and Kelly's, hangout/waiting room thingy???

She looks like a female trump, except half as orange and idk ether of their eye colors.

She wears tank tops a lot. That and sweatpants or leggings like things, one of the two. She maybe has a hoodie tied around her waist but idk if she does and it's not really an adult thing to do.

She couldn't take a hint to leave us alone. We didn't say hi this morning for good reason.

Her daughter wasn't the person I thought she was- I thought she was that one person who goes to [State] who went to [Local Highschool 2], but now she looked like a kid from middle school, maybe beginning drama or pride club, who wears mostly black and hoodies, I think her shoes are even black but idk. I could just be mixing up the two.

Diffrent games/activities we've done:
Musical chairs
Wordle
Many diffrent versions of Wordle
Lots of gossip
Anything but what we're supposed to be doing
That one game with the # and O and X's? I forget what it's called, we played that with first by leaving papers on the desk. They disappeared on Monday

I think she picked up a kid once but idk, thinking that far back gets a little blurry.

The days where actually learned:
A little on Monday but not that much

The desks where facing inwards at one point and she called it a "playpen", attached tickets to each chairs and the only exit besides moving a table was on the wall side of the door but she was right next to it.
First period set it up like that.
Mrs Director walked in when it was like that to see what activity we wanted on Wednesday and didn't say anything so I think it was fine

My first day in there Alex said that she's the classes favorite teacher bc she let them in their phones and hung out with them or stm. She was right.

Shit- I just realized she once said she kept the things pulled from the jar, idk if the kept the addresses. They whernt from the jar but they where on papers similar to jar papers. I hope not and idk if she did because Riley (think that's her name) had them to put them into the site

Riley's teaching:
We filled in some answers on a packet, watched some Asmr, and a try not to laugh video.
It was honestly not much but more then we ever did with Que, but it was almost imminently undone when Que walked in, only having us watch a video. Was the only time Que mentioned a lesson plan.
A teacher who had prep 2nd was in the class a lot, came in on Monday to answer some questions on racism, and she helped with my Sisters class on Tuesday. Think she was also the teacher who was suppose to teach drama with Que and Sister but I'm not sure. I don't remember people well

Before Que Left she said that she was going on a work trip, but I think I heard a teacher say she was on vacation with her family, idk which is true.

She hates Vagas

She said her students where like her children and she would be heartbroken or hurt or stm if they had to leave the program. Little weird

Note to self: I made sketches of the common sweating arrangements (it was free for all) and how she grabbed the kid just in case I forgot. IbisPaintX, IPad, magenta is new/altered seats, green is usually or beginning seats, back is tables

When we did musical chairs she did it to get her steps in.

When Free watched the class because he saw they liked Que a lot I think he took notes to make the lessons more enjoyable because he let us have our phones out before the rules were changed/inforcef more, the phones only lasted a day. Then we played uno once and this math vs game a few times.
I think it's sad that he tried to change his teaching for a class because they don't like him as much as her.

Didn't happen but thoughts/Worries:

When I went in on Wednesday I was worried that she would pull me off to the side, harass me, target me, look for me to talk to be about it, etc but I stuck through the day because I just wanted to work on a project.

She was always a little weird. I think she fed into the classes mood and additude, wanting to go with how they gossip.

She jokes about breaking up with other students in a friendship way, saying stuff like 'where over' and 'you don't treat me right' and stuff. The class was chill with it and laughed at it but it was a little weird

She never sat at her desk, Riley sat there, she always sat with the students

I forgot the intern's name. Riley? Rilie? Reece? It's a R-something.

She's 100% transphobic. From what she said to me and saying "it's only transphobic if you take it that way" or stm when I heard my mom tell a friend she said that after my mom told her about a kid that said something like "it's nice to be a guy" or "it's hard/exhausting to be a guy" next to me and my mom. The kid sounded high lmao

Other kids mentioned social media a lot and made TikTok's in class a few times

Non-Que related shit:

I don't think the directors know how to direct- they ignore problems, just aiming high enough that their not falling but not aiming high in a good way.
Ignoring problems and just trying to reach the end no matter the impact. Like- a third of the students left and they don't see a problem in that because there's been no change.

Why are college students teaching with no graduate or teacher? Isn't there supposed to be one of them in the room? The oldest one in one my my classes is a college Sophomore or Junior I think-

When Mr. Director did the "investigation" for what Que did; he only asked her and had hearsay from Mrs. Director. Knowing her she would have altered the words for her side because both of them took Que.

I still can't believe they took the side of someone they probably only knew for the summer over someone they've known for Six years and students they've had, mr Director had me and Sister for Two Years each and I had Mrs. Director for one.

I don't feel safe going out in public anymore. Even though I've never seen her before the program I'm scared that I'll see her, she'll react badly, and then I don't know what.

There hasn't been a update about the phone number situation and I know their not doing shit about it.

I hope when the school year comes around none of this effects me by other students bringing up what happens or treating be different because of it.