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Noah's POV:

I drove to my house and changed into my gym clothes after bandaging my knuckles, where first I felt like I don't want to but something insisted me.

I never argued much as I shrugged and leave the house.

Making my way to the car, I drove off to the gym nearby.

I worked out so tremendously, ignoring everything that pained me now. Even that unrecovered knuckles were aching under the bandage but I ignored it, until the owner guy itself confronted me.

"Dude, dude...calm down. " Zack cued to stop me and I denied as I took on the another challenge applicants there.

"Now. Now. Why are you so tense? " he questioned and I just ignored him. I wasn't in the mood right now.

"Man...you can't strain yourself. Your muscles will easily get cramps and...you already had on a bandage." he advised and I still ignored.

He growled at last and shut off the machine. I became more tensed and he noticed it.

"Come on, working your sweats off wasn't the only solution. It's not good for you. " he advised again and I sneered at him.

"Is that any...woman? " he questioned out of sudden as he took a seat after me. I plopped on the floor as I gulped down a bottle of mineral.

How can I tell him that it's a yes? It's not any woman but, her?

And, that's the frustrating thing now.

"Okay...not feeling like talking isn't it? Fine. Let's cool you down somewhere else then. " he suggested simply as he tilted at me a little while cueing me.

For some reason, I think that might be the good idea.

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He brought me to some club where I assumed as his usual spot to hang out and Zack was already meeting his girlfriend here. The girlfriend was so clingy and as soon as her eyes landed on me, I could notice that silent seductive look on me.

God, not this now. I shoved her obvious signal and walked to the bartender to order some drink.

Minutes later the dance floor break off with bodies and I refused to join Zack when he insisted me.

I hate dancing. Especially, with those drunkards that loves to fall over on each other consciously.

So, I stayed. I know that I'm drinking much now days but who to care? My mind and body was playing their own trick on me and the damn thing is that I couldn't do anything.

A single hug with her had put me to beyond as I fluttered in many different ways. My heart jolted in joy. My lungs screamed for air. My arms asks for more touch and my lips...asked for nothing but to kiss those soft plump lips.

I'm devastated of such thoughts and...look, I'm back there again.

I hate it when she made me feel this way.

I don't know how to make this thoughts disappear. Maybe, talking to Cherry would help it? I got to know Bella because of her, after all.

Without thinking twice, I called her.

I got her number weeks ago after I went to that wedding and the surprising thing is, I never tried to contact her.

Maybe, because I'm afraid that the husband would doubt her? I concluded.

Well, that's acceptable too.

The rings went off as I heard that sweet voice of hers.

"Hello. " she answered in her quiet tone and unconsciously smiled.

"How are you? " I blurted in my drunken voice as I continuously take shots.

"Noah? A-Are you okay? " she questioned worriedly and I laughed happily.

Even after all this, she still cares for me.

"I'm fine. How's your new life? " I questioned tipsily and I heard nothing. Oh, now she's bored of me.

"Noah, what are you talking about? " she softly questioned back after seconds as if she doesn't know anything and I snarled.

"You don't know? Ya, how could you know when you betrayed me woman. How could you simply hurt me? " I snapped and she left out a exasperate sigh.

"N-Noah...what did I do? " the woman still couldn't get my words and kept on getting into my nerves.

"Well, fuck that Cherry. I'm done with this. " I yelled and shut down the call.

My handphone were already in pieces on the floor and I rested my head on my palms.

I'm rustling in depression and all I could blame was her. She's the reason why my heart breaks at the first place and now, she's acting as if nothing happens.

I'm on my peak as I quit taking shots by shots and drank down the whole rum bottle on the middle of the counter. The bartender shoving off me while snatching away those bottles.

Damn it...how desperate I'm right now.

My body and mental wasn't in process as I dumbly wandered around. Finally, as I reached the main black door, I exited the club.

I needed to get home. Now.

Luckily, I'm not limping over right now as my eye vision was still quiet fine so I decided to drive back home.

Successfully passed by all those headlights and honking sounds, I made to my penthouse. I took the lift and got to the hall way. Squishing my eyes shut and opening again a bit as I stepped into the hall way.

I walked along the hall way and once I made up to my door, I spotted this familiar figure.

What she's doing here? And, why is she's all nervous and worried?

Her eyes twinkled under the moonlight as she looked up at me in relief.

"Noah. " she called out but I refused to answer back.

Maybe, it's just my imagination. Like, how come she's standing here on the middle of the night for me? Isn't the lover boy anywhere around?

I gritted willingly as I paced to my door while noticing her figure, eyeing me in confusion.

Is she's real or is it the rum? I shook my head while encouraging myself to stop this stupid imagination as I'm already tipsy.

"Noah...I'm sorry. " she apologized with that adorable smooth tone and I frowned. My head snapped in a speed at her as she willingly connected our gaze.

She's for real. She's just standing infront me.

But, why? Did he do anything to her?

"What did he do, Bella? " I questioned through gritted teeth and she flinched a little.

"W-What...who do? " she asked back again nervously as I found the similliarity of talking with Cherry just now.

How come all women act so stubbornly.

"Don't tell me that you don't get this, Bella. You also, please, don't try to test my nerves. " I snapped as a single tear drop down her cheeks.

I simply scared her, don't I?

I sighed and decided to let this over now.

"Bella, please just leave. " I uttered more calmly than before as I couldn't lead myself to scare her again.

I'm already drunk and angry while she's here fueling up me even more with his images around her.

"Bella....leave. Go back to your date" I insisted angrily and she never barged as she eyed me confusingly.

"You mean, Liam? What's...with him? " she questioned and by the time I heard his name, my knuckles balled up in fist.

My tipsy mind wasn't helping either and I'm out of range now.

"W-What...did he do, Noah? " she evoked me more and I lost it.

My body turned to her fully as I stepped closer to her. Trapping her in between my arms as her eyes follows my moves. She leaned back firmly against the wall by my door and her eyes wondering about what I'm up to.

Blame her only.

"Noah. " she hushed softly and all I could think now was to kiss her. My lips leaning and craving to be touched.

"You want to know about what he did? Well, this is what he made me did. " I hushed against her lips and smashed my lips on her.

My hand pressing onto her waist gently to make her fully lean on to the wall as my lips continue it's way to savour her. After some second, I found her kissing me back with the full intensity and her body curls in shy.

I'm not going to end this sooner so I ignored the shy gestures of hers and roamed my hands all over her curves. Feeling all the edges and corners of her curves with my finger tips as my lips bite on her lower lip to let me in.

She moaned as I munched on her lower lips and I gradually let my tongue in to taste her sweet nectars as she gave in easily. My mind wasn't hazy anymore as I was tasting her and I don't know where's my anger hiding now.

As I said before, she has the great captives of me and I'm losing day by day.

I pulled away unwillingly while our lungs screams for air. Locking my eyes with her, she blushed in tainted pink unknowingly and her eyes were bowed down in coyness.

Who's the one my heart craves for now?

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