I know. I'm terribly late then I promised🙊

I'M SORRY! I got into this sudden sickness lol

On with the story if I'm forgiven😌

Noah's POV:

"She's with me. " I growled to the bastard who's been trying very hard to get her attention, as I pulled her to my side by her waist. Bella fitted in my grip and I dragged her away from this bloody party.

I know that when I thought she would get so much of attention, it would be the truth because most of the men population here couldn't take their eyes off her bared leg. Including that surfer jerk and even, Cherry's loyal like husband.

This is the most stupidest party I had attended because all here were shameless and over drunk while lingering onto each other.

This is a party. Not a club.

After coming onto a safe spot from all the drunkards, I settled down with Bella as she sat down next to me.

They said that this is a private island but where's all of this bodies coming from?

"Noah....you don't want to...drink? " Bella questioned hesitatingly as her hand placed on mine.

"I don't want to. " I simply explained as I let her touch hover over mine. Feeling my tensed up self, decreasing momentarily.

"Why? " she asked back innocently and I stared at her. Her eyes sparking due the yellow dim light that made me still for a second. My eyes voluntarily goes to those plump pink lips and my mind had this Formula 1 already.

"When can I get to kiss you? " I whispered bluntly while leaning onto her ears. Her cheeks already flushing pink as she coyly eyed me.

"I...I d-don't know. " she replied in shyness as she notice my overbearing killer look on her lips. Her lips parting and gapping a little as she tried to continue.

"Bella Oborn. Hey. " We was interrupted as the same surfer guy came in between us.

Damn it.

I would get to kiss her if he wasn't showing now. Jerk.

My eyes automatically threw glares on him as he approached us, his smirk making my fist tense up.

Bella, for once was still close to me and she never bothered to move away either.

"Don't you wanna join the party? Between, Cherry kinda searching for you. " he informed as he sat beside her and now, it's like she's in between us.

"Really? But, why? " Bella questioned back at him and he simply shrugged.

"We can meet her later. Thank you. " I snapped unwantedly and Bella flinched from me. Her body contracting away from me.

God, damn it. Why don't that stupid therapy working up?

I'm just scaring her more.

I'm not a monster.

"Woah...cool down there tiger. For once, you shouldn't order her around. It's her decision to make and let her talk. " he explained and I looked at her, bowing her eyes at the ground with worry.

Do I? Do I really ordering her around? But, why don't she's defending me? My anger rosing in a pump as my self control lost the trance.

Am I really that mean to her? Like, I wasn't her boyfriend or something but I really do want her. I want her to be mine.

Or, is he trying to portray me as the bad guy here?

"Bella, what you gonn-- " the guy started and I'm ready to launch on him. He can't just simply accuse me infront her.

"Are you done? " I yelled as I stood from my stool. Glaring him deathly.

Bella's eyes roaming my red face once as she stared in surprise and my attention came back to her.

"You tell me? Am I ordering you around? Don't I apologize to be like this but then, you said that you liked me this way. Don't you, Bella? " I roughly questioned her as my hand tighten around her arm.

I'm seething in anger as this guy simply accused me and she's just staying in silence?

"Bella? " I hushed in a questioning way and she stayed paranoid. Looking up at me with those worry eyes as my grip loosen.

Maybe, whatever he said is a yes. She just couldn't say this to me because I kind of scared her? I had make her cry so many time before but it's purely unintentional.

I know that I have anger issues but I have never been angry for something that doesn't matter.

Why can't anyone set this in their mind? Everyone is the same.

Even, my parents.

Guilty charged me again as I remembered the reason why I excluded myself from them as I'm their only child. They loved me with everything but my temper that swings momentarily if I found something mean to happen doesn't bring them satisfaction.

Of course, I'm not doing it intentionally but there's all a reason behind every anger of mine.

None of them could understand this.

I jerked away from Bella. Seeing her questioning face, I just ignored and walked away. Her hand sliding to grope on mine but I refused to hold back.

I stomped away, myself redeeming in blue as I reminded myself that none will be happy with someone who's mentally unstable.

Yes, that's what my mother blamed me once. Even, Cherry got exposed it twice in our usual fights.

I don't know where to go and I don't want to sulk in that fucking cornered dark room. So, I walked to the best to place that could calm down myself.

I will leave this damn place by tomorrow morning and Bella have that surfer guy after all.

I'm not needed anymore. She deserves someone better than myself. Who know's that he will be the perfect one for her?

Shit. Now, I really wanted to kill him.

I restrained from groaning as my balled up fist hit at my side while walking to the sea shore.

Maybe, this is why Cherry left me.

I came here to redeem peace, not to recall back the horrible things about me.

"Noah. " I heard my name yelling from behind and I cared less to meet the person as I knew it straight away. The sound of her rushing foot steps, damping towards me as she hits the sands.

I ignored her but then she took a hold on my arm while eyeing me with teary eyes.

Oh, please don't kill me with those tears.

"What do you want, Bella? He is right. I'm just ordering you around and I knew that my temper had hurt you a lot. " I raged and tried my best to keep my emotional in control.

"I want you, Bella. But now, I don't know... I can't keep you with me, knowing that I'm...myself isn't stable. " I brokenly uttered as I placed my hand on hers that was holding me in place. I consciously spewed everything and I'm glad about it.

At least, I'm being honest about what I really want.

I slowly turn to walk away but she stepped closer to me, blocking my way. Her eyes staring me with something else.

Her eyes blinked twice innocently and she tip toes in motion while her palm placed on my chest firmly.

Her lips inching closer to me and in seconds, it was on mine. That sweet feeling of her plump buds awaken every cell in me as I'm calmed in a second.

She frown on her spot as her lips still connected to mine, nervously pulling away as she looked me innocently.

"I-I'm sorry...I don't know what to-- " Of course if I let her finish just like that before doing anything, I'm a jerk. So, I stopped her words by attaching my lips on hers.

I'm captivated again by her innocent shying kisses and I have nothing but only her in my mind. I don't know the purpose of her sudden blunt act but I loved it.

Whatever I uttered just now burned into ashes as we are doing this.

My hands started to appreciate all of this amazing curves as my lips never leaving hers while I continued guzzling her lower lips. Her soft moans echoing as my chest fluttered in joy.

She's mine. Just mine. Only mine.

After the most lively kiss, we pulled away and I noticed her plump lips already swollen by my needy kiss as I cupped her face gently.

"I....want you....too. " she whispered softly and I couldn't wait any longer to make her mine.

What would happen next?🙈👀