Hymen

WARNING-R18. Read at your own risk.

CROISX's fingers curled around the band of my gym shorts and began pulling it down alongside my red lacy thong.

While his lips went to attack my neck, sucking and flicking the spots he knew drove me crazy. I tried to pull away from his hold to touch him, but as I tried, he seized both of my wrists above my head and captured them in one large hand.

"Croisx." I gasped, looking him in the eyes when he cupped my throbbing feminity, pressing a finger on my clit. His eyes were full of desire as he stared at me as he kept playing with my clit.

"Fuck. . ." I cursed breathlessly and bit my lower lip to stop the moans from getting louder.

"You're so wet," Croisx whispered. His finger slowly sank between my folds, curling it inside. "Do you like this, mi vida? Do you like how my finger plunged inside your cunt?"

My cheeks flustered as my eyes fluttered wide because of his daring words. His finger moved faster, and it became harder to hold back my moans. I kept whimpering under his touch.

"Do you like this?" he whispered over my ear, slightly kissing the shell of my ear.

I held my breath as he added another finger, toyed with the wetness seeping from my core before gently thrusting in, and I threw my head against the locker, a choking groan releasing from my lips.

"Oh my. . . Fuck." I moaned once more, trying to keep my voice quiet, afraid that the people from outside will hear me. His lips went back to trailing up my neck as he coaxed me with his fingers, curling against the spot he was getting to know a little too well.

I couldn't stand it any longer. I needed his cock inside me. "Please. . ." My voice became weak, desperate, and almost begging.

He looked so dominant right now. I should be the dominant when it comes to fucking, yet my body was already under his mercy. For the first time in my life, I became submissive.

"Croisx. . . Please." I begged desperately, feeling a strong wave in my stomach. "Please, fuck me." Whimpers left my lips when his thumb rubbed my clit faster, and soon, I was shuddering in euphoria.

Croisx pulled his fingers from my core, my juices coating them.

My eyes went wide when he took his fingers and sucked them to taste myself on him. My throat bobbed as I watched him suck the fingers that he inserted inside my pussy. Holy fuck. That was hot. I practically melted by the sight.

"I didn't know this could taste good." He mumbled sensually.

I swallowed hard. God, I wanted him so bad that it hurt.

I hooked my hand on the band of his shorts, slowly pulling down his shorts alongside his boxers and his erection sprung free. I stroke his huge cock with my left hand, making him moan in pleasure.

"Ahh. . ." he moaned.

I pulled his head to me and desperately pressed my lips to his. I gasped when Croisx lifted me up and pinned me back against the locker. My legs immediately hugged his waist as my arms locked into his shoulders.

One long erotic moan escaped from both of our lips when he jerked his hips and his manhood inserted fully. His cock automatically stretches my opening wall.

"Fuck. . ." I moaned as he began fucking me. His thrust was so gentle, like he was so afraid to hurt me. I cupped his face and kissed him fully on the lips. I bit his bottom lip, making him groan.

"Fuck me harder, Croisx." I demanded.

His face sliced with hesitation. "B-But I might hurt you again," he muttered lowly.

I shook my head. "No. You won't hurt me anymore. Come on, I want it hard and fast. Do you understand?" I demanded while looking dead serious into his eyes.

Finally, his thrusts slapped against my skin, creating the most delicious sound ever. He drew in a sharp breath, staring at me with his dark, intense eyes.

"You feel so tight." He growls, lips against my neck.

I tried having sex in a public place, a cubicle inside a club to be specific, with one of my ex-fubus we shall not name, but it never sounded appealing. Although, with Croisx, god, it was the hottest thing I could think of. This boy made me want to do things I never wanted to do.

He buried his head into the crook of my neck and groaned, his warm breath kissing my skin.

"Croisx. . ." a tear dropped on my tear duct. "Fuck. . . Faster. . ." I sobbed.

I heard him smirk against my neck before he thrust once again. I moaned so loud when he hit the spot. My nails scratched his back, leaving a mark on his smooth back.

"Shhh. You have to be quiet." His lips brushed my ear, and his warm breath kissed my skin, making me shiver. "People outside might hear you,"

I bit my lips so hard and nodded furiously. He beamed and kissed me on the lips. "You're such a good girl." And then thrust mercilessly, letting go of all his self-control.

My eyes rolled back, and my vision blurred with the soaring sensation his cock was giving me.

I pressed my head into his neck and bit his shoulder to stop the noises from coming out. He gently squeezes my butt as he thrusts deeper inside me.

He pulled my head towards him. Pinagdikit niya ang mga noo namin at tinitigan ako, habang ang balakang niya'y bumabayo. I gasped when he hit the spot again, but my moan died when he captured my lips with his. My eyes automatically closed as I focused on how he kissed me.

He thrust his tongue inside my mouth, exploring and sucking on my tongue as I did so. Wala na akong nagawa kundi ang umungol sa loob ng kanyang bibig at kumapit ng mas mahigpit sa likuran ng kanyang leeg.

My breasts were pressing on his naked chest. Nang magsawa siya sa labi ko'y bumaba naman sa balikat hanggang sa aking magkabilaang dibdib ang kanyang labi. Croisx was staring at my face while sucking my breast, watching every expression he was giving me.

"Croisx. . . Fuck." I breathe hard. "I'm close." I moaned.

He grabbed my hips with both hands and hammered into me, his breath coming out harsh and short, thundering in his chest.

His pace doubled when he felt that we were so near. I started meeting his thrust with my hips, and the collision of our bodies made more noise. Every time our hips clash, the locker's pavement creates a loud squeaking noise.

"Ahh. . . Fuck. . ." I moaned as I shuddered in pleasure.

A few more thrusts inside me, and I felt his warm juices fill my womb. Gradually, I felt him turn soft inside of me. The excess cum travelled down to my legs the moment he pulled out.

Isiniksik niya ang ulo niya sa gilid ng aking leeg habang naghahabol ng hininga. Naramdaman ko ang labi niya sa aking leeg, pinapatakan ako ng magagaan na halik doon.

Croisx looked down at the mess between my legs and sighed. "Wait here, babe. I'll clean you up."

He walked towards his duffel bag, pulling out a pack of tissue. I thought he was going to hand them to me, but he kneeled down and pressed the tissues against my legs. He wiped away the mess we both created for me. He then threw the used tissue in the trash and stood between my legs, brushing my hair away from my face.

He stared at me for a while. His face is worried as his eyes roamed on my face, checking my state. "You okay, babe? Masakit pa?" he asked in a worried tone.

Nangilabot ako dahil sa sobrang lambing ng boses niya. "N-No. . ." I denied.

His gentle side makes me weak, and now this. . . His dominant side makes me fucking wet.

Tinitigan niya pa ang mukha ko ng maigi saka ako hinalikan sa noo. I bit the inside of my cheeks and drew a short breath. "Let's take a shower. I feel so sticky." I mumbled.

He nodded and kissed the curve of my shoulder. "Okay. You can occupy the first shower area," he suggested.

"Alright. . ." I replied and grabbed all the things I needed inside.

Nang natapos kami maligo, dumiretso kami sa opisina ng kanyang coach para magpaalam. Croisx confesses that he destroy the punching bag and that he will pay for it. Hindi naman nagalit ang coach niya, bagkus, natuwa pa 'to nang malaman na mapapalitan na ng bago ang lumang punching bag.

I couldn't stop biting my bottom lip when I saw the mark on Croisx's neck I left earlier being covered by the fabric of his hoodie. Did I suck his neck hard? I'm sure he also has it on his shoulders.

Bigla ko tuloy naalala 'yong araw na pumunta ako sa OB. I feel like I was having a pre-natal check up because he really accompanied me.

Mabuti na nga lang at hindi siya nakita ni Mommy dahil nakipagkita sa kanya ang mommy niya na nagtatrabaho rin pala sa hospital namin.

When I arrived inside, sinalubong ako ng sekretarya ni mommy at sinabing nasa loob na raw siya. I nodded, and thanked her.

"Darling!" Mom immediately smiled and gave me a peck on my cheeks. "You're glowing!" she praised.

"Nadiligan kagabi, 'eh." I muttered and sat on the chair in front of her table.

She snickered. "Are you really here because of the inquiry you texted me?" she asked, and I nodded. "All right. Let me get you a gown so you can change."

She came back with the gown and left again to give me some privacy. I removed every article of clothing and placed the pink gown on. Nang makapagbihis na, nagsimula na siya sa pagsisiyasat sa akin.

I laid my back on the pink bed and spread my legs just a little. Mom's gloved fingers spread my vaginal lips apart. She checked the surface to see if there were any skin abnormalities, discharge, bleeding, and swelling.

"There's no swelling or any abnormalities," she declared. "Moreover, I would like to congratulate you, Darling." Mom smiled widely at me. Her gums already showing from smiling too much.

"For what?"

Her eyes squinted teasingly.

"For finally breaking your hymen!" she announced happily.

My lips parted, and my eyes fluttered wide after hearing the news from my own mother. Oh my god! Croisx really ripped my hymen?!

"What. . . How? I had sex before him, Mom." I asked in confusion.

"Darling, engaging in sexual activity doesn't automatically mean your hymen will break. The hymen can remain unbroken from fingering or oral sex. Moreover, vaginal sex isn't the only thing that can break your hymen," she explains.

I remained silent, processing all the words in my mind.

"So, you mean my hymen just tore last night? Despite having sexual intercourse before?" I asked in disbelief.

She nodded. "Yes, darling. There are some factors why the vagina bled after having sex. First, if your vagina is not well lubricated, friction during sex can tear sensitive vaginal tissues and lead to bleeding. Second, if your partner hit your cervical Polyps." She paused and grabbed a rubber mock-up female uterus on one of the shelves.

Hindi na ako nakasagot dahil sa narinig. So all this time, I have an intact hymen? And Croisx, the virgin, younger than me neighbour just tore it? Oh god! I don't know how to react anymore.

She pointed to a part of the mock-up uterus. "This is the Cervical polyps. It's a tissue that forms in the reproductive tract on the cervix or inside the uterus. They have many blood vessels feeding them and can bleed if they accidentally bumped, so you'd see small amounts of blood after intercourse."

Napakurap-kurap ako sa mga pinagsasabi ni Mommy. My brain seemed to be floating because of what she was saying.

"Cervical cancer also leads to bleeding. But the most common reason for bleeding after intercourse is when you're having rough intercourse and your vagina is dry. Moreover, if your partner is well-endowed, his penis can stretch the skin of your vagina and cause some vaginal tearing, which might be more dangerous."

Napalunok ako at bahagyang kinabahan sa narinig.

"H-How to prevent potential bleeding, Mom?" I asked in curiosity.

Mom smiled. "Well, start with the foreplay. Make sure you are wet enough, or use more lubrication. If your partner is well-endowed. You may also try shallow sex positions," she says.

I remained silent yet attentively listening.

"Your body will give you a warning sign if things are getting too intense. If you hear a 'pop', it's most likely a sign that your vagina tore, and it will cause bleeding." She smiled and tapped my cheeks lightly when she saw my reaction.

When Croisx found out the result of my test, he jumped in delight and immediately hugged me. He even almost shouted in triump while holding the result of my test.

I made a face and rolled my eyes. "You react as if you impregnate me," I couldn't help but mock him.

He looked at me and smiled brightly. My system went nuts when he leaned closer to me. "You know why I'm over the moon? Because despite all the men who passed through your life, I was the only one who successfully owned your whole being."

He answered without withdrawing our eye contact.

Suddenly, I feel him. His lips are on my forehead as he leans over me. Nang kumurap ako, nakita kong nakatitig pala sa akin Si Croisx. His face is worried as his hand cupped my cheek, brushing his thumb on my skin.

"Are you okay, babe? What's on your pretty mind?" he asked gently.

I cleared my throat when I realized I'd been spacing out. "N-Nothing. Let's go, Croisx. I'm hungry! I want Japanese food." I muttered and pulled him to the exit.

Arriving at our usual go-to Japanese restaurant, we didn't waste time and ordered right away. We both ordered the usual. While eating, the two of us chitchatted about random things until the topic landed on me.

"I had been researching about the birth control shot you took," Croisx muttered out of the blue.

Natigil ako sa pag-akmang pagsubo ng sushi. Slowly, my hand dropped on the table alongside the sushi.

"You did?" I asked in astonishment. "Why?"

"I want to make sure that it was safe. The shot has side effects, including irregular or no periods, bone thinning, weight gain, delayed ovulation, and even depression. I don't want to risk your health for taking it."

I took my glass and sipped on my drink as my eyes remained looking at him. Binaba ko ang baso at sumandal sa likuran ng upuan. I crossed my arms over my chest, still not breaking our eye contact.

"You don't have to worry. My mom was the one who injected me. She was my ob-gyn ever since." I assured him.

He puffs a sigh of relief. "I'm relieved." He smiled warmly. "But babe, we can always use protection. I-I can wear a rubber," he muttered sheepishly. His cheeks turned red.

I couldn't help but chuckle upon seeing his cheeks. "A condom? You sound like a sex expert now," I stated.

His eyes fluttered wide. His lips twitched, slightly parting in aghast.

"I-I am not. . . I'm just saying that I can wear a rubber every time we make love, so it won't be a nuisance for you to keep taking pills or have shots." He said in a sincere voice.

Mabilis na nag-isang linya ang magkabilang kilay ko sa narinig na salita sa kanya. Make love? Baka sex. Gusto kong sabihin pero hindi na lang ginawa dahil ayoko naman siyang mapahiya.

"What do you think, babe?"

I puff a sigh and smile. "All right. We will use a condom when my shot ends."

His lips automatically formed into a relieved smile.

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