Okay so about two-ish months ago I started learning magick and how to become a witch. (I still haven't figured out what kind of witch I am, a wiccan, white, green, storm witch, I'M SO EXCITED THO)

Anyway, I started to try and find my witch name and match it to my path life number aka my magickal number which is decided by your birthday. So you get your number and then choose a name that means something to you (including colours, important people, animals, planets, elements etc) and when it matches your life path number and you feel connected to it then that's your witch name.

So I went through a bunch and I kinda stuck to the first name Eris, which was how I used to pronounce my name (cause it's Erick-Louise and I used to just mush it together) which is also a dwarf planet similar to Pluto which is coincidentally the ruling planet of Scorpios, which I am, so it was kinda perfect.

The second name was really hard and it took me an hour because I was kinda avoiding the name that was screaming at me to be picked so I just decided to just go with it: Merlin. 

YA'LL KNOW MY ASS IS OBSESSED WITH MERLIN AND ARTHURIAN LEGEND! LIKE MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND manufrxcture CALLS ME MERLIN! AND GUESS FUCKING WHAT!?

It matched my life path number.

It

Fucking

Matched

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So I was gonna stick with that. BUT THEN THIS FUCKED UP THING HAPPENED AND I HAVEN'T BEEN THIS SCARED SINCE I SAW SPIRITS IN MY OLD HAUNTED HOUSE!

Okay I'll explain:

So when I was working this wiccan chic comes in with a baby girl and a toddler/childesque boy (now that I'm learning magick I can just tell other magic people) and the boy is just really annoying like his face looked like he was in constant terror and he would just yell at random intervals and it was fuckin freaky and the baby girl was crying constantly. Anyway the chic orders and tries to shut up the girl so I grab her order and bring it out to her to be nice, and the boy just looks at me and STOPS YELLING AND HIS FACE GOES BLANK AND HE JUST STARES! So I try to ignore him and I give the order and he just fuckin says "Why do you wanna be merlin?" And I fuckin SHAT MYSELF! AND I JUST LOOKED AT THE MUM AND SHE JUST LOOKS AT ME LIKE SHE'S S T U D Y I N G ME AND I WAS LIKE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE!

So um, I don't know whether he meant it as a bad thing or not, but I don't know if I should risk it.

I genuinely need advice so imma tag my boos!

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