How hard it was to think that you had done everything for him to remember you. Every words and every memories, you uttered.

And yet he remembers someone beyond the past. Someone that wasn't you.

- SilverGrace643

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"C/N, do you remember me?"

Those were the five words you repeatedly uttered for the last couple of weeks. Your lover had been stuck into a mild amnesia after that car accident that occurred way back in March. 

And apparently, you had grown way too experienced into saying those exact words over and over again. It was the only question that you could ask him at the moment.

You couldn't just force the guy, anyway. Asking too many questions all at once might trigger something painful to him. Especially if the memories comes flashing right before his very eyes quickly than one at a time.

It wasn't really suppose to be this way, you thought. If only the guy had avoided to run through red lights, then this wouldn't have happened. 

Still, you couldn't blame him. It was his decision, not yours. 

And still, you were the one at fault here.

If you hadn't argued with him that night, then he should've been with you - no scratches, no amnesia, nothing. A perfect state he would be in.

But no.

You chose to argue with him anyway. And there he went, taking the keys of the car and drove through red lights until another car collided with his.

Staring into his (e/c) orbs, you already knew what was bound to happen. And it did. His eyes just stared back at you, his lips forming into a very thin line, eyebrows furrowed - as if he was thinking about something.

His fingers twitched, clutching the pillow that was beside him. He wasn't sure. He didn't know how to respond. He knew that you're probably one of his friends and saying something inappropriate might just break the bond between you.

Suddenly, he just shook his head and tilted it a bit - as if he was still wondering who you were. "Sorry, I forgot. Um, what was your name again, miss?"

"Y/N," you told him as you sucked in a bit of an air before continuing. "Y/N L/N."

His mouth then formed an "O" shape before nodding. His eyes seemed to wander off in a moment before he decided to tell what was on his mind at the moment.

"You're one of my friends, aren't you? I thought your name was E/X/N. The doctor told me that she was my girlfriend."

And those words finally struck you.

He doesn't remember you.

And he certainly doesn't remember your relationship.

All that he could remember was his old relationship with E/X/N. Still, you couldn't really face the truth.

That girl was definitely better than you.

She was smart. Beautiful. Kind.

Well, she's not nice to you but you could already tell that she'd pretty much act all kind to other people except you. After all, who wouldn't fall for her tricks? You almost thought she was an angel too.

C/N suddenly noticed your silence as he quickly snap his fingers and called out your name to get your attention. It took him at least three times to finally gain your gaze back at him.

"Are you alright? You kind of zoned out right after I mentioned my girlfriend's name," he told you as you could feel your heart almost shattering at the moment.

"I-I'm fine. It's just that..." you words quickly trailed off as he gave you a confused gaze. Should you tell him?

Ah, to hell with this, I have the right to tell him.

"The thing is...I'm your girlfriend," you continued as he still couldn't comprehend what you said. Had he really thought that you were just a mere best friend to him?

He blinked, contemplating whether to trust you or not. He wasn't sure. He had just heard news that E/X/N had been her girlfriend these past few years. Had he been wrong, he thought. 

Perhaps, fate could literally change the truth.

"How can you be so sure about that? Are you telling the truth? I want to know to know the truth from someone else," he told you. Well, that was one way to go, you guessed. 

"Can't you just listen and agree with me, C/N?" I asked him as he vigorously shook his head, declining the suggestion.

"I can't just trust you. You know that. I just met you," he told me as I then sighed - accepting the fact that he can't trust you. Not yet.

If ever the situation was discussed, there might be slight chances where they'd be a couple again. But of course, you couldn't guarantee that it would happen to the both of you. You just gave him sudden confusion.

"Fine. I'll find someone that would prove it to you," you answered back. "Just give me time."

"Okay," he bluntly answered before looking out of the window. You then sighed, knowing that he wouldn't believe you until you found someone that could actually prove your relationship to him.

Turning you back towards the opposite direction, you grasped the door to open it.
But someone did it before you could.

A girl with a familiar face had also gripped the doorknob and pushed it - almost too forcefully and made you walk backwards in shock. Her (e/c) locks swayed a bit from left to right as her slim and tall figure complimented her beauty. Her (e/c) orbs stared at your lover - who was literally shocked and bewildered at her sudden entry.

"Why the hell are you here?" you mustered up the courage to ask her.

Then, she suddenly had the guts to look at you and raise an eyebrow - giving a very unsatisfied look before smiling at your lover. When memories of her struck you, you gave her a bitter smile. When she had the guts to walk in, her heels clicking on the hard tiles, she tried to walk towards your lover.

But, you stopped her by blocking her way.

"Why are you even here? You can't just show up without a reason," you told her as you then saw her smirk, her mischievous eyes glared up at you up and down as if she was mocking you.

"Isn't it obvious? I'm here for my boyfriend. The doctor called me that he'd be here," she answered you - giving too much emphasis on the word with a hint of seduction.

That girl was your lover's ex.

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Aigoo. I can't write a proper one-shot this time. This vacation is literally killing me. 

Give me time, guys. I'll probably get better, okay?

Love you all! SilverGrace gives you another one-shot. Here you go.

:)