It's been 9 days. I haven't ate anything. I have been cutting myself 3 times a day. I'm waiting for Josh to come back. He'll be back.

I can't eat. I tried then made myself vomit. I don't deserve food. I need to go to work.

I get up and go to the shower. I turn the cold water on, I don't deserve a comfortable shower. I quickly take a shower and dress in my lingerie.

I walk down the streets swaying my hips and winking at any guy I see. Finally a car pulls up to me.
I lean down to the window. Sitting in the drivers seat is Mark. I sigh.

"Get in" he demands. "I'm working Mark, I need money." I said annoyed.

"Then I'll pay you. Sex or no sex" he said with a smirk. I got in his car. "Let's go have fun" I smile.

We got in his house. Our lips attached already. He picks me up bridal style and carries me up a long staircase, the stairs are made of glass.

He carries me into a beautiful room. The walls were light blue and a bed with dark blue color sat in the middle of the room. A giant window right behind the bed. A white dresser sat by a closet with white doors.

Mark gently lies me on the bed. He removes my shirt and starts to kiss my neck, he trails down to my nipple, kisses it then makes his way back up. He finally finds his way to my earlobe and bites it. I moaned, he knew my sweet spot. My heart fluttered.

"Mmm, that sound makes my heart sing, Cupcake" Mark moans. I kiss him. He licks my bottom lip requesting entrance, I allow. Our tongues fight for dominance, he won of course.

He kisses my neck down to the hem of my jeans. He looks up at me. His eyes full of hunger. I nod, wanting him to pleasure me.

He removed my jeans and boxers, my hard member standing wanting attention. He put his large hand around my cock and started to pump.
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That was definitely the best sex of my life. Mark and I are now relaxing in the tub. Occasional kisses and strokes are given. His bathroom is huge. His tub fits him a 6'5 man laying down and then some more room after that. He has built in fake candles around the edge of his tub. The walls are a creme color, the tub a light beige, and the counters are a darker beige. The bathroom is beautiful.

"Mark" I say.
"Hmm?" He sounds tired. "This is the only night we can do this" I confess. "I want to be with Josh" I look for a reaction.
"Why? Ethan you can be with me. We'll have great times together" he smirks grabbing my 'friend' down there.

I step out of the tub instantly cold. Turning around to grab one of the towels Mark hung up for us, before getting in. I feel a sharp pinch on my ass. I turn to see Mark with a smirk plastered on his face. "You have a nice ass" he simply says.

"I am going to get dressed and then go home" I quickly walk out of the bathroom. I hear the water slosh around as I continue to look for my clothes.

"How much money do you want" Mark asks with no emotion.
"Mark, I've wanted to have your dick in me since 11th grade, I don't need a payment." I say heating up at my confession.
"Let's just pretend we don't know each other. So there will be no emotions left behind" Mark sounds hurt in his response.
"I normally have the customer pick the price" I squeak. He writes me a check for $3000. He hands me it then walks out. I'm too stunned to follow him.

Quickly I get dressed and call a cab. I ride the elevator to the first floor wondering why we didn't take this in the first place.

Arriving on the first floor I see Mark getting ready to leave. "Where you going?" I ask curious.
"I'm going to get another toy to fuck" he looks at me for a reaction "You're not my boyfriend anyway so why do you need to know?" He adds. That was harsh.

I look down feeling guilty. "Goodbye Mark" I say sadly walking to the front door. I look over at him and he nods his head once and proceeds to get ready.

I walk out the door and see a cab there already. Quickly running to the cab I get in and tell him my address.
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I lye in bed it's been an hour since I got home and called Josh. He didn't answer, it went to voicemail again.

What if he has a new boyfriend? No!

He wouldn't move on that quickly. I was about to walk down stairs when my phone rang. Quickly answering it, forgetting to check the ID.

"Hello?" I answer quickly.
"Heyyyyy babbbyyy" I hear Josh slur on the other side of the call. There's loud music in the background.
"Josh? Where are you?" I ask in a panic.
"I don't know but I was with some hottie, he wanted in my pants" he says "I told him no cuz I have a boyfriend" he says sadly.
"Then I remembered I don't have a boyfriend cuz he cheated on me, so I fucked that guy. It was soooooo goooood" Ouch that hurt.
"I'm sorry, Joshy" I want to cry. "E, I'm at the club a block away. I want you" he slurs.

I hang up after telling him I'll be there. I put my shoes on and walk to the corner at the intersection. There sits the club, I could here the music from my house. I walk in and the music is hurting my head. There are shining lights on the dance floor, drunk people are everywhere.

I look around the dance floor. Being shoved, cursed, and felt when looking for Josh. I pull out my phone and call Josh. Walking into the bathroom so it will be quieter.

"Hello?" He answers. I can no longer hear the music from his side.
"Where are you?" I'm worried now.
"At home, where are you" he questioned, his voice stern.
"I'm at the club you said you were at" I'm super confused. Did I pass him on my way here?
"You're at a club! We break up cause you were constantly cheating on me and now it's been a week and you are back at it again?!" He screams through the phone.
"I'll be home in a minute" I respond annoyed.
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