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Kannamma's POV!

After that day in our native temple, we roamed kutralam and kanyakumari. Later that, we finally decided to come to Chennai. Pooja also went to London and she'll come back in 2 weeks because of her thatha's order.

Kathir put a fullstop for his lies towards his manager. He is truly crazy!

Today is Anna's reception! I got ready and we all went to reception hall. I and Maya went to bride's room to help anni. After talking with her, we came outside and that's when we spot Kavin and kathir.

Kavin is in his coat suit looking killingly handsome! He smiled at us. We both went near them. As soon as we reached them, Maya voiced my thought about kavin's looks. He too complimented her. I mentally twisted my lips at them.

Then I and kathir shared our compliments. After that, we got busy in other works.

I went to bride's room to take kerchief and I spotted Kavin there. He's talking with someone with so much seriousness. I wonder who could it be!

I asked him yet he said that was his client. I didn't ask him anything and left.

Then the reception function completed. Everyone got ready to leave. I went to bride's room to take my mobile. At that time, Kavin entered.

He said he want to talk with me. I asked him what happened. Finally he said that demon called and how he attended it. I suddenly felt so weak hearing his name. The images of him in my past came back to me.

My eyes pooled up immediately. He suddenly hugged me genuinely. I first stiffened but right now, I needed this hug! I hugged him tightly and sobbed. He consoled me by soothing words.

I calmed after some time and get separated from him. I apologized for wetting his shirt. He chuckled for that. Kathir came at that time. I felt so shy suddenly and literally ran from there.

After that, the days passed. I joined in my office again. Kavin, pooja and kathir visited us once when she came back here.

At that time, I was in my room sleeping peacefully with Maya. When amma called, we both thought that she's calling us for coffee. But the trio sitting in hall shocked me.

OMG! Now I want to get swallowed by the earth! I'm a total mess now! Surely, now I'm looking like a monster!!

Pooja came and hugged me saying that she missed us. Then we all chit chatted. During whole time, Kavin stole glances of me and me too did the same.
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Everything went so fast. It's true that Time flies when we needed it go slow. Now it has been more than 2 months had passed.

In these two months, Kavin Pooja and Kathir visited us often. Anni also mingled with us totally. Anna and anni are truly made for each other.

Today is Saturday, I'm going to hospital because of my irregular periods. Maya went to her friend's home for group study for her upcoming university exams.

Actually, I'm in no mood to go anywhere today as I'm having bad vibes from the morning which I don't know why.

But amma and anni forced me to go to hospital for this as it's not a simple thing to ignore. So I'm on my way to hospital.

My mobile started ringing, I took it and it's from Kavin!

Why he's calling me now?

I attended it, he asked me where I'm and said that he wants to talk with me and asked me to come to abc park on 11.30. I quickly agreed and hung up.

Now time is just 10. I went to hospital. Doctor asked me some questions about my menstrual cycle. I answered her calmly. She looked at me like a weird one. Probably because of my body weight! Ugh!

I'm sure she'll advice me to loss weight!

She asked me to do scan. And that too today itself!

Geez! I hate this day already!

I went to lab for scan. There are so many girls and women are there. There are mostly pregnant women. They came along with their husband or parents. It looks so adorable.

Automatically my mind imagined the scene in which I came here with a baby bump along with him. I blushed at my own thought.

Kannamma! Nowadays you're thinking too much 🙈!

Then I entered the lab, The technician applied the warm gel on my lower abdomen and started rubbing with the ultrasound transducer. He said something to the other technician who's typing and noting what he's saying.

Then they handed me tissues to clean myself and asked me to wait till the reports get ready.

I hated this sticky-sticky sensation on my stomach! Argh!!!

I waited outside, I checked the time for every 5 minutes. I felt totally bored. I surfed insta and fb in my mobile to kill time but all in vain. Time is crawling slowly like snail now.

Kannamma! Someone called me which made to come out of my thoughts.

I quickly stood up and collected my reports and went inside the room where the doctor is.

She examined the reports keenly and looked at me from top to toe with a knowing look. She cleared her throat before she speak. I looked at her curiously.

See Mrs.Kannamma, you're having PCOS, Polycystic ovarian syndrome. So only, your periods is irregular. It's not a simple problem but quite complicated now. It's a hormonal disease. We need to do some blood test to know about your hormone levels.

And seeing you, I have to say that you're over weight! So if you don't loss your weight, it will cause serious problems in this condition. Obesity is also one of the causes for this. It will also leads to diabetes, heart disease like conditions.

So when you get time, come here and do blood tests which I prescribe. Until then, don't take medicine. Don't eat oily foods and be in diet to loss weight. Am I clear? You can ask me your doubts!

She said in a go. I was blank!

Nothing goes inside my head.. Pcos? What's this? Is this serious?

Mam.. Is this so serious? I mean, what's the actual problem? I stammered as words got lost in my throat.

What are you even asking? Everyone know about this nowadays! Okay.. Let me tell you clearly. It's nothing life threatening condition but it's one of the infertility conditions. We can treat this. But can't cure. It will be only 20% possibilities to get pregnant with pcos. Okay? Uhmm.. It's my time to go rounds. So I'll talk with you later. Come when you have time and do these tests. Take care.

She said and left after handing me the reports.

I was numb! Infertility? So I can't give birth? And it can't be cured?

Tears started pooled up in my eyes😢. I came outside with a heavy heart clutching the reports tightly to my chest like preventing my heart from jumping out of my chest. I saw one couple who are pregnant coming out from the hospital.

I felt so vulnerable. I can't explain what's going on inside my head. It was.. It was heartbreaking💔.. I walked to the parking lot like a corpse.

Thankfully, it was empty. I broke down there itself. I cried my heart out. My dream of having kids destroyed in a minute! And thinking about him.. What I'm going to do? I didn't expect this in my whole life!

In my opinion, A women can become complete when she becomes a mother. But in my case, I can't! Why is this happening to me😭!

I checked time in my watch. It's already quarter past 11. And he asked me to come to park in 15 minutes. I looked at the watch. It was given by him. I took it from my wrist.

It reminds me of him. I placed it near my heart and cried thinking about him. I'm not deserving him.. He deserves better.

I deserve no one! I don't want to marry anyone! I want to be alone for the rest of my life! Yes! I'll be single forever. I don't want to get married when I can't able to give birth to a child.

I made up my mind and stood up putting the watch on my wrist quickly. It loosened little. I didn't care and went to the park to know why he called me. I parked my scooty putting the reports inside the seat.

Could it be because of that demon? Is he find something?

I sighed and went inside the park. He's already there with a nervous smile and red rose.

Rose? Huh? Why's that?

I went near him and asked him why he called me to come here. He asked me to keep quite without interrupting. I nodded.

It didn't give me good vibes though!

He proposed me! God!!! Why he have to propose me today of all days?😭💔

I can't accept him! My heart sink hearing his words. No girl can refuse his proposal but me.. I know I'm going to crush his heart into pieces but I have no choice.

If I said the truth, he may accept me now. But in future, he'll surely regret! I don't want that. He deserves to be happy with a cute family!.. And it hitted me like hell when I understand that it's not from me..

Bitter or sweet, I have to accept this and made him to live in peace. I'll go to any extent to make him happy with a family for himself that I don't even care if he have to hate me.

No.. I don't love you Kavin.. I.. I don't want to see you here after.. I.. I'm leaving.. I said while killing myself from inside.

I didn't stand there the next second and literally ran outside with tears. I quickly started my scooty to my home to get relaxed.

Now, I just want to hug my pillows and cry my heart out.

I went to home. Everyone were talking happily until I see them. They became quite and murmuring to themselves like fighting to who can start the convo.

Kannamma.. We want to talk with you.. Anna said. I'm in no mood to talk right now. But their faces are all serious.

Is it important? I asked them. They nodded.

Why are you looking pale da? Did you cry? Appa asked me.

He's the one who can tell my mood just by seeing my face. He's always best. I just want to hug him and pour my heart now. Yet I don't want to worry him.

No pa... I'm little tired. Yesterday is friday na, So work is heavy. And I didn't sleep well last night. That's why pa. Don't worry. So tell me what's the important matter? I asked thinking what it might be.

Is anni pregnant? This is the first thought came in my mind. May be because I see many pregnant women today. My whole body went weak thinking what happened in hospital..

Let's forget that for now kannamma!

Uhmm.. Come sit here! Amma said. I sat on sofa. They sat in front of me.

Kanns.. Savitri aththa called and asked your hand for her son Ramakrishna. Amma said made me rooted on my spot.

No ma. Not today.. Please😫🙏🙏.

What? Didn't he in abroad? I asked in disbelief.

Yes. But he came here before a week. Your aththai is concerned about sanju's life so she made a hunger strike to made him come. He came and she asked him to marry you. He agreed. We just want to ask your opinion.. Are you okay? I know you love your aththa and sanju so much. But I just want to clear that you didn't love anyone ryt? Appa said calmly.

Appa.. That.. I said but cut off by amma.

Kannamma.. You don't have to tell now itself okay? You can tell us later. Take your own time. And just tell now if you really love someone? Amma said so calm.

I didn't expect this from her!

Though they are asking calmly, I can see the restless condition in their eyes.

N... No.. I don't love anyone. I said crushing my conscience.

They all let out a sigh of relief. My mobile started ringing. It's Kavin. I cut the call immediately. I went to my room slowly getting up from the sofa.

I entered the washroom after placing the reports in the locker of my cupboard. I cried splashing the water on my face again and again. My mobile started ringing again and again.

Being annoyed, I took my mobile. It shows Kayal aththa number. And there was number of missed calls and WhatsApp texts from him.

Why she's calling me?

Could it be him?

I attended the call and immediately heard her voice.

So it's not him! Thank god!

She asked me to give the mobile to anni as anni's mobile is not reachable and Anna's mobile is switched off.

I was about to enter their room to give the mobile but stopped hearing my name in anna-anni convo. I quickly hung up the call after telling her I'll call her later.

Do you think kannamma will agree to marry ram? Anni asked anna.

Yup.. She will! Anna said.

What if she don't? Anni asked.

I don't think so.. Anna said. Anni just hummed. They both became silent for minutes and when I about to leave..

Mughil!! See this.. It's very cute ryt? I'm going to weave one cute sweater like this for our babys in future. Anni said showing something in newspaper.

I know.. I'm sorry.. I'm making you suffer for my selfish reasons.. I'm such a terrible husband isn't it? Anna hugged anni.

No.. You're the best husband as well as brother in the world.. Well not THE best brother but one of the best as THE best is my anna..

And It's not selfish.. Don't say like that.. Any good brother will think like this only.. You thought you have to settle at least one of your sisters before starting a family. It's not a sin. I can totally understand that. I just get excited by seeing this baby sweater!

Besides, what important is you love me.. That's more than enough for me.. And Kannamma is also like a sister for me.. So I can wait till my sister gets settled. Saying this anni hugged him back.

Wait what?😳 did they didn't start their life just because of me? Oh my god!!! This is not happening...

I came out of the room and went outside grabbing my purse and keys.

I just want to be alone right now! I went to the nearby park. As it's afternoon, the park will be empty.

I parked my scooty and entered inside. I sat in one of the benches under the shadow of tree which is quite isolated. I rested my head on backside closing my eyes. My mobile again ringing.

It's Kavin! Why he didn't give up already?

It went off automatically and again started ringing.

God!!! Why is he like this?

But this time, it's Pooja! What she wants? No I'm in no mood to talk with anyone. I put my mobile in silent mode.

I closed my eyes and rested my head on bench.

Suddenly someone placed the cloth on my nose.. It's suffocating me.. I struggled and tried to open my eyes. But all in vain. The hold went stronger and I felt suffocated more and more.

Within few seconds, I opened my eyes finally but it gets blurred immediately making me to close my eyes again. That's it! I felt my whole body went numb!

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ALERT! WARNING⚠ SWEAR WORDS AND HORRIBLE SCENES!
MATURE CONTENT 🚫🔞

I opened my eyes with a pricking pain in my head when someone slapped me hard on my cheeks.

I was tied up. The vision is little blurry yet I can say it's some old home. I heard a laughing sound. I turned to the side.

One silhouette was standing there. I blinked my eyes to get better vision.

It's him!😧 the last person I expected to see..

Rakesh.. I mumbled..

He laughed evilly.

Yes it's me dear! Your darling Rakesh only! Did you think that I'll leave you easily? Nooo.. Never.. I waited.. I waited for the perfect timing to snatch you.. To kill you.. But it takes too long ryt? But what to do.. It's all because of your stupid boyfriend! He made the case double strong and pressurized the police officers to search me.. Thank god! I have people there.. So I got the informations shortly and escaped in the neck moments.. Okay okay.. Enough of my stories... Now let me do what I want.. Saying this, he came near me laughing evilly.

My whole body went weak.. I sweated profusely.. I became parched. I had difficulty in breathing.. My heart beat raised.. My mind went blank..

Just stare him at his eyes intently with all your anger. Don't lower you head in fear or disgust. And more importantly don't show him even a bit of your fear. And just dial 100 with your mobile without his notice.

I remembered his words suddenly. He's indeed right. I shouldn't be afraid now. I have to face him.

Where's my phne?

I searched my mobile and find it in my jean pocket. I tried to take that without his notice.

I mustered up the courage. I looked straight at his eyes with all my anger.

He jerked seeing my furious eyes.

Voah.. What happened to my frightened cat? Why are you glaring me like going to burn me with your eyes.. Do you think yourself as kannagi? To burn me with eyes? He said. I didn't divert my eyes. He turned other side not able to see my eyes.

I used this chance to dial 100. But no I can't able to dial as because he tied my hands. I tried to touch the contacts.. But I touched somewhere and it slipped from my hand.

He turned to me. Yet I looked at him in his eyes. He raised his brow.

Why are you glaring me? You fatty bitch! He barked.

Why can't I? Is it bothering you? I asked boldly.

Voah... You became bold isn't it? Is this all because of your boyfriend ryt? He asked me.

Just shut up! You don't have the rights to even talk about him! I said.

Is it so? You even have the guts to oppose me... Just go to hell you bitch! He said taking gun from his pocket.

I suddenly remembered the watch.. Safety watch! I didn't took off it from my wrist till now. I searched it, but it's not in my wrist.

Hell! Where is it? Did I missed it? God!! I'm going to die!!

May my soul rest in peace..

But the thought of dying gives me unknown strength and confidence to face him..

I'm going to die anyway.. Why not face it boldly?

Yeah.. I'm going.. Hell is way better than you.. Because it doesn't seems to resemble the filthy face of yours and the foul smell of your mouth! I said sarcastically.. He was indeed surprised by my comeback.. Even me too.

Ohh.. Is it so? You're hating me more than hell.. So I'm not going to kill you.. I'm going to enjoy you for now.. Let me taste you! He said while licking his lips in a most disgusting way eyeing meme.

Hell! It Backfired! My stupid mouth😣!

Wait! Don't.. Why are you doing this? Why are you doing this to every innocent girls? What the hell we did to you that you're torturing us like this? Why? Why you see every girls like a thing! Didn't your mother is also a girl? And to the top of it, you're a professor! Why are you doing this? I blurted out my thoughts.

He stopped from coming near me. He thought for a second. His face changed to somewhat depressed.

Innocent? Girls?? He laughed bitterly..

No! Girls are not innocent they're all bitches! Bloody bitches! And what you said? My mom? Hahaha.. She's the number one bitch! I hate women!

You know what? My mom is a prostitute! I don't know about who's my father till now. I was grown up in the prostitution home by the head of my mom. She didn't cared me. She's busy pleasuring other men while I struggled and suffered in that place.

I was like a slave there! They did one good to me that is they send me to school! But you know what when I'm just 12 years old. My mom's friends started harassing me. They sexually harassed me!

I was molested since 12 years of my age! No one came to rescue me. They threatened me not to tell anyone. No one knows about this! Yet I made male frnds there who came there for pleasure. They taught me about women.

I got freed from there when I turned 18! I started to make my own living. I did a part time job and studied. I got a job.

My frnds taught me what women are and what they are for! They're all bitches! So I determined to punish each and every women who looks innocent.

I kidnapped every girl who started to cheat men by the name of love.. Whenever I saw a girl committed, that's when I kill her. But your poor frnd chandrika died pitifully.. And now it's your turn!😈

He said everything in a go and laughed seeing me. I can understand his childhood is horrible that I can't even able to imagine his pain.. But what he's doing is more horrible than that..

I know it's all because of the so-called friends' influence. They influenced him since his childhood for their pleasure.. Yuck! I felt like vomiting hearing all this.

He came near me and tried to kiss me..

Noo.... Noooooo!!!!!

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