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Kannamma's POV!

I closed my eyes accepting my fate! I'm going to marry Ram! He's going to tie the mangalyam around my neck in a moment. Fresh tears formed in my eyes.

*thud!

The drums and music went silent with the slap sound. I turned besides me where Ram stood up holding his cheeks and Pooja glaring him deadly.

He mumbled ammu! Did he know her before itself?

Pooja started accusing him badly and furiously. Then only I understood that the girlfriend he mentioned before is none other than Pooja!

Great! What a coincidence!

Then Ram tried to explain the whole thing that happened from his side. I sat there trying to take the whole information to my mind slowly and clearly. It was truly a lot to process at a time.

When he finished, Pooja looked at me with disbelief like asking me whatever he is saying is true or not. I just nodded my head for all the questions which running in her mind.

Then aththa sobbed knowing the reasons why Ram left India. I consoled her. I sighed.

Pooja looked perplexed not knowing what to do next. But I decided what had to happen now! I'm not going to marry Ram anyway that too after knowing that Pooja is his girlfriend and love!

I immediately went to pooja and asked her whether she is okay to forgive and marry Ram. I even murmured in her ears that the conditions which Ram told in order to marry him.

She looked at aththa and others. I know what she's thinking now. I asked her sternly saying not to think about anyone. She nodded with a sob after a little pause.

Immediately aththa got offended which is what I expected the most. I consoled and told her that I'm not going to marry Ram even if Pooja doesn't. She agreed helplessly.

Pooja went to her thatha and karthi mama asking for their acceptance. Kavin supported her. They said they'll agree only if my thatha and appa agreed.

I know about my father. His only concern is me and my happiness. Nothing is more important to him other than my smile.

But in thatha's case, I don't know what he'll do. I'm sure he loves me more than anything yet he's a old-fashioned man. He still beware of the society's point of view.

And as like I thought, my appa agreed and my thatha denied. He even asked did anyone guarantee about my marriage in future!

Little did he know that I'll be in peace if I remained unmarried till my life!

I sighed. I was about to talk with him when a familiar voice interrupted saying that his son will marry me. I turned and gasped seeing it was karthi mama who said this!

This can't be happening!!

Everyone gasped including Kavin. I prayed every god that he'll deny remembering my hurting words before. Even I can't sleep these days thinking about my words to him that day.

Your love is just attraction!

I'm sure he'll never accept if he remember my words or I hope so.

Everyone agreed immediately including thatha, appa, amma, everyone including kayal aththa.

Who can't? He's a perfect gentleman and a kind person whom any parent want as their son in law. And I know my parents are not an exception. I waited for his reaction. He kept his face blank.

Appa asked about my decision! He is the best always! But amma said that she'll talk with me. She dragged me to a corner. Savitri aththa, maya, anna and anni followed us with appa. I saw that he was dragged by karthi mama to another corner.

Amma.. What's happening here? Please don't tell me to accept this marriage with Kavin! I said as soon as we went to corner.

Kannamma.. I know what you're thinking right now. We don't have a choice than this now, do we? If you're not going to accept Kavin, then your thatha definitely will not let Ram marry Pooja and the worst is he'll make Ram to marry you. Do you want that? Amma said with hope in her eyes.

Amma! I can understand what you're saying is right. But that doesn't mean, I can marry anyone in the last minute. This is not a sales market and I'm definitely not a product to sell when a customer comes with a good price okay? I'm not going to marry him nor anyone now! I said stubbornly.

Kannamma! She yelled raising her hand with anger in her eyes.

Think before speak! You're talking like we're selling you to someone! What rubbish you're talking now? Haan? Amma said with hurt and tears brimming in her eyes.

God! I shouldn't have said those words! Nowadays, my mouth is influenced by sani, I guess.

Amma.. Please! I didn't mean it that way. I.. I.. Sorry ma. But I can't marry him. I.. I just can't. Please understand me.. I said in tears.

Kannamma.. Dear. I know. I know it's not easy for you to accept this. But you know right? Kavin is a good guy and a perfect gentleman whom any girl could dream of. I think he's best for you. And imagine Kayal anni is going to be your mother in law. She's so sweet. You'll be happy da. Believe me. You'll thank us later for this. She said.

Everything she said is ryt. I'll thank her later but she don't know they'll regret if they come to know about my problem and I don't want that!

Kanns.. Leave everything. Just answer me this. Why you accept Ram inspite of knowing everything about him? You didn't love him ryt? Then why did you accept? Anna asked me.

Oh god! I don't know he had this much brain! If he use this brain in his lectures, then every student of him will pass the exam!

Anna.. That. I paused and sighed. I.. I accept him just because you all believe that he is the one for me. And I thought that everything is his past so I don't think to worry about that. And I thought that we'll find love if we get married. Moreover I don't want to disappoint you all. And I don't want sanju to suffer in future. That's it.

I said calmly. Well, it's partly true and partly false. They seemed convinced with my answer.

Kannamma. I can understand what you're thinking and fearing. And it's right though. But I know about my anna. He'll never agree when he's not sure about what to do next. And if he agrees, then I swear he mean it! He never give fake promise. If he promise something, he'll never step back from it no matter what!

So I'm telling you that you can trust him as much as you trust your anna. Till now, I never thought that you'll be my anni. But right now, I'm so happy about this. I'm so lucky to have you as my anni. No my anna is lucky if you agree to marry him.

You know kanns, marriages are registered in heaven. We can't stop anyone from marrying their soul mate. I guess, you both are meant for each other just like me and your anna.

Just think, if ammu come just 2 minutes late, then what'd have happen? You'd have married him. Ryt? But what happened? Everything is already decided by god. We're just playing our roles. So just accept whatever happens! I swear you'll never regret later.

Anni said everything in a go. Amma nodded agreeingly.

Kannamma. I'm not going to force you into anything. If you're okay, we'll proceed further. And if you're not, then don't hesitate to tell me. I'll handle this! But I just want to tell my opinion. I think Kavin is good for you.

You said that you just agreed just because we believe that Ram is the one for you even though you know that Ram had a past and he'll take time to love you. So what I'm saying is, Kavin openly said that he didn't love pooja or anyone in front of everyone.

So there's a lot of possibilities are there that he'll love you in future rather than the possibilities of Ram to love you ryt? I didn't mean that this is like a maths problem to calculate who have more possibilities. I'm just trying to say that just trust us in this like you trust us in Ram's matter!

But above everything, you still don't want to marry Kavin means, I'm ready to be with your side.

Anna said seriously.

This is difficult than I thought!

My anna and anni didn't start their life just because of me. They deserve happiness! I want to give them that! But what do I do now?

And here my thatha will never let me unmarried from here! He sure either make me marry kavin or Ram no matter what.

Kannamma dear. Appa is here. Don't think about anything and anyone okay? I'm here. You can tell me your decision without hesitation. I want nothing but your happiness. Just tell me. Are you okay? He asked.

What do you think appa? Will you be happy if I marry him? I asked him.

What are you asking? I'm asking your deci.. He said but I cut him off in middle.

Just tell me pa. Will you be happy if I marry him? I asked him. He sighed.

Yes da. I'll be happy and not only me, everyone will be happy if you accept. But I don't care about that. I only care about you. We are all not going to live the life but you. We can tell anything now to make you agree. But the life is yours and who's gonna lead the life is you. So I want your decision. He said.

My mind was blank.

Appa. Can I talk to her for a minute? Maya asked turning everyone's attention on her. They all looked at her for a minute but nodded helplessly. She dragged me to some distance.

Kannamma! What the hell are you thinking right now? Why are you taking this much time to just agree? You're acting like they asked you to marry a robber or smuggler! You love him and he loves you. You tried to run away from him. But your destiny played otherwise. Just think it as your fate like anni said! And accept this. Kavin machan is best for you. She said in all seriousness.

Maya, you didn't understand. I don't want to marry him without telling him the truth. What he'll think if he got to know about this after our marriage. And the worst is I can't get a chance to tell him now! So I don't know what to do.. I said helplessly.

Kannamma. You're acting like you did some sin! It's not a sin to have some health problem okay? It's not your fault though! And imagine if you get this after your marriage means, what'll you do? Nowadays, these type of prob are common. If you're feeling this much guilty. Then just tell him after your marriage. Accepting or leaving you is his decision then. What say? And I'm cent percent sure, he'll never leave you just because of this problem! She said.

I swear, in this case, she's acting more mature than me. She's so good in handling things and making decisions.

Unaku ivlo ariva? En thangachiya ne?

(You're this much intelligent? Are you really my sister?)

I said with disbelief. She pulled her imaginary collar proudly. I chuckled.

So is this a yes? She asked me expectantly. I nodded.

Yes! I'm going to tell him as soon as I got the chance to talk with him. And later that, the decision is his! If he accept me, then I'll go to any extent to get treatment and will try my best to give him happiness.

But if he decided to leave, I'm not going to blame him and I'll accept with my whole heart and will leave him forever without disturbing his life a bit.

I made up my mind totally. I went to the place where my family is looking at us with anticipation and curiosity.

She agreed! Maya said proudly. Everyone looked at us with disbelief.

What? Is this true? My amma asked. I nodded.

What? Here, we're all literally pleading you to marry him for half an hour. Yet you refused. And you agreed in just minutes after talking with this kuttychaththan(little devil)! What she actually did? Something like black magic or what? My anna asked in disbelief.

Well, my dear brother. Yes, as I'm an angel, I did magic😉 she said with a wink.

Tell me d.. What you said to her that she agreed within 10 minutes? My anna pleaded her.

That's sister's secret. Why are you asking this much questions? You all want her to marry Kavin machan ryt? She agreed. Then what's your problem now? Maya said annoyed.

Blame myself for asking you this! 😏 You go d little devil! I'll find out by asking kannamma! Anna said twisting his lips.

Haha! As if she's gonna tell you! Maya said shrugging casually.

Leave them kannamma. Just tell me. Are you really okay? Appa asked. I nodded with a assuring smile.

I looked at amma. She turned other side in a swift moment. I know she's mad at me. I shouldn't have said those words. I should apologize her later.

We went to the mandap where everyone is standing. Karthi mama said that Kavin agreed. Even though I know that he'll agree, it surprised me. I looked at him for a second and so did he. Yet I averted my gaze immediately.

I don't know whether I should be happy or sad now. I don't have any courage to look into his eyes that too after crushing his heart into pieces by my words.

Then the priest said, that we have to wait for another 2 hours to get married. We all went to the wedding hall which we booked near the temple.

I saw Kavin, Kathir and Ram went to groom's room whereas I, pooja, maya and anni went to bride's room.

We sat in bed with a sigh. I looked at pooja who's staring me with a apologetic look.

Why are you looking at me like that? I asked her.

I'm sorry about all this! I really don't know that Raksh is your fiance. Otherwise this mess is not happened! She said.

No. It's not your fault. I'm really happy for you and one request, don't leave him easily! Make him pay for what he did. I said with a playful smirk. She reciprocated my smirk and nodded.

Kanns.. Do you... Don't you really love Kavin? I mean, don't say that you accepted just because of the sake of my wedding with Raksh and your family! She asked me doubtfully.

Who said like that? She loves Kavin machan more than anything in this world! Maya said before I could open my mouth to talk. I glared her. Pooja gasped hearing this but soon composed herself.

What? You love him? Anni asked with utter shock. I nodded biting my lower lip not knowing what to answer her.

Well, then my guess is ryt! So tell me then why you rejected Kavin when he proposer you! And talked like that on that day to Kavin and us? She asked thoughtfully.

What? He too loves you? And proposed you? When it happened? Anni asked disbelievingly.

God! Why are you getting shock again and again. Wait! I'll tell you what happened! Pooja said annoyed and told everything. Anni looked at me with o shape mouth.

Now answer me kanns! Pooja demanded answer from me ignoring the shock face of anni.

That.. I have my reasons. I said slowly lowering my head.

That's what I'm asking you! What the hell reasons that are? And why the hell you agreed to marry Raksh in spite of his ridiculous conditions? She asked me in little high pitch with frustration.

No use in hiding from her kanns. Just tell her. However, you're going to tell to Kavin machan and about Ram machan, he already know this. So just tell her. Moreover, she's close with kavin machan. So she can guess what'll be his reaction may be after knowing this! Maya suggested. She's right though.

I told them everything from the beginning to end. She listened everything keenly. She looked at me like I gone crazy after I told her everything.

Are you crazy or what? You know what you're the most dumbest person in this world! Just because of this reason, you acted like a total dunce to him! You should had tell him about this before jumping into a conclusion! You know, how he became after your rejection. The words you said that his love is just attraction literally killed him. You have no idea of how much hurt you caused him!

God! Kannamma.. If you told me earlier, I would have slapped some sense into your little brain! There are so many advanced treatment are there.. And if it doesn't work also, you can adopt a child ryt? Why didn't you think in this way? And the worst is you didn't even thought to tell him about this.. Great! Hats off for your indecisiveness!

She said in the most annoying tone. She's right in every way. I should have told him about this before doing all this. Now how can I change that! I lowered my head with guilt.

I'm sorry. I'm a stupid. I want to tell him about all this now. But how? I asked her in a low voice.

Just leave it for now. You can tell him after your marriage. I'm sure he's not a jerk to leave you for this. He loves you. He want you but nothing else. Just relax. And did Raksh know all these? She asked.

Then only I remembered that they three were together. So he could have tell him ryt?

God! I don't want him to tell. I want to tell him everything personally and I have to apologize him for my stupid words.

I immediately called Ram and made him promise to not tell to anyone especially Kavin about everything. He promised me. I cut the call and sighed in relief.

Oh my god! I can't believe all this! Here, me and your anna didn't even know a bit about this! Great! Anni said with disbelief.

Anni.. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hide this all. The situations made me like this. And you're regretting now isn't it? I said slowly in which the latter part came as a whisper.

Regretting? Me? For what? She asked me perplexed.

Asking me to marry your brother.. I said slowly.

What the hell kanns! Why are you talking like this even after hearing Pooja's words? Kanns! Having baby or not is God's decision. I saw many people who're healthy but can't able to get pregnant and unhealthy persons who gets pregnant immediately. It's all depends on our fate and karma! I'm sure, you'll be happy in your life as you didn't do any wrong to anyone! In fact, I'm happier than before now as my anna is going to marry his love of life! She said and hugged me.

Thanks anni. And anni please don't tell this to anyone including anna. They'll get worry. And anna will literally never talk to me for hiding this from him. Please. I pleaded. She nodded.

And Thanks to you Pooja! But please don't tell anything by yourself to Kavin. I'll tell him by myself okay? I asked she nodded.

Is everything okay? Can we join you? Savitri aththa asked while entering the room with amma.

Of course aththa! Come come.. I said. Amma didn't spare a glance at me.

They both entered and sat in bed with us.

Amma.. I called her. She turned other side.

Amma please. I'm really sorry! I didn't mean it! I said with a pout. She didn't look at me.

Amma.. If you're like this, then I'm not gonna marry him! Cancel the marriage. I said with a pout.

She immediately looked at me. I used this chance and hugged her tightly. Tears brimmed in my eyes. I kept on chanting sorry. She consoled me by patting my back.

It's okay da.. Leave it. Kannamma.. See, don't cry dear. I'm your Amma. No matter how many times you hurt me, I'll always be with you. You know that. I may scold you and being strict with you but I love you more than anything! I was just hurt because you never talked with me like that. So.. Just leave it. I'm here na.. Smile now! She said comforting me. I smiled. She too smiled and kissed my cheeks and said that's my girl!

Sobhaa.. Mudila unga amma ponnu paasam. En kanne kalanguthu!

(God.. can't able to tolerate your mom daughter love.. Even my eyes are tearing!)

Maya said teasingly in which amma patted her head.

Haan.. Maya. I want to ask you something! What you said to kannamma earlier that she accepted for marriage within minutes? Amma asked curiously.

Argh! Why can't you all just drop this and proceed the further things! I just told her that kayal aththa cooking is tasty so if she marry him means, she can get rid of your boring cooking! and she agreed without second thought. That's it! she said with a teasing smirk.

You little! Let's see when you come and pleading me to make your favorite briyani! Amma said glaring her.

I know how to butter you in that time!😉 You're my best mom, you know ryt? She said.

Haan.. Han.. I'm not a child to melt for your butterings okay? Amma said.

You know mom, appa said that you're looking stunning in your wedding. Is it true? She asked diverting amma.

Smart devil!

Is it? Did he said that really? Amma asked with a blush.

How cute!

Yes mom! Tell me what color saree and accessories you wore that day? She asked and mom started talking about her marriage dreamily.

Pooja! I.. I want to ask you one thing! Savitri aththa asked. Pooja nodded.

Sanju.. I mean, Will you take care of sanju if you marry Ram? I know it's not right time to ask you this. But I badly want to ask you about her. She didn't have mom and dad. And we are growing old, we can't take care of her for long time. So.. Aththa said hesitantly. But pooja cut her off in middle.

Aththa.. I know.. I know everything. Don't worry, I know the feel of growing up without parents more than anyone of you. I'll never do that to a child. And who said that sanju don't have mom and dad? She is my baby from now on. She had me and Raksh! So don't worry! No matter how many children I have in future, she's my first! Pooja said assuringly. Aththa smiled with happy tears and hugged her immediately saying thanks.

I'm sorry for everything kannamma. I know my sorry can't fix anything yet I'm really sorry! Aththa said to me in tears.

Aththa it's okay! See, I'm alright with everything! Don't worry please! I said consoling her.

Yes yes! Don't worry aththa! My akka is escaped from your stupid son. So don't worry about her instead pity about pooja ka that she's gonna marry him. Oh god! I pity you akka! Maya said dramatically in which she earned a punch from amma on her head. Pooja chuckled.

She's right though! Pooja said with a chuckle in which my aththa pouted.

Nobody is on my son's side! Poor him! She said and paused. But I too pity you Pooja! She said and we all burst into laughter.

Then amma and aththa wore some jewellery on Pooja. They put more flowers on her head. Anni helped them.

We both brought to mandap. I sat besides Kavin and Pooja sat besides Ram. Even though, I cleared my mind now, I can't see his face as guilt eating me from inside for my words.

Getti melam.. Getti melam! The priest said and he tied the mangalyam around my neck! He put vermillion on my forehead. I looked at him for a second and so did he. Then I lowered my head immediately.

I'm officially married to him!❤ Mrs.Kannamma Kavin🙈🙈! God! How good this sounds!😍🙈

Then after that, we took pics. During the whole time, he purposely making eye contact with me. He's somewhat different. He definitely knows something.

God! How can I forget that I agreed loving him to Kathir! He definitely should have told him about that! So that's why he's happy now!

Kannamma! Make fast to tell him about everything!

Then after that, we ate lunch. He bite my fingers and winked at me. God! That dimple! He's truly adorable😍! But again guilt inside didn't made me to enjoy the moment!

Then after that, we went to home. Maya made him give her the ring. I noticed that Kavin snatched ring from Kathir. Poor kathir!🤭

I mentally noted to tell maya give him back his ring.

After that, anni gave us milk and banana. Then after that, neither of us talked. I waited for the time when we get some privacy!

Then amma and anni asked me to come and freshen up. I awkwardly went with them. I freshen up and anni helped me to drape saree. There are plenty of times, I wore this till I don't know how to drape ot exactly!

Then amma handed me milk and said some instructions like bow on his feet first, don't talk to him rudely, be good to him.. Like that. I didn't heard anything as my thoughts are only about how to apologize him.

I entered and he stared me intently. I first gave him the milk. He put that in side table. I bowed to touch his feet as per my amma's order. He startled and jumped on bed. I chuckled at his cute face which he made.

He saw me astonished. Then I muttered up the courage to tell him about everything. He cleared his throat making me look at him.

He stared me intently like piercing me. I looked at his eyes awkwardly. He came forward while staring me. I took the step backwards.

He came forward until I hit the bed yet he didn't stop and continued to came near me. There's no gap between us as if he move a bit, we'll be kissing. I blushed at the thought. He just stared me.

God! What he's doing now?

I stumbled and my back hit the bed in the attempt to move backwards. He leaned on me but didn't touch. But already the enough heat radiated between us. My heart beats faster than bullet train. My throat went dry because of our close proximity.

Ka.. Kavin.. I tried to be call him but it come out like whisper that too in a husky voice. Dammit!

His eyes darkened and his stare intensified. His eyes scanned my face.

He looked at my lips at last. He leaned more close...

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