"You are back ..." Shine said worried getting up from the sofa . In the beginning he thought that New was overreacting but the day almost passed completely and he didn't come back until now . He tried to call him but New didn't answer and now he is back but he looks like he is drunk.
"I'm back.. " New answered flustered staggering around. It was feeling like he was finally home , back to his lover, back to his mom , back to the time when he was happy. Seeing Shine in front of him New smiled tenderly, a smile that Shine never seen before.

"Baby I'm home " New said hugging Shine who got startled. His mind started to churn at the word baby and at the voice New made , a voice that he never heard before. "Please stay with me , please don't go , let's stay together forever" New continued talking while hugging Shine tight, sobbing on his shoulder and Shine hugged him back . He didn't understand why was New crying so much, why was he so tender suddenly when in the morning was so harsh with him. Why was he so changed ? What made him cry so much.
"I'm not going anywhere, I'll stay by your side forever " Shine said patting his head slowly trying to make him stop overthinking.
"Let's make our dreams come true ,ok? Let's make our parents proud of us ok ? Don't go anywhere ok baby ? Let's be together forever . We will build a hospital, we will become the best doctors, we will..." New said crying terrified grabbing Shine's face then   stopped in his tracks suddenly. He came back to reality.

Seeing Shine in front of him he didn't understand for a moment that this guy was not his lover, his lover died more then 400 years ago . He was just a boy who was having his lover's face. His behavior was completely different. While his lover was a shy, strong , clever boy, this one had nothing to do with shyness and he was bold and crazy. Their personalities were completely different.

"I'm sorry.." New said letting go of Shine who was looking troubled. New became the cold person he knew, again and he didn't understand what happened just a moment ago .