"Im sorry" New said pushing him aside and Shine became confused again. New was always being cold and warm with him and he didn't understand why, why was this man like this? Was he playing around with him?
"Why are you sorry? What did you done now ? Why are you like this ? One second you like me , next second you dislike me . Why are you doing this? " Shine said pushing him slightly. "Ah, I get it, so you think if I'm an actor and you are the CEO you can play around with me. What do you think an actor is ? Huh? Do you see me as an easy person? Do you think you are a God because you are the CEO? I might be an actor, I might not be as powerful as you , but I have a heart too , I'm not a wore that you can fuck around  wherever you want and push aside when you get bored." Shine added his eyes getting wet. He did his best trying to understand this man but everything has a limit and he just felt like he reached his limits.

Seeing Shine almost crying, New felt like crying too ,but he didn't understand why . Was it because he was drunk right now and he mistook Shine as his Boyfriend? No , it was not like that. It was true that Shine and his boyfriend were looking same but it was not like that. He always cared for this guy somehow. Maybe because he saw his boyfriend dieing in front of him, he was always getting worried wherever Shine was not there but it was not because he saw him as his past boyfriend ,it was because he was afraid of loosing him.

"I'm sorry" he said hugging him "I'm sorry for making you feel like that , I'm sorry.  I never played with you ,I never thought low about you so I'm sorry for making you confused. " He added patting his head and Shine froze not knowing how to react .

There was a saying "when a man gets older he gets clever" but New felt like older he got , fullish he became . He needed to get far away from that boy if he didn't want to suffer again but he didn't understand,why ? why did he fell like he can't breath when that guy wasn't around? Why did his heart hurt so much when he saw tears in his eyes?