I don't ever want to move from these arms again. 

As if hearing his thoughts, those warm arms gently tightened around him, making Ru give a quiet, content exhale. 

"Good morning, babe," Ash finally whispered against his hair as he began rubbing his back. 

Ru stretched out a bit more, loving the attention he was being given. After a few moments he slowly began rolling over, eventually ending up on his back for belly rubs. 

His shift really should have been a dog, because if it was one thing he enjoyed when waking up, it was a good bit of petting. 

And not even the perverted kind. Well, he enjoyed that, too, but just some gentle physical attention when first waking up was honestly a treat he loved to indulge in. 

So adorable...

There was a soft kiss after a few more minutes, then a gentle, warm pressure settled overtop his body as that soft kiss deepened into something dangerously hot. 

His mind swam as their tongues sparred, with Ash winning nearly every single bout with ease. He realized, toward the end of their fluster of kisses, that he might have gotten in over his head with such a young guy. 

While he was an absolute panting mess by the time their lips finally broke apart, Ash was all smiles as he peppered his face with little pecks and even nuzzled their noses together!

This energy... where can I get some? 

Ash burst out into a little fit of giggles, having undoubtedly heard his thoughts. He quieted pretty quickly, but when he leaned forward for one more kiss, Ru felt his heart stumble over itself at the heated expression on the man's face. 

"I'll give my sweet Ruru every last drop of it." 

That... that sounded so sweet, yet why am I beginning to sweat, too? 

"Hey Ruru?" 

Ru licked his bruised lips. 

"Yes?" he asked reluctantly, growing more nervous by the second. 

"Are you STD free?" 

Ru blinked, a bit surprised by the question. Most younger people don't even think about that sort of thing before they went at it. And granted, they'd already sucked each other off several times, so they were a bit behind on considering such things, too, but it was a good thing that Ash brought it up now. 

"Yeah, I am. I have a picture of the paperwork on my phone," Ru said, ready to reach over and grab it if need be. 

Instead of asking for it, Ash leaned back in order to sit on his torso, giving Ru a very generous view of his erect length. 

"Great! I am, too. Ashy has never really liked people in his space, so you're the first one I've even kissed in over a year." 

Ru felt his face warm as his inner crow pushed him to start preening his feathers... that weren't even currently present. 

"You're so adorable," Ash said, making Ru blush even deeper. 

He was just about to say something in response when his eyes suddenly went wide and he moaned loud enough to wake the dead!

What are you doing?! 

Ash had acted so abruptly that Ru was still processing that the man had basically lifted himself up, then reached between his legs to promptly impale himself on his length! 

The sight of him had saliva pooling in Ru's gaping mouth, but he still couldn't manage a single word. 

"Holy... shit that hurts," Ash rasped out as he moved his body around a bit, clearly trying to get more comfortable with the item he'd abruptly decided to shove up his ass! 

Ru wanted to yell at him that of course it freaking hurt! You're supposed to prep and use lube and stuff, not just stab yourself! But, yet again, no words came out of his mouth. 

"It's alright. It's not... too bad," Ash said as he finally lifted his eyes back up to meet Ru's. 

"I never thought that I'd ever bottom for anyone, but like this it still kind of feels like topping." 

Ru swallowed down the river of saliva in his mouth, then licked his lips. 

"You... I don't want you to force yourself to do this," he eventually whispered, his voice refusing to go any higher in volume.

Ash smirked as he moved a bit against him, making Ru immediately groan as he tilted his head back on the pillow. 

"I want to have sex with my new boyfriend," Ash stated simply. 

But I thought you were a top. You don't have to bottom for me. 

Another quiet chuckle came from Ash as he ground himself against him a little, now seeming more curious than pained. 

"It feels weird and hurts a bit, but I was never completely against it. I suppose I could be called ambidickstrous... at least for my Ruru." 

Silence. 

There was absolute silence. 

It took Ru nearly an full minute before he was able to push himself up on his elbows to stare at the man still impaled by him. 

Said man was smiling quite contently, as if he hadn't just made the worst possible pun known to man. 

"You... I'm revoking your speaking privilege's for the remainder of your life," he finally said.  

Ash tilted his head in response, his dark red hair brushing against his forehead softly. 

But Ruru, if I can't talk, how can tell everyone how much I love my new boyfriend? 

"I'm sure you'll figure that part out," Ru said, clearly unwilling to yield so easily. 

Ash remained quiet for a few more moments before his lips suddenly turned up into a smirk and he leaned back, putting more of his weight on Ru's abdomen. 

Dammit!

Ru immediately moaned and closed his eyes as his heartbeat picked up... at the same time Ash started moving against him. 

He'd never actually had sex in such a position, as he was always more comfortable being literally on top of the other person, but he definitely didn't mind Ash sitting on him and, he also found out that he didn't mind the man taking control of the situation, either. 

Feels good.

Even though it felt amazing, Ru was still a bit nervous about enjoying himself so much at Ash's expense. He might have asked, more than a few times, if he really was alright. 

He wasn't the least bit interested with his partner being in pain. 

Of course, he understood that some people enjoyed having that aspect added to their sexual encounters, but he absolutely did not. In fact, Ash was probably going to get beyond annoyed with him considering the amount of aftercare he was about to receive once they were done. 

He could see the faint tearstain beneath the man's left eye, and he could tell, even if he was trying to hide it, that it was hurting him to continue. 

What kept his mouth closed, or, really, free of words, were the other expressions he could see on his love's face. 

Ash might have been hurting, but he was also watching him like a hawk. His left eye was red and his right eye brown, but each shown with so much intensity. He wanted to do exactly what he was doing. 

If he'd told him to stop, then Ash would worry that he was doing something wrong, when, in truth, Ru would just be stopping them because he wasn't used to his partners being in any kind of pain during their time together. 

This man... 

Ru gasped as Ash sped up, lifting himself upward before abruptly dropping himself back down, then repeating the action over and over again. Each completed movement was soon accompanied by a perfectly timed moan from Ru as his body was pushed to the point where he could no longer hold himself back. 

With a loud yell and an arch of his back, he felt himself release. 

Dear god...

He felt Ash get off of him a few moments later, then settle at his side as he was pulled into a warm hug. 

"How was I, Ruru? Did it feel good?" Ash asked, not even letting him catch his breath before he began his inquiry into his performance. 

When he didn't answer right away, because breathing was important, Ash nudged his nose against his cheek, then kissed it before blowing a tiny puff of steam from his nose. 

"Do you want to go again? I think I c—" Ru had pressed a single finger to the man's lips, making him, thankfully, go silent. 

Ru took another few moments to finish catching his breath, then heaved a tired sigh before finally lifted his eyes up to his. 

"There will be no going again. Ash, why did you do that?" he asked, honestly confused. 

It was obvious that Ash wasn't a fan of being a bottom, and whether he was on top of him or not, he still was the one to take it. 

"I... what do you mean? One of us has to bottom and I'm totally okay with being the one to do it," he said, his voice sounding confused, too, as well as a bit nervous. 

Ru bit back another sigh and slowly pushed himself up into a sitting position. Ash quickly mirrored him, but it was obvious that he was in quite a bit of pain now. 

This won't do. 

Scooting out of bed, he stood up and stretched a bit, then turned to see that Ash had, of course, followed him without a word. 

Instead of letting him walk and possibly make things worse, Ru leaned over and easily picked up his stubborn boyfriend. 

"I-I swear I can walk! It's not that bad, Ruru." 

He didn't care if it was that bad. If it was bad enough to hurt while sitting, then it was definitely bad enough to hurt while standing. 

"You got your way, now I'm going to get mine," he said sternly as he carried his man into the bathroom. 

He put one of the thicker towels on the shower floor, then gently set Ash down before removing the sprayer from its holder and beginning to work on getting the water the right temperature. 

"My Ruru has a very nice ass."

This guy...

Looking over his shoulder, Ru raised an eyebrow at the man grinning up at him.  

"I worked hard for my ass, thank you very much." 

He really did. Frequent trips to the gym and a strict diet made him feel, and hopefully look, like a million dollars. 

"You're welcome! Can I lick it?" Ash replied without missing a beat. 

Ru, unapologetically, lifted the sprayer in his hand and got Ash right in his smirking face. 

Of course, there wasn't enough pressure for it to really matter, and the guy simply laughed it off, but it made Ru feel like he at least got a tiny bit of a leg up on their banter. 

Settling down behind his boyfriend once he had the water just right, he waited for Ash to lean back against his chest before he got started scrubbing him down with soap. Every once in a while Ash would press a kiss to his cheek or lick his neck, but Ru refused to be distracted from his task. 

He didn't even hesitate when he noticed Ash's length standing back at attention, and simply jerked him off while his free hand soaped up everywhere else. 

"My man is very efficient," Ash noted with a deep chuckle before tugging on Ru's earlobe playfully with his teeth as his body released into Ru's hand, just like that. 

He had no words. 

Ash hadn't even moaned or anything, and yet he'd still cum!

Am I a demon? All I do is moan and scream during sex, and he just came without a single grunt...

"I don't mind making noise if Ruru wants to hear me. I'm just used to being quiet because I'm always jerking off alone," Ash whispered against his ear. 

Ru's entire face turned bright red as he quickly focused everything he had on cleaning his boyfriend. 

He got a quiet chuckle for his efforts, but Ash thankfully remained content to relax for the remainder of their shower. 

Once they were done, Ru stepped out first, then returned before Ash could even get to his feet. 

"Stay still for a second," he said as he knelt down and, after squeezing a bit of cream onto one finger, reached between Ash's legs. 

The chill from the ointment made the man involuntarily yelp, earning a little stuttered laugh from Ru as he raised his eyebrows. 

"I-I'm fine. I just wasn't expecting it to be so cold!" Ash said, his own face warming with a light blush as he quickly hurried to his feet once Ru was done. 

Heh, if you say so, sweetheart. 

Not wanting to poke fun too much, Ru remained silent and went to the sink to wash his hands. He felt Ash's arms wrap around his middle not a moment later, then his chin was added to his shoulder, but he didn't mind at all. 

"Mm, Ruru? Wanna go flying now?" 

Ru felt his eyebrow twitch as he looked in the mirror at Ash. 

"You really think Ashy is going to be happy flying around with a throbbing butthole?" 

The look on Ash's face said it all. 

He'd jumped the gun on sex, but he hadn't thought about the consequences it would cause to their plans. There was no way Ashy was going to be coming out anytime soon. 

"I-I'm sorry..." he mumbled as he pressed his forehead to the back of Ru's shoulder, clearly depressed now that he realized he'd unintentionally messed up their last day together. 

Ru let him stew for a few moments as he dried his hands, then, finally turned around and pulled him into a hug. 

"Don't worry about it, love. We will do it next time." 

He knew that Ash would still be upset, so it was no surprise when he heard quiet sniffles next to his ear. 

Lifting one hand, he gently mussed up his soft dark hair, then leaned away enough to give him a smile and a kiss. 

"It will be fine, love. Let me get my things packed real quick, then we can go get something to eat," he said, not willing to take no for an answer as he tugged his babe out of the bathroom. 

They worked together packing his things, with Ash adding a few trinkets from his collection every now and then without a word. 

Ru let him do what he wished, because he could see that it was slowly making him feel better, and by the time he they had finished getting dressed and packing, the man was in a much better mood overall. 

"All set, and I'm starving. Would my sweet boyfriend mind cooking this hungry crow some breakfast?" Ru asked as he slid his shoes on by the door, then turned and reached his out hand to Ash. 

His love was already heading toward him and eagerly took his hand before opening the door.

"Absolutely. We can go back to my personal room again so that no one will bother us," he said, then grinned as they began walking. "Except my mum, I suppose." 

Ru gave a quiet chuckle as he nodded and smiled. 

"That's okay, your mum is pretty cool. Maybe she'd even want to join us?" he said right as they stepped up to the desk to see the older woman standing right before them with a beaming smile on her face. 

"I would love to!"

Ash glanced at him at the same time Ru looked his way. 

They both paused in silence for a moment, then grinned as they looked back at his mom. 

"Let's go show Ruru how to cook, mum!"