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Noah's POV:

I was driving and I'm clueless about how do I did that?

My true intention to meet Bella today was to apologize for what I did. I don't really want to trouble her anymore and that's what I had planned to tell her before seeing her.

Then suddenly, after I saw Cherry beside her, I don't know where this sweet talk with Bella came in. I felt like Cherry was tensed about my presence there and she might thought that I had shown for her.

Yet, I evident this hint of confusion and kind of a bit jealousy in that blue orbs of Cherry. I think, she's offended because I was there for Bella but not her.

How can Cherry feel this way?

And, that when I used this cue as a revenge to taunt her inner love for me.

If I get close to Bella in front of her face then she will finally know how worth my love is for her.

The role play I did just now was perfectly enough though yet the proposal for a date with Bella, will clearly provoke Cherry.

It will be a perfect plan to make her realise my love and soon, she would be back to me.

For Bella, I do feel bad to use her but what if we get to be a good friends and of course, I will let her know about this sooner.

I would love to be her friend but what's this disturbing sensation in me when I saw her just now?

As I said, she looks so beautiful with the loose curly hairs flowing on the side. I don't know why I didn't notice this earlier.

Perfect black and curly hair.

Then, comes her curvaceous figure that highlighted from the thin fabric of her high waisted dress.

Beautiful.

Shit. What happen to me? What happen to my eyes that didn't capture Cherry's appearance but only Bella's?

Did my heart already forget Cherry? No, that's not possible.

Cherry's the woman of my dreams. She make me happy and warm. How can I let her go?

That just won't put justice for me.

For now, two women are playing with my mind. One, is clearly provoking the evilness in me as I planned just now and another one, is messing up with my mind about her glorious feature.

My question to myself, what should I do after this?

*****
Urgh. I hate this ringing sound on my ears so as usual, my hand meets the alarm to shut it off and I could already hear the sounds of something fell on the ground.

I hope my alarm won't go rest in peace sooner. Because, thats my only saviour on the morning.

With a grunt, I leave the bed and went to the shower. After taking the bath, I came back to my room and changed into some Jonker pants while being shirtless because I'm home alone now.

I would rather be shirtless than being naked around the house as most of my friends said so. Like, yucks.

Even, Cherry did hate it when once we had this conversation to talk. Damn, why am I mentioning her right now?

I thought successfully I would get to pass the weekends but what is she doing in my mind?

Pressing my palms with pressure on the dresser, I could feel the pain through my veins that's shooting straight up to my brain and I looked up at myself on the mirror while ignoring the fact that it's hurting me.

This is what I do. I will hurt my damn self if something went wrong, I just don't know why. I have this temper issue and in instant any things infront me would be in two if I'm in peak.

I stare at myself at the mirror. We had a good time together, then why?

My face is fine. My jaws? Kind of good too. So what do she lost in me? I questioned as I checked out every bit myself on the mirror.

Everything is just perfect in me, then...why do she chose him? My chest heavied and I slammed my fist, hard on the dresser.

Breathing heavily in an attempt to cool down myself while still staring at myself.

I would get her back. She must know that I worth her.

I walked away abruptly from the mirror, determining myself about not to bother anything that is in between this decision.

Making the way to my kitchen, I prepared my breakfast and ate it alone.

I glanced around my house while eating. Notifying the differences that happened for this whole a year.

It feels like yesterday when I moved back here and now, I had already gone through a relationship that leads to the worse heartbreak ever.

I closed my eyes, taking in a brief breath and finished my breakfast.

After that, I put on my gym t-shirt and decided to spend the Saturday on this gym nearby.

*****
Well, exercising do helping me to overcome my surrounding. Especially, about this particular issues that bothered both my mental and physical.

While running on the treadmill, I glanced on my watch and briefly noticed that it's already 6.

I had spent my whole day here as I said and thanks to my pal, Zack for this 24 hours free of charge. We wasn't even that close but we wasn't even that far either. It's good meeting him here and I'm his regular customer on all weekends.

I put the treadmill to an end and I exit it. After cleaning away the never ending sweats while clutching my gym bag, I paid a good bye to Zack and started to leave.

When I was opening the door, I felt this typical recalling moment with Bella whenever I came here. This is where I met her for the first and I shouldn't be that rude to her.

I was kind of mood out that day due to work and I had no idea that I'm showing it on her. Between, the way she gawked at me puts myself in cloud nine and I felt really tingly when she scanned me.

I wasn't aware of her presence that time because my mood was so out of order but I don't know how and why I kept captive of her innocent ogle on me.

Something in a rush, stung me.

Wait.

Isn't today's the date I promised her?

I glanced at my watch and it was already 6.14. Oh, shit.

I ran up to my car and face palmed myself before speeding away back home. Even it's a fake date thing for me, I don't want to break my promise.

And, Bella doesn't deserve to be treated that way so rushed back home.

Sooner or later, I would let her know about all my wicked plans and I know that she will help me. Because she saw me through when I'm hurt.

When I'm home, I quickly ran up to my house and took a quick shower before getting ready in a formal pants and rolled sleeves shirt.

I took a quick glance on my self before leaving with my wallet and keys.

Driving like a mad man again to the restaurant that I asked her to join, I found the time to ticks 7.23.

I hope that I won't be late and I don't want a woman to wait for me on our first date. Well, fake date actually.

God knows, how will she react if I'm late? Let's pray for her to not be that clingy or dramatic on being late.

I parked the car in a screech and jumped out of it and rushed to the restaurant while locking my car behind. I gave a brief look at my watch and I'm 8 minutes late for the 7.30 date.

I opened the main door and walked in while looking around in the crowd of people. This restaurant is always full with people and the food here is so sophisticating.

"Hello, sir. May I help you? " One of the waiter, asked me as he found me searching for someone.

"No, alright. I'm just finding for someone here. " I said politely and started to look around again. My eyes wandering for Bella.

"Okay...But did you make any reservation? " the waiter asked again and I slowly remembered. Damn it, how can I be so careless.

At first, I forget this date with Bella today and second, the reservation.

"Yes. I had a reservation for two actually. " I agreed quickly while nodding in excitement.

"Alright, sir. Let me show your reservation table. " the waiter said and tap something on the gadjet after getting my reservation number.

"Right here, sir. " the waiter smiled and politely instructed me the way to a table which is on the corner and I found no one here.

Maybe, Bella's late herself too.

"Okay, thank you. " I retorted his smile and he walked away after I asked him to hold back from taking order.

I don't know what she likes and I don't want to risk choosing something that dislikes her. I will just wait till she shows up and we will take order together.

*****
Hours had passed and my head was already on between my palms. I have been waiting like for 4 hours now and she never showed up. Even my hundreds of calls and messages also were never replied.

Is she's playing with me too? Like, why me?

Why all this women are playing tricks on me?

All the waiters were giving me this sympathy looks and I hate it.

I had enough.

I slammed my fist on the table until the candle on the middle of the table, falls out. Afraid of catching into fire by the small flame with the table cloth, one of the waiter quickly doze off the flame and took it away, not without giving me a glare.

I would definitely say that the whole eyes here are on me. But, I don't care.

I'm in clear anger now and if I stayed here longer, I think I would rip all of this sympathise looks.

Hell to the restaurant.

With a final growl, I left the place.

I slammed my palms on the steering wheels of my car with so much of anger.

How could I get into such state?