JK's POV

"Hobi hyung started it," I laugh as our manager called us out just right after our Hongkong concert.

"Yah, it wasn't me. Jimin started it, I just kinda let loose,"

"Did you see Jungkook at Bapsae? Yep, he probably made two or three girls in front pass out,"

I pouted at what Taehyung hyung muttered.

"Guys, this isn't about you grinding and feeling yourself on the stage. It's about being careful. Jin almost slipped on the edge and Jimin, how many times have we told you to lessen the turn or twirl or whatever it was. You guys are going to get injured,"

The seven of us grinned at what manager Sejin had said.

I can't even remember how many times he had reminded us of that.

So, our Hongkong concert just ended and we were reprimanded for being totally out of control on the stage.

Well, can't blame us though. The adrenaline rush, the cheers from the fans, the blinding lights on the stage, the music,  the beating of our hearts, we miss it.

Just a week or two of not being able to perform is totally unbearable. Like I'm not even sure how we would be able to handle being on hiatus for more than months. If not, we actually had to stay in practice rooms just to fool ourselves that we were on stage.

We appreciate our fans about asking us to rest but sometimes, our bodies just call it too.

The moment our staff dispersed, I reached out for my phone as I sit on the couch, my feet crossed like how my brothers are.

A smirk escaped my lips when I see Namjoon hyung fiddling on his phone, frantic. I heard Jisoo and him had a fight.

About pizza.

Fucking pizza.

Not that I'm interested in any bit of it but Lisa told me her unnie was pretty much pissed and was not responding to my hyung's messages. I can't even imagine how frustrating that must have been for my hyung. Even I get frustrated whenever Lisa doesn't reply to my messages. Well, mainly because I pissed her off too

"Jimin, in all honesty, I'd say you really went overboard today," Jin hyung muttered and we all laughed when Jimin hyung groaned.

"So no one's gonna call Kookie out just because he's our baby boy?" he started whining and I threw the nearest cushion I can grab to his direction.

"Hey, watch it, baby boy, I'm still older," he laughed after catching the cushion. The damn guy still has fast reflexes even after too much exhaustion.

"But I'm still definitely taller," I wiggle my eyebrows and he just gave me a finger.

"Still gets him every time huh?" Taehyung hyung laughed which he fiddles through his phone, probably trying to reach out to his girlfriend.

"Shut up,  idiot," this time, Jimin hyung threw the cushion straight to V hyung's face and it hits him right there, bull's eye.

"But still taller than you," he responded and we all ended up laughing.

Yoongi hyung stood up to go to the bathroom and Jin hyung was now talking over the phone.

The fucker.

After his little incident on the fire exit, we all agreed to keep our sexual activities on the low, especially not on public areas such as that.

If he was caught by someone else, that could have mean serious trouble not only to him, us,  but to that girl group member, he was banging with too.

The boys can't believe it either. Who would have thought that our eldest hyung, the one who always has to remind us to be careful, was actually the wildest among us?

Not to bring old memories back but I never did the deed yet with Lisa. I didn't know why but when I'm with her, I feel like just having her in my arms is more than enough. My feelings get high in the roof and my heart keeps beating like crazy.

Sex is not something that simply crosses my mind when I'm with her. It does, yes but just the sight of her sparkling eyes makes it easier for me to wait. At first, I actually thought that's bad and weird but Yoongi hyung was good enough to make me realize that sex is not the only factor why two people have to be in a relationship.

It's love. And that calmed me down a bit.

However, there were days that I actually feel so frustrated. Like, I just can't explain. And it all started with the Swalla performances.

The small beep sound coming from my phone took me off my trance.

I smiled immediately when I saw who sent me a message. I was just about to message her too. We had a little fight before my flight to Hongkong and she was upset.

But yeah, every couple encounters that, right?

"I hate you"

My body immediately bolted up from resting my back on the couch, my tongue wetting my lips along the process.

I'm in trouble, aren't I?

I gulped.

I grunted internally. I knew I shouldn't have blabber the last time.

"Oh, it looks like someone is in trouble..." Hobi hyung singsonged. I lifted my gaze and realized he was also on his phone but is now looking at me, a knowing look written all over his face.

My brows furrowed. "How did you even know?"

He smirked. "Sources?"

I tilted my head in annoyance. "What happened into not meddling with other's relationships?"

"You didn't say that when you asked for our helped the last time kiddo," Namjoon hyung answered and I groaned in annoyance.

"Not my fault you started that stupid conversation with your girlfriend. Who's gonna tell this kid he was being stupid?" Hobi hyung chuckled and I grunted when everyone willingly raised their hands.

Any chance to tell me I was wrong, they'd grab.

"I was kidding!" I whisper-shouted and Yoongi hyung who just came back left a snicker.

"No. You were being hormonal and jealous-"

"Add possessive to that," Namjoon hyung chimed in.

"-and that too. So now you're going to eat all your words and apologize," Yoongi hyung finished.

"What do I need to apologize for?" I asked appalled. Though I actually have an idea what they were pointing at. I scowled at V hyung,  "You told them?" V hyung knew Lisa and I fought.

He snickered. "I don't have to. You're like an open book to everyone if it's about Lisa. Your bitchy ass can't be tamed,"

"I was just telling her not to dance too seductive at her concert. It was just-" I huffed. How do I tell them I'm getting frustrated about it?

"Sexually-aroused," Namjoon hyung completed my words and I exclaimed in denial. "No! It's not like that," I pouted.

"You are and you were being frustrated because you feel like you should be the only one seeing her like that. Well flash news kid, you're dating an idol. And she is as well. Do you even have the slightest idea how frustrated she must have been too while seeing you grind in front of millions of people?"

I was left at a loss of words.

"What, I'm a guy..." I whispered.

"With millions of fans swooning and drooling over you. What we want you to understand is that you can get jealous in a relationship but know your limits. There is a thin line for that. Do you even know how upset she was after you snapped at her like that? Telling her you don't like her dance and all?"

I stared at Namjoon hyung.

"I don't hate it. She'd good at it,"

"Well, it sounded like it to her.  It'd like questioning her abilities. It's her craft. Respect it,"

"And talk about double standards, idiot. Being a guy doesn't mean you can dance like that and she can't,"

My gaze fell down in the ground.

Am I being too possessive? Or was it even the right term?

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Please note that the conflicts I use in the story are only for character and relationship development. No offense okay