Forth update!

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Noah's POV:

Wedding bells, decorations and that eye sickening flowers along the alter was so discomforting.

Here I'm, waiting for the woman who I vowed my life with to get married with another guy.

I didn't even get a slightest chance to talk nor meet her and Bella was right about what she said.

She's very nice woman as I know and she won't be lying behind my back as she knew how heart breaking the event today.

I walked in further along the alter and I found a empty spot on the corner there. I adjusted my suit and was waiting for the ceremony to start while my eyes glancing around once a while to meet Cherry.

I found the bridegroom standing on the alter while smiling at the paparazzi. I just wanted to rip his smiling face off. He just stole my woman. For once, I knew that his name is Rick as Bella told me.

Speaking about the woman, she's just so off around me. After that day, I had messaged her with a 'sorry' but I didn't got any reply. Then at the morning, I messaged her again to send me the invitation and she did. Later, that's it within us.

I never bother her and she never care about my existence too.

Soon, there's this sounds bells made the people stood up and I stood along them, watching the bride's maids walking with the bride.

Cherry looks incredibly beautiful in her white lace wedding gown and I felt so dejected yet sad to know that I wasn't the man to hold her hand there.

I was just so far away from here now.

Her smiling lips was just on me few weeks ago, kissing and doing things to me. But now, I had felt like I lost the rights.

She was happy with what is happening so it isn't forced on her. She cheated on me, then.

Who knows that this guy would took a place in her so strongly than I do.

Her hands was on his as they smiled lovingly to each other. I lost my sanity to sit here any longer and with what I have called anger, I walked out of the sitting area. Getting away from what's going to happen.

Soothing myself to get her back wasn't helping either. I'm fuming as hell and I don't want to make a scene here too. I don't want Cherry to hate me fully.

I just need to let this happen as she wishes and make her regret of what she wants for real.

I will prove it later after this stupid marriage of hers. I just need some fresh air to sooth myself now.

Walking and walking while cool breeze hitting me, I prayed for rain to drops so that the marriage will be ruined but it sounds so childlike, isn't it?

God, how desperate and pathetic I'm? It's been minutes since I left the wedding area and I'm still blaring in red.

What would caress me more than this cool air?

Suddenly, my eyes was off the greenish ground and I locked sight of Bella. Walking in a pink sleeveless knee length dress with her curly hair combed perfectly.

She looked gorgeous as hell and I couldn't take my eyes off her. My heart warmed and I don't need any cool air anymore.

Her figure frown as she saw me gazing her up to toe and I could see a glint of blush along her cheeks.

Her eyes falling to the ground as she she stood in front me nervously while tugging a strand of hair behind her ear.

I found it so alluring. What is happening?

I think, she just arrived because of how I caught her pacing quickly to the wedding and now, she's standing right infront me. Frowning and gazing up at me.

I don't like this silence surrounding us so I broke it off.

"The...the wedding ceremony just began. " I informed her hesitatingly as I roamed my eyes on her perfect self again.

"O-Okay. " her reply was hazy and quiet as she slowly walked past me while keeping the cheeks tainted pink.

I'm effecting her. My chest swell at the fact.

No. What is wrong with my body?

I walked away quickly to my car while encouraging myself to not glance back at her. Successfully, I didn't and was way back near the car. I jumped in and lean onto the steering wheel while trying to avoid two major things that happening to me.

One, is the pain that caused by this stupid wedding and the second, is the warmth and soothing caused by Bella.

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After taking a break, I exited my car again. Encouraging myself to stay put while facing people again.

The wedding might be finished by now and the couple must be taking pictures. I could use this opportunity to slip pass Cherry before meeting her later when the after party starts.

She need to know the goodness in me.

I walked past the alive bodies who was interacting happily with each other and I glanced around to find a interactive alone spot for me.

My gaze straight away locked with Bella and the empty space beside her. She was alone and refused to interfere with any talking.

So, she could give me company.

I walked up to her while watching the couplr on the alter as they do that loving poses. I simply wanted to break everything around here and luckily I came around the empty seat already.

Bella looked me in surprise and I adjusted my suit briefly.

"Done, checking out? " I teased and she blushed before shaking her head.

"I'm...just surprised. " she admitted and I cocked my eyebrow.

"You...returned and I thought that...you left. " she explained and I just nodded.

"I just went to get some air. " I said while extending my hand to stop one of the waiter while taking a glass of water and she nodded quietly.

Her gaze then dropped to get ground and I could clearly say that she's deep in thought.

"What are you thinking about? " I questioned as I took a sip of the plain water.

"Nothing. " she said rapidly but I refused to believe. There's still something behind that wondering eyes.

"Come on, just spill it. " I pressed into the words and she kind of stare me like I have grown two heads.

"I'm just...surprised that your here. I mean, like for real...seeing your ex girlfriend getting married. Don't you feel uncomfortable? " she questioned me bluntly and her eyes shined innocently.

My heart joyed as I got that she's been thinking about me but I know that it's just some concern as she's a caring type in nature. Well, Cherry did told me about this woman.

"I'm kind of uncomfortable at first...but I know that this life of hers won't be long. " I said evilly as I eyes the couple.

Bella's eyes were horrified as she stared me deathly.

"Wait. Wait. I don't mean by that...okay? I just wanna say that she won't be happy with him and at last, she will be mine. " I confessed my mind out bluntly and Bella gasped at my confession.

"You...shouldn't. " she mumbled quietly but still I manage to hear it out clearly.

"And, why I shouldn't? " I nearly yelled at her but I controlled my sanity to not hurt this woman again and I don't want to make a scene either.

"She cheated me. I have been in love with her, you know. She's been using me like her personal toy and she thinks that she can walk away just like that? She's wrong, then. I'm going to win her back and shows her what she lost. " I explained my mind out as I notice Bella was strangely discomfort about this because her shiny eyes, dropped.

I wanted to question her but I caught firmly by the eyes of the woman itself. Cherry was staring me blankly, gulping and not averting her eyes.

I smiled and waved at her yet she waved back with an awkward smile.

I turned my attention back to my side for Bella but all I found was an empty seat.