Ethan's POV

  I finished up with my customer and quickly got dressed. "Will you call me a cab?" I asked the guy I just slept with.

I walked out of the house wanting to shower as soon as I got home. My customer payed $430 for me.

I'm a prostitute with a boyfriend. Yes, I'm ashamed of myself. It's the best way for me to make money. Josh; my boyfriend doesn't know about my occupation.

A few years ago I met him in a coffee shop. Such a cute, sweet guy. He asked me out and I told him about my job, he was fine with it unless him and I started dating.

After a few dates, asked him to be my boyfriend and told him I quit my job. I have been a prostitute for ten years. I'm twenty-five.

Josh works at the coffee shop we met in, he thinks I work at Speedway, night shifts.

My hours are midnight to six in the morning.
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  I wake up groaning to the annoying sound of my alarm clock. It's 23:30 (11:30 pm). I look around mine and Josh's room. The walls are white and covered in photos of us. We have a king sized bed dressed in black, two white nightstands on both sides keeping it company. Across from the nightstands are two doors, one leads to a closet and the other a bathroom.

I feel Josh's arm snake around my waist. "Don't leave, keep me warm" Josh whines. "I have work" I respond kissing his forehead. "Call in sick" he pleads as I get up.

I walk into the bathroom. I grab my pull string bag that I hid in the back of the closet. It's filled with condoms and lingerie. I change into normal clothes as if I were going to Speedway.

"Bye Joshy, love you!" I whispered walking out of the bedroom. I walk through the living room making sure I don't run into the long couch that Josh and I have created some memories on. Wink wink. I run out the front door jumping in my small black car. I speed to the building I work at.

I walk into the rusty old place checking the paper to see how many clients I have. Three, how fun. I look at the time. 23:45. Well time to get dressed.

Putting on sexy red lingerie. It has lace flowers on it making it see through. It covers my parts though. I put on my short silky white robe, customers like when I take it off slowly.
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Ah finally 6 am. I get to go home to see my beautiful boy. I change back into my normal clothes and walk out of the abandoned building. Getting in my car and driving back home.

As soon as I'm inside I shower. I get out of the shower and get in bed nude and wet, snuggling up to Josh.

He began kissing my neck. I moved in closer. He bit down on my shoulder blade. I moaned. That wasn't my sweet spot, but definitely a good one.

He bit harder. "Ouch" I winced. "What's this?" He asked pointing to a hickey on my neck. "My coworker Nicki pinched me, it hurt. I guess she left a mark" I lied. I'm a good liar, I know, not the best quality to have. Thankfully Josh believed me.

Josh glanced over at the small clock resting on his nightstand. It read 7:30 "Aw poo, I gotta get ready for work" He said in a disappointed voice. "We'll continue this later" Josh kissed my neck and then walked away with a smirk.

I lay back, quickly falling into a deep sleep. I was awoken at 6 pm by the front door slamming. "Ethan! Get your ass in here!" Josh screamed. I threw on some boxers and ran out of the bedroom  concerned. Standing in the kitchen was Josh and his little sister.

She stood there with a smug look on her face. "What's going on?" I asked nervously. "Oh Morgan here was just telling me about how she went to Speedway last night at three and you weren't there." He said a mix of worry and anger in his eyes.

"I was probably in the back then" I shrugged. "No you weren't" Morgan replied bluntly. "I asked to see you and no body knew who you were" she said glaring at me.

"Everyone there calls me Squidward so I'm sure they don't know my name" I replied making this up as I go.

"Yeah well I also asked for Nicki cause you talk about her, no one knew a Nicki" Morgan growled. It was like she was trying to get me and Josh to break up.

"Nicki is called smiles, not a lot of people know her real name either. Also her shift ends at 2" I replied feeling I won this. Morgan scoffed and walked out of the house.

I turned to look at Josh. I honestly didn't want to deal with him right now. He was staring at the ground. This wasn't the first time that he has brought his sister into our relationship, it won't be last either.

I walked into the bathroom. I grabbed my pocket knife. I made cut marks on the inside of my legs. I sat on the floor crying until I stopped bleeding, this wasn't the first time I've cut and it won't be the last.

  "Ethan?" I heard a soft knock at the door. "Go away, Josh" I whispered. "I made your favourite E. Lasagna" Josh replied hope lining his voice. "Leave it next to the door and go away" I demanded through gritted teeth.

There was silence on the other side. I heard a sniffle. I opened the door to find a crying Josh sitting on the bed with a plate of lasagna sitting next to him. He looked up "I love you E, but it constantly feels like you are keeping something from me" he sobbed.

I stood there a minute feeling a bit angry that he turned the focus on himself again. I slowly walked to the bed and sat down. I pulled my sobbing boyfriend into my chest. I would say soulmate, but I found him years ago. (If confused 'him' is the soulmate, I didn't know how to word that differently).