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Kavin's POV!

What?? What you said? He choked on his drink looking at me shocked.

You heard me ryt Kathir! I said casually.

Seriously I don't have problem in this. Everyone has rights to love and we can't control our feelings. Even I can't control my heart and mind in kannamma's case. So it's normal to get attracted and love. But if he tried to just flirt or force or hurt maya. Then I'm not going to be cool.

I.. What are you asking da? Are you mad? Me with that kathrika? Are you out of your mind or what? She's just a student da. She's not even matured. Just like a child! How can I? He asked me with disbelief.

Child? Not matured? For God's sake, she's nearly 22 years old. Old enough to get marry. And in maturity, she's more matured than us. I didn't ask you about her age and all. I just asked did you have feelings for her? I asked him seriously. He sighed.

No. He said bluntly.

But I didn't think so. You and she exchanging looks when amma talked about her marriage and you get restless when shakthi talked with her. You didn't even flirt with anyone because of that tension which is so unlike you. I'm feeling like seeing me in you when I develop feelings for kanns. So only I asked you. You know me well, I don't like beating around bush and I'm very straightforward. So if you have any, just tell me. I'll help you to unite with her after her studies only if she too feels the same.

I told him what I thought. He looked at me keenly like he didn't trust me. He thought deeply for some time. I gave him time to process whatever he's thinking.

No Kavin! How can you think like this? I mean, I know she's not a kid but she's still a child for everyone in our families. And I don't have any feelings for her. She's just like kanns, ilaks and ammu for me. Yeah.. That's it. And my amma also searching bride for me. So I'll get married soon. She's not the girl for me. He said calmly after a long pause.

Hmm.. That's the case means, I'm relieved. Atleast my vaalu didn't have to suffer with a idiot like you in future ryt!? I swear I'll choose a best groom for my vaalu! I said with a chuckle and he glared me.

So if you're done with dreaming about that kathirka's matchmaking, may I leave? He asked annoyed.

Though he denied, I didn't trust hin fully. He looks more tensed and annoyed which seed more and more suspicions for me. Okay let him be for now as maya also studying! I'll deal with it later! Now come to my kanns prob!

Wait Kathir! I didn't ask you to come here just to ask this. I have something important to tell you other than this. I said seriously. He gave me his attention.

What da? He asked curiously.

Did you know about any best gynecologist? I asked him. He thought for a second and widened his eyes with a grin.

Kavin.. You naughty boy! You didn't tell me about this! Haan.. Wait. It's only has been 2 weeks since your marriage then how could it be? Or is it for our Ilaks? Yes! Why I didn't think of this! Wow! I'm going to be Mama? No that means ilaks is my sister. I won't accept anyone as my sister so I'm going to be chiththappa! Yeah!! He blabbered without giving me a chance.

Shut up your blabbering idiot! It's not for ilakya! I said gritting my teeth.😬

Then Ammu? But you both get married in same date then how could it be?🤔 he asked seriously thinking.

No! I yelled.

Then who else da? He started thinking and widened his eyes. Don't tell me you're going to be a brother again! He said palming his mouth. If we were not in public place, i would have killed him now for sure.

Kathir! Stop your stupid talks before I kill you and let me speak! I said seriously glaring him. He shut his mouth with a sheepish grin 😁 and looked at me curiously.

I told about everything happened and his expression went totally sad after hearing me.

Oh my poor kanns! She must have went through a lot alone! I want to see and console her by my tight hug! Kathir said with sad expression.

Consoling part is allowed but not hug! I can't allow some idiots to hug my wife. 😕 I said.

She's my mi chan before even becoming your wife mind it!😒 He said.

But she's my wife now! I said glaring him.

Yet you can't change the truth that she's my sweet heart mi chan😄 He said with toothy smile. I sighed defeated.

This idiot and his teeth! Soon I'm going to break it!🔨

Whatever you dream! Let me coming to the point! I said seriously now he's looking me relecting my expression.

Yes tell me da. He said.

So did you know about any best doctors for treat this? I said. He thought for sometime and jerked as he got an idea.

Kavin! I think I know! See.. One of my collegues Vishal's cousin is a Siddha doctor and she cured so many cases like this. Even she cured many infertility cases too that to whom allopathy doctors gave up! He told me many times about her and he's secretly in love with her too. Kathir said.

That's great! Then let us discuss with him and see her. What's say? I asked.

Okay da! I'll talk with him tomorrow and inform you after that. He said. I nodded.

Okay da! Then bye.. I'm goi.. My mobile started ringing before I could complete. It showed 'Kaatu poona😻' (wild cat😻)

I attended it with a smile.

Hello.. I said waiting for her to speak. But there's no response. In the meantime, kathir bid bye to me and left.

Hello kannamma? I said again.

Hel.. Hello. She said finally hesitatingly.

Thank god you spoke! So why are you calling me? Is there any problem? I'll be there in minutes. I'm already near my bike. I said.

No.. Actually that.. You.. You still didn't come ryt? I mean.. I need something. Can.. Can you buy me? She asked me with so much hesitation.

Sure! Why are you hesitating? Even I reach home also, I'll go and buy whatever you need. Come on tell me what you want? I asked her curiously.

Actually that.. Aththa is not here in home as aththa and mama went to some function early. So only I don't have any choice than asking you. She again said hesitatingly.

God kanns! Why are you hesitating so much? I'm your husband and you're my wife so just order me to buy! I said.

Hmm.. She hummed.

So tell me what should I buy? I asked impatiently to know what's it thay she's this much hesitating to ask me.

That.. That.. Hmm.. Can I text you? She said with so much difficulty. I hummed not knowing why she's behaving like this. She hung up. And I waited for her message.

Ding!

Kaatu poona😻: I want... That..

Me: That? What?

Kaatu poona😻: Girl's thing.

Me: I didn't get you.

Kaatu poona😻: Nothing😤! Come home!

Me: Sorry ma. Please tell me what you want? 🙁

Kaatu poona😻: Sanitary pads.

I saw but within seconds it was deleted.

(This message was deleted)

Kaatu poona😻: Nothing! I'll buy whatever I want. I'm going outside. You come home.

Me: Wait! Kanns.. I'll buy it. Don't go anywhere. Be safe okay?

Kaatu Poona😻: Did you see that?🙄

Me: Yes😁. Don't feel embarrassed and take rest. I'll be there in minutes😊.

Kaatu Poona😻: Hmm okay😶

I slipped my mobile in my pocket and went to medical shop to buy that. Then I went to shop and buy icecreams for her. I know in this time, ice cream will reduce their stress. I came to know this when Ilakya got her first periods.

She was in so much pain that time and I don't know what is happening. I want her to smile. That's it and ammu explained me about that and about how to make her relax that time.

I asked ammu innocently about why ammu didn't get pain as she's also a girl. She laughed and said it's not mandatory for everyone to get pain. It'll be different for each and every girl. Some may get pain and some may get tired like that.

Later that, I bought her chocolates and icecreams whenever ilaks gets stomach pain. Amma scold me everytime for my over pampering. Now I don't know how's she doing there. I'm really missing my raatchasi😔.

I went to home quickly to check my wife is okay or not. The whole house so silent except some birds sound and vehile sound outside.

Kannamma.. I called her. But there's no response. I quickly went to our room to check whether she's there or not.

I heard faint sobs when I went near the door. I didn't waste another second and barged into the room only to see her sitting on floor hugging her knees while sobing faintly.

I immediately rushed to her.

Kannamma.. Kannamma.. Are you okay? Is it paining that much? Answer me kanns. You're scaring me. I said worriedly😟. She lifted her chin up and saw my face trying to smile slightly.

I'm.. I'm okay Kavin. It's just normal.. She stammered with a tired voice.

What are you saying! How can this be normal? I saw Ilakya and ammu but they're not this much weak. I said.

Nothing.. It's just I'm getting.. getting.. periods after more than 5 months. So it's.. It's normal to pain this much. She said tiredly.

Did you had lunch? I asked. She bit her lower lip with a caught expression.

I.. I had. She lied.

What you had? I asked glaring her.

Rice.. With.. Sambar haan.. That's it. She said.

But today is spinach. How can you eat sambhar rice without even preparing it? I asked narrowing my eyes. She smiled sheepishly😁.

That.. I forgot in pain. She said.

Don't act kanns. You didn't had lunch ryt? That's why you're looking extra weak! I yelled slightly. She lowered her head.

That I was in pain since lunch. I didn't feel to eat. So.. I'll eat once I get relieved from this pain okay? She said.

No! You're going to eat now itself! That's it! I saw that Ilaks eat more in this time you know! I heard mom say that it'll be more hunger in this time. But you're skipping meals. How can you be so stupid? I asked she pouted.

Wait. Let me bath first and then I'll come. She said. I nodded.

Did you buy that? She asked me hesitantly. I smiled and handed to her.

Don't be hesitant to ask me anything kanns. You don't feel like this with your anna and appa ryt? Then why me? I'm not a stranger or am I? I asked her. She shook her head immediately.

No! It's just that I.. I felt shy to ask you. She almost whispered. I smiled. I kissed her forehead and gestured her to go and take bath. She smiled shyly and went.

In the mean time, I went to another room and refreshed myself. I changed my dress and went to kitchen.

I served food in a plate after putting icecreams in freezer.

She came to kitchen with slow steps. She must be enduring so much pain I guess. But she's trying her best to hide it with her fake smile.

I made her sit and gave her plate. She pouted looking at me and then at plate. I glared her dare to refuse eat. She lowered her head as she understand my look.

She slowly started eating and finished eating. I smiled.

How is your pain? I asked.

Hmm.. She hummed.

What's with this humming? So the pain didn't reduce? Can I get you painkillers? I asked.

No. It's not good to take painkillers. She said. I nodded.

How about icecreams? I asked. Her face lighten up like a kid.

But there's not. She said with pout.

Yes there is. I bought it. Go to room. I'll come. I said. She nodded with brightened face and went. I took icecreams and went to our room.

We both enjoyed our icecreams. Her half face is covered with icecream now. I chuckled. She narrowed her eyes at me raising her brow. I shook my head smiling.

I started admiring her. Her face looks so cute now! I felt so jealous with that damn ice cream! I want to became that icecream which is spread over that cherry like lips. I gulped when she licks the icecream.

Kavin stop thinking! She's in pain and look what you're doing here! Shut your idiot mind!

My mind alarmed me and I immediately shove my thoughts away. I wiped her face with my kerchief and we both finished our ice cream. I made her lye down on bed.

She slept much to my relief. I killed time by surfing insta and fb. Then I watched tv and listened songs too. Amma and appa called me and said that they'll come in morning as they got stucked there because of rain and thunderstorm.

I sighed and went to wake her up for dinner. She woke up and we had dinner in silence. She was in deep thinking since she woke up. I wonder what that could be.

She asked me about amma and appa. I told her that they'll return in tomorrow morning only. She sighed and nodded.

Then we both went to our room but she's still in deep thinking. she lyed down and so I. Yes, with pillows in between us. But today I just want to comfort her so I thought not to put pillows but she herself arranged it which I don't know why.

I slowly took pillows which is in between us. She hold my hand.

Let it be kavin. She said.

It's ok kanns. Not today. I want to check you so this is not needed now. I said.

No kavin. Don't take this. She said.

Why? Are you doubting me? I asked.

No! I'm trusting you more than myself! She said immediately.

Then what? Is it you didn't trust you? I asked with naughty grin. She glared me. I took the pillows and moved close to her. She kept on moving away from me.

Why are you moving away from me kannamma? I asked perplexed.

That.. Don't come near me. And don't touch me now. She said shocking me.

What? I asked with disbelief.

No.. Not like you think. It's just that.. I.. I'm dirty now. She said making me confused.

What do you mean? I mean you just took bath in evening ryt? I asked perplexed.

You didn't get it. I mean I'm in my periods now so I'm dirty. She said.

What are you saying? I didn't get you! What's the connection between periods and dirty? I asked.

Don't you know? In my village, girls are not allowed to sleep with others in this time. And in my home also, I and maya didn't get interact with anna and appa in this time. Because my grandma one day scolded me so harshly just because I hugged my appa in this time. She told me about not to interact much with others especially males at this time because we're dirty in this time. Though, my amma and appa didn't know about this and didn't care about this. The words which grandma said in my early teens sculptured in my heart deeply so from then, I'll never go near anna and appa in this time.

She said innocently. What she's talking? That's totally rubbish! They're all fake beliefs!

Kannamma.. What you're talking is just a fake beliefs okay? There's nothing like you said! No one is dirty! Did you study biology or not? It's so natural. Tell me if you're dirty now means, we're all came after 9 months staying there. So are we all dirty? That's why girls are precious. I said.

I know. Eventhough I didn't study in biology group. I studied this all in science. But still why girls are not allowed to temple or any auspicious things in this time? If this is a fake belief, then why our whole country is following this? She asked me.

Kannamma. Listen me okay? You're right girls are not allowed to temple in this time and our whole society is supporting this. You know why? Because girls are not dirty but so pure in this time. In this time, the bad blood in them will go away and they became pure and they'll also get  magnetic like power from this. That's why they're not allowed to temple. I said she looked at me confused.

Yes kannamma. Did you heard that girls should be careful while going outside in villages especially at this time because ghost will attack them? That's the proof for the magnetic power you're all having. In this time, you'll attract every good and bad powers so that they're afraid that if they allow you all to temple then you'll attract the God's good power also. So you're all not allowed.

This is not science but this is true. I read in one book. One poem is also written by the poet called siva vaakiyar. I read that also in that book. Wait I'll say that.

Othugindra vedham echil. (chanting vedas are grimy)
Ulla manthirangal echil. (Mantras are also grimy)
Boothalangal yelum echil. (The whole world is grimy)
Maathiruntha vindhu echil. (The sperm which became baby is also grimy)
Oliyum echil. Mathiyum echil. (Light is grimy. And so our knowledge too)
Ethil echil illai.. Thillai.. Illaye. (There's nothing which is not grimy. My lordess!)

So this is it. Can you understand the lines? Everything is unpure including us. Even the most auspicious mantras are unpure because we're saying with our mouth which also speaks bad things. And our whole world is also not pure because it came from sun according to science. And us! We're also unpure because we're staying inside the womb for 9 months and about the sperm and egg, you know where it's situated. Light is also unpure because it's the output from thread or current whatever. Our knowlege is unpure because we think because of the brain which also store bad things too. So that's it kannamma.

And for your information, there's a temple in assam named kamakya temple where they worship the vulva of goddess sati. So feed this in mind, you all are so pure in this time. Now come.

I finished my whole speech. She just stared me with wonder tears flowing from her eyes. I know this is all because of mood swings. But I can't stop myself from telling all this. She came near me and cried hugging me. I caressed her hair kissing her forehead.

I'm so lucky to have you! I love you Kavin! She said and blushed the next second hiding in my chest. I smiled cuddling with her.

We both slept cuddling each other.

TO BE CONTINUED!

I KNOW THIS CHAPTER IS LITTLE BIT BORING OR YOU MAY THINK IT'S NOT NECESSARY. BUT THE INFORMATION ABOUT THE POEM ARE ALL TRUE. I READ THAT IN A BOOK. I JUST THOUGHT TO SHARE THIS THROUGH THIS.

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