Lisa's POV

"This is such a huge mess. I mean, why do they have to take our phones?" Jennie unnie pouted and I can't help but sigh. It's been a week and this is stressing out not only me but the rest of the girls.

I know these measures were placed because of me, because of the news about Sejeong.

Our company knows about my relationship with Jungkook and I understood why they had been so conscious about the news. Of course, they probably knew about Sejeong too.

What's I am most conscious about is Jungkook. He's probably worried about me.

Most of all, I miss him. I fucking miss him it hurts me that I can't even tell him that I was okay, that he has nothing to worry about.

It stresses me that another day passes and I can't even get a hold of him. Even our managers are not lending us their phones.

Jungkook, I have memorized how he thinks. He'd be so worried and will think of how I was doing to the point that he's going to do a lot of stupid things. Yep, all because of me.

My eyes scanned the room before me. Everyone was so busy while me and the rest of the girls were almost sprawled on the couch trying to bully each other to past out time.

Right now, we just ended the set for Stage K and all of us are just waiting in our designated room for any final instructions if we still need to film anything.

I'm okay Kook...

I wanted him to know that. I want him to stop worrying and just enjoy their concert. Knowing him, he's probably pestering his hyungs to find a way and contact me. Stupid enough, I actually forgot to ask when he will be coming back.

"Lisa, someone's looking for you..." I turned a little when I heard one of our managers calling for my name. I shifted from my seat and follow his line of sight and there she is, in all her glory, Kim Sejeong smugly glaring at my direction while she stands outside of our room.

My eyes landed on my members.

"I don't feel good about this," Jennie unnie answered.

"I hate to admit this but I think this is not a good idea," Chaeyoung added. I glanced at Jisoo unnie for support but even her looked conflicted.

If I don't go outside and face her, I would look very rude. Plus, she's standing right outside the room. People passing by will start to notice her. She's an idol too for Pete's sake!

Plus, the news about her supposed miscarriage just came out so all attention is still on her. People who see her talking to me will start thinking things too.

I grunted internally before I stood up, a long sigh escaping my lips.

I hope this girl doesn't add another bullshit to her bull list coz in all honesty, I'm getting tired of all these dramas. She's doing these all because of a guy, a guy who's no longer hers... a guy who deserves so much more...

The guy I have fallen in love with...

Gathering all the strength I can muster, I let my feet drag me towards her.

I wish something comes up, like someone from the crew calling us for some last-minute shoot or something.

But luck isn't with me coz I found myself standing in front of her, the smug look on her face earlier now gone.

I wanted to raise my eyebrow but I stopped myself. Why does she look like she was in front of thousands of people when she was literally glaring at me from afar earlier.

"So, you need something?" I asked timidly. As much as I don't want to deal with her bullshits right now, I need to end this once and for all. She had been bothering me for quite some time now.

She looked at me seriously, my hands were balled into a fist.

Why am I feeling so nervous?

"You were avoiding me. I was sending you messages and calling," she started and my attention was caught by a few people who were looking at our direction.

We weren't exactly situated on a secluded area and I pray to God Sejeong won't act up like she did last time.

"Can we find another place to talk?" I ask in worry and she raised her eyebrow.

"You scared?" she mocked me and I was taken aback. What is with her?

I took a deep breath and prayed to God this gets over immediately.

"Okay, I wasn't avoiding you. I don't have my phone right now or any of the girls Sejeong okay. Plus, whatever it is that you were asking me, I can't, alright?" I told her. I just want this to end.

The glint in her eyes changed and I started to get worried. I've seen that look before. Actually, I've seen it a lot of times, I've seen her look at me like that.

I saw how she was starting to fiddle with her hands.

Oh God, please no.

"Sej please, you've got to understand, I can't decide for him. This is not just about me. You can't expect me to drop him like he was nothing. You can't expect me to leave him as you did," I whispered. My heart is hurting. This situation is killing every one of us.

Why can't Jungkook and I just love in secret? Why can't we just love in peace?

The look she was giving me changed and somehow, I got scared.

Let it drop, Sej. I silently whispered.

"Didn't you see the news? I was pregnant? I got pregnant! And I lost the baby! Why? Why can't you just give him to me?!" her voice started raising and my eyes widened. By this time, we were already attracting too much attention.

"It's about you. Why do you need him for? Stop using him, okay!"

It's just a matter of time before people will put two and two together.

"Can't you see? I need him. Are you happy about what happened to me?" she messed her hair in frustration. "I know I left him and cheated but he's the last person who can help me. He will understand. I need Jungkook!" she yelled and I gulped.

Just fuck for avoiding a mess.

I heard how people started talking around us. In just a matter of minutes, I'm pretty sure Jungkook's name will be dragged on this mess too.

And I don't like it. He's work so hard. He sacrificed a lot and he was hurt too.

I looked at Sejeong painfully. My heart aches for Jungkook.

"Why? Why do you have to bring him to your mess?" I started, the emotion I was feeling starting to take over. "I'm sorry, okay? I'm so sorry for your loss. I will never be happy about what happened to you but Sej, Jungkook was hurt too. Stop dragging his name on this. Why are you so adamant about ruining him? He loved you. He loved you but you hurt him. Stop hurting him, please," I pleaded. I can hear my heart shattering into pieces.

I saw how her eyes widened. Are my words working?

"But, but it's his. We almost had a baby..." she whispered and I faked a laugh.

"No. I don't need to ask Jungkook if the baby was his or not. I trust him. He respects me because he loves me. And I know once in his life, he loved you too and I acknowledge that. If he respects me like this, I swear he probably did the same to you. And if ever something had happened between you two, I know Jungkook won't leave you if he knew. He will be responsible and deal with the consequences because that's just how he is. He isn't perfect. He acts immature sometimes and does things out of rush but he will never turn back on his responsibility. He never turned his back on you Sej. It was you who left," I whispered but I made sure every fucking point that I want her to hear was properly delivered and that's what it took for her to snap because the next thing I knew was her hand flying straight to my cheek, her cheeks full of tears and for a moment, I wanted to regret my decision. She reached for my hair and I was out of focus

I should have stopped myself. I knew she wasn't stable.

She started screaming and if it wasn't for the girls who pulled me away, I swear I can see myself sprawled on the floor while she pulls my hair.

But honestly, I don't feel so bad. I won't let her ruin Jungkook like that. He doesn't deserve it.

And while everything was in chaos, the girls and I were dragged away from the building, our staffs were frantic.

A lot of people saw us and probably heard her and I pulled my hair in frustration as the girls watch my agony as we were inside the car.

We were all silent and I can feel the tension around us. This is a huge mess.

"I heard what you said," Jisoo unnie started. I lifted my gaze and met hers. " You trust him this much?" she asked and I didn't even hesitate and nodded.

They were all silent until Chaeng exclaimed.

"You little girl, I'm so proud!" she laughed and I can't help but smile.

"How's your cheek?" Jennie unnie asked and I shake my head.

"She hit like a bitch," I laughed and Jennie unnie answered.

"She is a bitch," which made us all laugh even more.

Once our laughter died down, Jisoo unnie started talking " This will cause a great uproar. I mean, a miscarriage, the incident between you and her. Your name will be dragged too. And we're talking about the Jungkook here. Jungkook's name, like, the whole world will talk about this. He's Jeon fucking Jungkook, Bangtan's beloved maknae, one-seventh of the world's biggest and greatest boyband of this generation. Plus you, God, I don't even want to see the articles that will be piling over," she added and my chest tightened.

Oh God, I hope Jungkook is fine.