Hmmm..
I wanted to write you a love letter.
I know it’s a little silly but I thought I’d try it anyway.
It’s just that I feel so much when I’m with you even we only had just a moment.
I try to put it in words, so that you know how I feel about you. 
I can't see you right now but I can picture how you are, your angular jawline, your fair skin, your beautiful smile, your lovely eyes..

Love,
I am now in my own zone.
Trying to be a better person day by day.
I asked God,
I need His help.
And then, I met Ustaz Syakeer, who happen to be a tourist here, just like you.
He teach everything about Islam.
The beautiful of Islam.
The sincerity.
The serenity.
The things that makes my heart more calm and full.
I love how this feeling goes.
Alhamdulillah.
I am now a Muslim.
I cried the moment I recite shahadah.
Now, I carry such a beautiful name, Ahmad Izzat Benjamin bin Abdullah, given by Ustaz Syakeer.
I feel like a newborn baby.
But still I seek His repentance everyday without failed.

Tilda, my love..
I can feel you close to me even though you're far away.
I know you feel the same too.
I hope you always believe me when I say I love you. 
I love you so much.

I remember being aimlessly drifting from one place to another, for I was bereft a cause in my life.
Thanks to Allah for let us meet and made me realize that He existed.

Sweetheart,
Your love is deeper than the deepest ocean,
Extensive than the skies,
and brighter than the brightest star that shines all night. 

You are the one with whom I want to share the rest of my life and share both awesome and awful experiences. I promise in the name of Allah,
Till the death tear us apart,
to give you the life you have always wanted by His will and love you more than anyone else in the world. 

Love,
Ahmad Izzat Benjamin bin Abdullah
(Formerly known as Isaac Theodore Benjamin)