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Kannamma's POV!

Good bye Kavin, My love!

I walked on the road not knowing where to go. I can't go to my parent's home, It will create extra problems.. And Mughil anna will nag me with his never ending questions. And I don't have any close frnds too or at least I don't know their address.

Tears flowed from my eyes without any control. Some people stare at me while walking which I cared less at this moment. All I want is to cry.. Cry until I lose strength even to think.. Cry until tears in my eyes went dry..

I walked according to where my legs leads me. I felt so weak not because of my pain in body but because of pain in my heart! It was like someone squeezing my heart and shred a part from it..💔

I know he said that without thinking and he may search me once he cleared his mind but I don't want that.. I don't want him to suffer with me.. I know may be I have possibilities and all but I just don't want to increase my and his false hopes.

I know it's my stupidity to run away from him without even telling a proper good bye to him. But I know I can't able to leave him if I saw him one more time. That's why I came out immediately.

I heard a horn sound, I was shocked to see one car coming towards me. I closed my eyes tightly as my mind didn't process what to do next.

Suddenly I was pulled by someone and I landed on ground. I slowly opened my eyes to see who's my savior. It's.. It's Pooja!

We both stood up and composed ourselves. She looked at me from top to toe and then my bags. She saw me puzzled.

Where are you going? Can't you even see the car? You crazy girl! She asked me confused.

I.. I'm.. I'm going.. to.. I stammered. I don't want her to know what had happened. I'm sure she'll tell everything to Kavin if I said.

Okay okay.. Cool.. If you're free, will you accompany me to my apartment? She asked me calmly.

Why? I asked her perplexed.

I want to take some of my stuffs from there.. So I'm going there. It'll be helpful if you accompany me.. She asked me. I nodded without thinking.

Even I don't know where to go.. So I can think about what to do next in her home right? She smiled and we both went to her apartment.

She asked me to take some of her clothes from the closet in her room. I went there and cried my heart out.

I cried wishing my tears may erase my pain.. I cried wishing my tears may vanish the dreams which I dreamt about us.. But all in vain. How much I cry that much my pain increased.

Living my life without him horrified me beyond the core. I felt total emptiness in me like a part of me had gone. I don't how much time I cried.

I lifted my head when I heard a door clicking sound. That's when I saw him  at the door.

Ka.. Kavin.. I muttered. One second I thought that I was dreaming until he ran and gave me bone crushing hug and kissed all over my face with tears.

Before he could ask something, I told him that I'm not deserving him. He yelled at the top of his lungs showing the letter which I left before leaving there. I tried to say him that he said to leave me.

That's it!It frustrated him to the core and he started explained me what he thought and how much he loves me..

But the more he say about his love the more I felt I'm not deserving this man. He's.. He's too good and he definitely should have a happy family! I said that I don't want him to lead a unfulfilled life with me.

I know I'm increasing his anger but what I'm saying is only practical.. It's not easy to lead a life without babies.. This damn society will not live our life in peace even we're happy without babies. Everyone will talk rubbish about him.. about me.. about us! I don't want him to regret his decision in future.

He shouted at me again and at last he said that I didn't love him! That's it! How can he say like that! I love him more than anything in this world and that only made me to take this decision even it's killing me inside. Did he think that this decision is easy for me? Damn! In these 2-3 hours, I felt like dying for more than 1000 times.

I yelled at him that I love him to the core and this decision is not easy for me. But before I could complete my sentence, his lips slammed on mine making my mind goes numb.

I stiffened not knowing what's really happening around me. It took me few minutes to process. But then my body react on its own like it knows how to react and feel now. My eyes goes shut and we kissed pouring our love and longing hearts. He possessively snaked his arms around my waist.

We both parted with Pooja voice and also in the need of oxygen. I panted heavily and hided my face in his chest in utter shy. I'm sure my face is like tomato now.

God! It's so embarrassing!

Thank god for the call. She went to receive that. I slowly parted from him and apologized for my acts. Now I decided to live with this man no matter what!

I don't Care about anything and anyone as long as he's with me and his love is with me.. His kiss is enough to show me his determination and possessiveness.

I tried to talk with him but he totally ignored me. It hurted me. After a pause, he talked. He said that he's angry with me and didn't going to talk with me until I prove him that I'll never leave him and how much I love him.

It hurted me. Actually I thought that he'll slap and scold me but I never expected his hug, kiss and this silent treatment. I don't know that i felt this much guilty and sad if he slapped or scold me but this is so damn hurting than anything!

I said I understood and I was about to apologize but he stopped me and asked me to come with him. We both went to hall. There Pooja again teased us and she didn't ask anything about why I came here and what happened between us.

She simply shrugged saying that Kavin will tell her if its important. I said her that we had a misunderstanding which made Kavin to glare me. I corrected the sentence that I had a misunderstanding.

After that, we both rode to our home! He didn't talk with me or even smile at me. We both entered the home with bag in my hand.

Where you both went? Why is that bag? Did you plan to go somewhere? Aththa asked perplexed seeing the bag in my hand.

Amma.. That.. She.. I.. Kavin stammered.

Aththa.. That we went to my home.. I said.

Huh? Your home? Now? Why da? Mama asked.

I.. I want to take some of my stuffs from there. So I asked Kavin to accompany me. Yes.. That's it aththa. I said with a sigh.

Oh! Ok ok.. If that's the matter means, you would have told me na.. And you might also stay there tonight if you want. But it's okay da! Come have tea with us.. Aththa said sweetly.

I smiled and Kavin let out a sigh of relief.

Yes Aththa. Give us a minute, I'll put this in our room and will come.. I said and they nodded. We both went to our room. He didn't even utter a word or look at me once.

He went to washroom and came out changing in vest and lungi. I too went to washroom and took a quick shower to refresh myself from my tiredness.

We both went to hall in silence. I badly want to talk with him and to pour my heart that how much he means to me but he's in no mood even to see my face which hurts me most!

I made coffee for both of us and we both drank coffee in silence.

Why you both are so silent? Mama asked us.

No.. No pa.. I.. I'm just thinking about my works. It has been more than 1month that I work properly so I have to concentrate on my work. That's what I'm thinking pa. Kavin said convincingly. Mama nodded knowing.

So what about you kanns? You're not like this.. You are always chirpy and talkative.. What happened to you? Are you okay? Aththa asked me.

Nothing aththa! I'm perfectly fine, it's just that... That.. I'm thinking about my family.. that's it. I lied. She nodded.

That's why I said if you informed me before means, I'd have told you to stay there tonight na? It's okay dear.. Day after tomorrow is your reception ryt? So you'll see them all there! Aththa said in a consoling way.

I just smiled with a nod and sidehugged her which she reciprocated wholeheartedly.

Kavin went to our room soon after our dinner. After chitchatting with her, I also headed towards our room. Seriously talking with her relaxed me more than I expected.

When I entered, Kavin was already sitting in bed with his mobile. Seeing me, he stood up and started arranging pillows and blankets on floor. Today, it is so cold than other days as it's raining heavily since we reached here.

I don't want him to sleep on floor. i hated it everyday but I don't know how and what to tell him. So I kept quiet these days but today it's so cold and thundering outside.

So I took the pillows and blankets from the floor without saying anything to him. He just stared me without telling anything.

Please sleep on bed! It's too cold.. Don't hurt yourself in anger with me. I said slowly.

No way! Saying this he snatched blankets and pillows from me.

Why? I asked him.

Uhmm.. What.. What if you took advantage of me!? I don't believe you! He said with a horrified reaction making him looks 10 times more cute and adorable😍

I rolled my eyes with a chuckle.

Are you saying that you don't believe me or you don't believe you? I said teasingly.

Don't be over confident okay? I know how to behave! He said annoyingly.

Then why are you hesitating to sleep in bed? I said with challenging smirk.

Okay fine! I'll sleep in bed! But don't try to cross your side! He said making me roll my eyes again.

Okay! Okay! As long as you're in your side, I'll never disturb you.  I said annoyingly.

He started arranging pillows in between the bed! I mentally rolled my eyes.

Why are you looking at me like that? I don't believe you till now! What if you try to seduce me? He said casually making my eyes widened.

What? How can you think that way! That thought didn't even cross my mind till now! But seems like your mind is wandering over every dirty thoughts isn't it? I asked him teasingly. He coughed.

See! I know you'll be like this! I'm not going to sleep in bed! Saying this he again took the pillows in his hands. God! This man!!

Okay.. Okay.. I'm sorry.. I didn't mean it. But please sleep in bed. I'm saying this only because it's too cold and if you don't believe me, then I'll sleep in floor okay? I asked him.

No.. Let's not argue and sleep. I'm tired. He said with a sigh.

We both settled on bed putting pillows in between us. I only insisted to sleep in same bed but it seems like quite a bad idea now.

It has been almost 15mins, but I can't even close my eyes. His smell intoxicating me preventing from sleep. His presence near me making my heart beat wild. It's my first time to sleep with a guy in same bed.. And that guy is my love, my husband!

And he's also twisting and turning for the past 15mins. Seems like he's not asleep.

Ka.. Kavin? I said slowly turning to face his side. But his back is facing me.

Kavin? Are you asleep? I asked him again.

Hmmm... I'm asleep. He said in a sleepy voice which was damn sexy.

Then how you answer me? I whispered.

In dream! He said but this time little annoying.

Then are you dreaming of me? I mean Am I also in your dream? I asked him innocently.

What you want now? He asked turning to face me.

That.. I.. I'm not sleepy. So I thought we may talk for sometime if you're awake!😁 I said with a sheepish grin.

He sighed and adjusted his position to sit resting his head on headrest.

Tell me.. What you wanna ask? He asked. I too got up and sat.

I just said shall we talk! Not that I wanna ask! I said annoyed.

So we don't have anything to talk! Okay! Then I'm going to sleep! He said moving to lye down again. I gripped his arm.

Wait! Wait! I'll ask! I said. He resumed and looked at me.

Hmm ask! He said. I don't know what to ask him now! I didn't think before waking him.

Uhmm.. Did.. Did you have crush on anyone? Or did.. Did you have a past? I asked the stupid question without thinking twice. He frowned

Seriously my dumb brain! Can't you make a good question to ask him?

Why are you asking this? Are you planning to make my crush or ex to marry me if I say yes so that you can leave me freely? He said with a frown. Now I frowned! Why he thinking like this!

So you're having crush and ex! Isn't it? I asked him with a deep frown.

Why are you asking this now?? He asked again.

Just.. Just out of curiosity.. Why can't I know this? I'm your wife! I whined. He tried to suppress the smile which threatened to appear on his face.

What if I say I had? He asked me with a smirk. Sudden jealousy rushed towards me with full force.

Who's she? I asked tried to sound normal.

I had one crush in my college! But not any serious relationships.. Even she didn't know about that I had a crush on her! I didn't even talk with her. For her, I'm a total stranger. He said.

Her name? I asked little bit sad thinking about he had a crush🙄

Nivetha.. He said with a smile thinking something.

Is she pretty? I asked him.

Yeah.. He said not looking at me.

I.. I.. I'm sleepy. Good.. Good night! My voice break little. I tried to lye down but he stopped me by holding my wrist.

Why are you sad? What happened? He asked me like a innocent child.

Why are you asking me? Go continue your dream with your sweet Nivetha! I said with a frown and pouted.

Huh? He saw me confused then grinned. Don't tell me that you're jealous? He asked me with a smirk.

The nerve of this man!

No! Why the hell I'm jealous? I'm just being friendly.. Tell me which wife allow her husband to dream of his stupid crush! But here I'm! Isn't it? I said gritting my teeth😬

He laughed like a crazy man😂 like I said most funniest thing in the world.

Why are you laughing? Are you gone crazy thinking about your crush? I asked him with much annoyance!

You're looking so cute when you're jealous! See your nose is flaring and your eyes are fuming😂😂 so cute.. He said. I instantly blushed at his words but thinking about why I'm angry makes my anger come again.

Don't you dare laugh at me! I'm sleepy.. Very bad night! And ghosty dreams.. I mean Nivetha dreams..😏 I twisted my lips with a sarcastic laugh.

Oh my god! Kanns don't be like this.. I can't control laughing!😂 See you're the one who's so curious about my crush. So I just shared with you! And trust me, she's not as beautiful as you and she didn't made my heart and brain a mess. She didn't even made me vulnerable when she leave me. She didn't made me to think a future with her. But you made! You made everything.. You are the one who rules my mind and heart without my control.. And Good night, sweet dreams.. I mean dream about me😉 He said and lye down. My stupid heart beats wildly at his simple words. He got up and sat with a jerk like he remembered something.

I want to ask you one thing. He said.

What? I asked puzzled.

Who else know about your reason? I mean, you said that you told everything to me to Ammu. So she knows everything! And Ram too knows ryt? And who else knows about this? He asked.

Uhmm.. Maya, Jo, Pooja, Anni and Ram! I said biting my lower lip nervously.

What?😳 Almost everyone knows except me! Isn't it? He asked with disbelief. I smiled sheepishly😁.

Bad night for you! A very bad night with devilish dreams😒😒 He said irritatingly.

No my dreams are always about you so it's not devilish dreams but lovely dreams😉 And don't you dare dream about anyone but me! Mind it! Good night! Saying this, I slept ignoring his shocked looks.

The next day, I woke up finding the bed empty. I heard shower sound, so he's in washroom.

He came out within 5 mins. He stared me for a minute and went near mirror ruffling his head with a towel. I sighed and went to take bath.

After about 30 mins, I came out in a simple short chudi top and Patiala pant. Then I went to kitchen to prepare coffee for everyone.

At that time, he already sitting in sofa with coffee and newspaper in his hand. Mama and aththa is in their room as it's just past 7 in morning.

I started preparing 3 cups of coffee. At that time, aththa and mama came and had their coffee.

Then after that we had breakfast. Now time is almost past 1. I and aththa prepared lunch. During the whole time, he didn't talk with me. I thought after yesterday night that he'll talk with me a little but no! He went back to square one.

I arranged the plates and lunch on dining table to eat. He came from our room with a shirt and pant! Do he going somewhere?🙄

Kavin.. Are you going somewhere? Aththa asked the question which revolving in my mind.

Yes ma.. I'm going to pick up Maya! He said casually.

Maya? From where da? Aththa asked.

From her college only ma. Today is half working day for her and today is bus strike. I called her spontaneously. She told me. So I'm going to pick her from college. And moreover, she missed her sister too. So I informed to mama and mughil also. He said.

Going to see my little devil after almost one week makes me so excited and happy. I talked with her over phne till day before yesterday but yesterday and today, I didn't get time to talk with her because of the happenings.

Oh that's great da! Even I too missed her cute talks.. Be safe da. Aththa said. He nodded with a smile seeing me from the corner of his eyes.

He left after lunch. I waited patiently for almost ond hour. I rushed to the door when I heard a bike sound. I opened the door.

I was engulfed by a bone crushing hug by my little devil. She hugged me tightly kissing my cheeks.

I missed you so much akka! She said while parting from the hug. Her eyes is moistened.

I missed you too d little devil😘 I said pulling her cheeks in which she pouted.

She greeted Aththa and mama. After chit chatting with them for 10 minutes, we both headed to our room. Kavin sat and watched tv in hall giving us privacy.

So what the hell you thought yesterday while deciding to leave? She asked me with a frown.

How did she know?🙄 did kavin told her?🙄 but why????

TO BE CONTINUED!

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