x you did it again. you believed her lie x

Waking up next to Britt in her bed, I rolled over onto my side and closed my eyes again. I felt kind of happy which was weird because I wasn't used to feeling happy with Britt. I was used to feeling hurt and used and betrayed. Well I guess that was kind of true at the minute. I felt a little used. 

I mean, as soon as we got to hers last night we had sex.

Why?

Cause she wanted to. 

I groaned, opening my eyes again.

"Morning Danny,"

I forced a smile at Britt. "Hey,"

"Sleep alright?"

"Yeah," I snuggled in closer to her and took her hand. She sighed into my hair, knotting her fingers through it. 

I liked laying like that. It was nice, comfortable. I felt safe.

But it wasn't long until she moved, repositioning herself to press her lips against my neck.

"Britt no," I mumbled, trying to pull myself away. "Not now,"

"But I love you," she pulled me back towards her and placed her legs at either side of me; sitting on my lap. "And you love me too so-"

"I don't just wanna have sex,"

She stared at me, kind of angry. "Do you want me to get Andy?"

"W-What?"

"I'll get Andy. He's through in the other room. We're gonna do this, got it?"

"Britt you promised! You promised you wouldn't let him hurt me!"

"I wont let him hurt you," she promised as she took my hands and kissed them both. "Just do what I tell you to do. And if you do that like a good boy, we wont need to get Andy involved."

"Britt, please-"

"Andy!"

"No I'll do it!" I said quickly, forcing myself to come closer and kiss her neck.  I felt like such a whore; screw it, I was a whore. 

I should've listened to Jake. But if I went to him now he'd just laugh in my face and say I told you so. Hell, that's what I'd do. And Dad would be so pissed and me and so would Mom and Chris and James and Alex. Everyone was gonna hate me.

It was  like I was asking for it.

I deserved it I guess.

This was punishment for screwing up everyone's life.

***

"See that wasn't so hard," Britt said as she tied her hair up. She slipped into her underwear and stepped towards the door.

"Wait Britt?"

She turned around to face me. "Yeah?"

I grabbed my lip ring, nervous. "I need to go home,"

"Will you come back?"

"Um..."

"Cause if you don't come back, you're not leaving."

"I'll come back, I promise."

"And if you don't," she leaned against the doorframe like she was trying to seduce me or something. God she was such a whore. I hated her. But then I had this scary attraction towards her. "If you don't come back, Andy will come get you. Plus it would be a shame of that friend of yours to get hurt. Jake, is it?"

"Don't fucking threaten him!"

"Wow Daniel," she chuckled. "If I didn't know any better then I'd say you had a little crush on him,"

"Shut up," I mumbled. "I'm going home. I'll come back. I promise,"

She glared at me. " You better,"

"Mom?" I called as I walked through into the kitchen. She smiled at me from where she sat at the table and I grabbed a chair to sit with her. "Where's Dad?"

"He's dead,"

"WHAT?!"

"Relax," she chuckled. "He's in the shower,"

"Don't do that!"

"It's fun,"

"Evil,"

"I get it from you,"

"How's that possible?"

"I dunno,"

"Hey kiddo," Dad said quietly as he came through into the kitchen. His hair was wet and he wore only his jeans. My Dad was skinny but he had muscles big enough to scare me. He sat down and eyed me. "Have fun last night?"

"Um...yeah?"

"Funny cause James called,"

Shit.

"Said that you had a fight with Jake and ran off,"

Shit.

"Where'd you stay?"

Shit.

"Jake said you wanted to go back to that girl,"

Shit.

"Did you go to her?"

Fuck.My.Life.

"Dad," I said awkwardly. "I didn't go to Britt. I just walked around and went to the cemeterry to see-"

"I checked there. And you're grabbing your lip ring. That means you're lying. You went to Britt,"

"No I didn't!"

"Lip ring Danny,"

I dropped my hand. "Dad I'm sorry,"

"So you did go to Britt?"

"Yeah but-"

"Danny her and her bastard of a friend hurt you! Why did you go back to her?!"

"I dunno! Dad please don't shout at me!"

"I have to shout at you! You went back to the people that hurt you!"

"Dad stop it!" I cried, slamming my hands onto my ears. I hated it when he shouted at me, it scared me. He took my hands and pulled them away from my head though. "Dad don't shout,"

"You don't go back to her," he warned.

"I have to!"

"Why?!"

"Because she threatened Jake!"

"Then we'll call the Police! Wait..."

"What?"

"Did you sleep with her?"

"Yeah but..."

"Did she make you?"

"No!"

"Danny! Lip ring! For fuck sake I know when you're lying!"

"She didn't make me!" I cried, dropping my hand again. "She said she'd get Andy if I didn't have sex with her. But that's all!"

"She made you Danny. And it's illegal anyway,"

"Dad what are you gonna do?"

"Call the fucking Police,"

"Mom?!"

"I'm sorry Danny," she said quietly. "But this needs to stop,"

"Dad please don't call the Police! Just leave it! I wont go back to her, I'll tell Jake to stay away! Please...?"

He stared at me, and then sat back down. "Fine. But if you see her again I'm calling the Police whether you like it or not,"

He was angry; I hated it when he was angry.

"Dad I'm sorry," i whimpered.

"You should be,"

"Hunter,"

"What? Even you said I go too easy on him,"

"Yeah but you know how sensitive he is,"

"Chris knew that too. He didn't let me off with everything,"

"And do you remember what you did when Chris got mad at you?"

Dad sighed and then he turned to face me. Walking over, he wrapped his arms around me and I hid my face into his chest.

"Self harm and I'll never make you coffee again," he warned.

"I wont," I promised. "I just don't want you to be mad at me,"

"I'm not mad anymore Danny. It's ok,"

"I'm really sorry Dad,"

"Shh it's ok,"

I looked up at him, smiling a little bit. I knew he was still upset but at least he wasn't angry. I couldn't face my Dad being angry at me. I hated it. 

He was going to say something but my phone ringing cut him off.

"If that's her then-"

"It is," I said quietly as I looked at the caller ID. "Can I answer? I'll tell her I'm not seeing her anymore,"

"Fine,"

I nodded and then pressed 'recieve call.' "Hello?"

"Danny get here now," Andy's voice ordered.

"I can't," I murmured. "I'm not going back there anymore,"

"It's important. Get here now,"

"No,"

"I'll kill you, you son of a bitch. Now get here now!"

"No!"

"For fucks sake! It's important!"

"Why?!"

"Britt's pregnant!" He snapped, causing my whole mind to literally just explode. It took me a few minutes before I could respond.

"You guys had unprotected sex the day we met. Now she's pregnant,"

"But-"

"She's pregnant with your kid Danny. Now get over here now,"

I hung up the phone and then stared at my Dad, panic all over my face.

"I need to go," I said before running out the house.

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