Hey all… I’m really really sorry for the late update. My laptop broke down then I have studies, friends, classes etc. Also in between I just lost the inspiration of writing due to thing called life but here I am updating the latest chapter of ‘crush gone wrong’ I hope I haven’t lost the essence hope you like it….so I won’t talk further you know what to do right… Keep remmoting= read+comment+vote

Chapter 5 (Black shirt will beat the Ass off green)

All those nights of loneliness, all the things I felt for ‘him’ sweet memories, tinkling feeling were just standing in front of me. I was staring at those pieces of my heart which belong to him and only him until now. Those green eyes felt like piercing my heart but I felt uncomfortable and literally confusing cloud were shadowing wondering why? What on earth he was doing in here, in my school? Last thing I remember he wasn’t in Glenn High School. I bent down to help him pick up the phone but he had already picked that up.

I wonder what our first words would be like.

“I-I’m So-Sorry.” I held my pony hairs back trying not to look at his face down as all I see is my Past, in which Ryan was mine.

“No problem. Uh- Hi.” He spoke in his masculine yet utterly wonderful voice affecting my mind.

“Hi.” I couldn’t think of any words at the time.

“Long time uh? Where have you been? I don’t get to see you now days?”  His questions surprised me but I didn’t assume anything.

“Yeah, actually kept myself occupied with studies. How come you’re here with bag pack and stuff? ” we started walking to the parking area together.

I wasn’t looking to him, it was hard but I know I’m over him now. It was useless to think about him when I know I gave up on him and he never try to get me back. I don’t hate him, how can I ever? And I was true that I don’t love him anymore but still his presence affects me. I guess it’s the fact that we never really get to be together and I don’t know if I regret it or not. May be not! In short I put all my mind to hear his reply.

“You should not remain with books a lot, they are affecting you too much ‘Roo’. It’s been a year and I’m in your school.” He chuckled.

“What? Are you kidding? You- you study here? Again with the nick names?” I smirk to the thought that he still calls me’ Roo’ I just doesn’t know why but he calls me but I kind of like the sound of it from his mouth.

 Seems like I’m missing a lot of info of the whole world, first the mystery guy and now Ryan. What am I doing seriously?

“Well” he said while showing off his identity of school hanging in his neck.

I just grab his card to just be clear and I’m glad I did, “Is that, really you?” I just laughed really hard seeing his picture on the card. His lips were swollen and hair looked like feathers.

Next thing he just snatched away card from my hand and he joined me in laugh.

“Yeah, it’s me. I know the school camera sucks right? See what they did to me?” I was sober of laughing now and it was official he wasn’t lying, he’s in my school.

I realised I’m soon entering the Jason territory and I don’t want him to see me with Ryan, I just don’t want him to know about Ryan and me yet! So I know what to do next.

“So, Uhm I got to go now. Will catch up sometime later?” I asked hoping to hear positive answer.

“Absolutely Roo, Bye.” He replied with small smile and I just returned it back and paced my speed to be ahead of him.

I reached my car and thank fully I had the key so I put down the stuff at the back seats and closed the door. Just taking in the current events was all I had to do. Typical day. I just pumped up the volume and let the music clear my judgement as I have great things to focus now.

It was the Evanscence rocking down my mind with the song ‘Bring me back to life’ how realistic!

Being so engrossed with thoughts I totally didn’t see when Mass entered the car and close the door. As soon as I opened my eyes I was suddenly scared to see Mass sitting beside me.  I let out a little AHHH after seeing her.

“You scared me Girl.” I took myself up and sat in a little proper way in car seat.

“Dude, lower the volume all the kids are staring at you literally.” I realised It’s not the La-La land but car- car land meaning the car parking so before I could low the volume Mass had already switched off the system.

“But atleast let me hear them in low volume?” I frowned.

“Nope. Just get your ass up and drive, I wanna go home.” She ordered with great pitch.

“It’s your turn to drive. So com’on switch place chop chop.” I was tired being the one always driving, he has her girl friend privilege as whenever she has call from Jason she don’t drive and no matter what I have to drive and mostly I drive and I don’t want to do it today. I got up and she didn’t have time to argue and we switched place.

As we settled in car the huge screaming sound distracted us. It was the girl screaming and Mass and I at the same time got out of the car and headed towards the huge crowd piling up with some bunch of people. It was Alex the school cheerleader’s voice I recognized as we approached closer. Me and Mass were trying to make our way in the crowd to see what was happening but only we could hear was Alex abusing and beating the other girl and it was impossible to catch the glimpse of the fight as all the students have took out their cell phones capturing the cat fight of the final term making it impossible to see anything. Alex was recently in headlines for getting dumped by the as usual typical basket ball star Victor. I don’t know why these dumb girls date the jerks and end up getting hurt. I personally know Alex, she’s not just the regular cheer leader though she has her ‘I’m superstar’ moments plus bitchy scenes but she has somewhat mind unlike the other girls. Finally I managed to get inside the circle of kids and saw Alex holding the hairs of some other girl and Victor was trying hard to get rid of her.

“You’re dead today bitch” Alex exclaimed still holding up her hairs. I didn’t know the other girl she didn’t seemed of our school but now a days I cannot judge my mind as my Grand knowledge i.e. my GK was on verge now. I only consider Massie, Jason and my few classmates world as far as school life is considered. Yeah I become anti-social after the split up with Ryan but that was ok with me.

The other girl threw a punch in Alex eyes and she shouted like being shot at the time. I didn’t realised I was surrounded by boys all the way. Some boy beside me was shooting whole scene in his cell and then came closer to me and said “I think the Black shirt  will beat the Ass off the green one” I smiled rectifying he was he was saying that Alex will beat the other one. I replied “You bet” and realised he wasn’t talking to me he was saying this to his friend standing ahead of me. So I made my way back to my car after the awkward answer. As soon as I came out I couldn’t find Mass so I called her, and she informed that she was already in the car. I went and told Mass the whole thing and I didn’t waited to see the end of scene; it was ugly to see these fights!

“Mass I made fool of myself in front of that orange T shirt guy.” The orange shirt just flooded out of my mouth. I played back the whole seen in my mind again. How come I didn’t notice that before ‘Orange t-shirt’ it was my mystery guy? Yeah he was the one speaking that black green line and I just made a fool of myself in front of him. No. I just slammed my hand to the window in anticipation. I just had a great chance to talk to him and I only walked out of scene. What the hell man?

“Chill now the whole fight was mess, you acting like you were the one beaten up?” She asserted and maybe she was right I shouldn’t think of him at least for now. With the last memory of him I just decided to keep it safe and use it for future purpose. Future if there was any? Mass started the engine and we were out of grounds of school.

 Mass was being drama queen again on the way she was just mimicking some comic people she heard in class. I was laughing my ass off as she was making some nuisances voice and I couldn’t help but laugh. At one time she was talking about the supervising professor and the very other second she was telling me about the girl who was huffing and sweating while writing paper as she was tremendously nervous. It didn’t seem big deal to hear the story about the girl but when Mass acted like her making ‘Ha hu he ha, plz plz ha hu’ sound of girl it was like of someone who was put on ventilator for breathing.

Soon I was at home and as soon as I picked up my bag pack from back seat I remember about the prank I was going to do on Mass. Oh damn these boys have corrupted my mind, I forgot about my prank but Mass I will be back tomorrow. Speaking in my head I move out of car and just hugged my bed for few hours until the Jason punched me with pillow.

“You, again why?” I just put my blanket to my head and turned into the opposite direction from him.

“Yes, you have to tutor me, tutor girl again.” He replied.

“What time is it?” I asked in my low hushed sleepy voice.

“7 in the evening, dumbo get up” 

With the sudden impact of time I realised I overslept, I came back at 1 and directly hit the bed and I slept for 6 hours. Where’s my mom?

“What?” I got up. Realising it’s still the afternoon and I frowned at Jason.

“Sorry it’s only 3. I had to get you up.” He said.

“It’s ok, thanks by the way.” I replied.

After having lunch at home with Jason, we both studied the management subject and for the first time ever Jason actually studied and it turns out to be great day to end with Jason. I always adored him. He is my best friend for I all I know, I don’t know  what I would do without him, though for some reasons I’m not comfortable sharing my past or love life with Jason. He is that possessive that he don’t like Massie or me to talk with other boys, although Massie has cut off her ties with all the other boys but not me I have my few other male friends but I’m conscious about them with Jason around. Anyway it was just few days and exams going to be over and after that the summer vacations. I guess my mom dad planning a vacation somewhere I really haven’t catches up with my family with exams going hence only the thought of going out excites me.

Derek was out and so was dad hence mom and me had dinner and it was time for me to sleep and I decided not to let any Ryan thoughts to invade my sleep I just have to focus on the exam and the prank afterwards. With grinning teeth I went to sleep at 11. And turn off the lights.

I  tossed from side to side but couldn’t sleep so thought of texting Jason as he was the only who would be awaken by now, Mass usually sleeps early.

Me: You there?

Him: Yup. What’s up? Still Awaken?

Me: Couldn’t sleep.

Him: Thinking of someone?

How did he know? But I wasn’t sure if I was thinking about Ryan and me or the mystery guy?

Me: May be.

Him: M sure it isn’t about any guy, right?

At that moment all I could think was to tell the white truth to Jason, about Ryan, about me, about my crush. But I myself wasn’t sure of my feelings and I want someone to tell me it isn’t wrong having crush on someone. Is it?

Me: I got to tell you something.

If only you knew Jason, I like that guy. And I just wish that my crush doesn’t go wrong this time.