I felt the all too familiar buzz of anticipation race through me, one look at Jake and I felt myself starting to cave. I wanted to open my mouth and let it all spill out.

I hated keeping secrets from him and right now I felt like it was going to burst. I'd been planning the surprise for weeks and somehow Jake hadn't figured it out. He hadn't so much as blinked at the new planner I had bought him and the dinner I had treated him to. That seemed to be all he was expecting and I was happy he hadn't tried to snoop through my stuff.

"Thank you, I had the perfect birthday." Jake smiled leaning towards me.

"It's not over yet." I stopped him from closing the distance entirely.

"I know, I was trying to collect my birthday kiss before you stopped me." He pouted.

As much as I wanted to just let Jake devour me right here I knew the second his lips touched mine I was a goner. He was too good at distracting me. One kiss and my mind turned to mush. And as much as I wanted that to happen, I had plans I wouldn't let him derail.

"Be patient." I told him and grabbed one of his hands leading him to his bedroom.

"You know I'm usually the one saying that to you." He replied stumbling clumsily behind me.

He was right, it felt almost like our roles were reversed. Jake was one to crave control and I happily gave it over to him every time. But now I felt like the control was mine, well it was right now. Jake never seemed to let that last all that long.

"I have another gift for you." I told him once we stepped into the bedroom.

"Is it your dick?" He asked a playful smile on his face.

"That wouldn't be much of a surprise, you can have that whenever you want."

"And if I want it now?" He raised his eyebrows in question.

My body heated. It would be so easy to just lean forward and connect my lips to his. It would be so easy but just the thought of what was to come made me stop. I had plans for the night and I couldn't let Jake tempt me into giving that up.

I knew once he opened my gift he'd be happy I made him wait for it.

"I have one last gift for you to open first." I turned around and opened up the drawer that Jake had given me.

It didn't take long to grab the box wrapped up in blue wrapping paper. I turned back around to see Jake sitting on the bed waiting patiently for whatever I had planned. I wasn't good at this. Jake was the planner, he was the one that spent weeks putting together the perfect birthday. He set up an entire week filled with surprises and all of my favorite things. I couldn't top that but I could still try to make this day as perfect as I could.

"You already got me a planner. You didn't need to get me anything else."

"I think you'll like this one better." I grinned.

"I don't know, I do love my planners." He slid his fingers under the paper neatly unwrapping the present.

I stood there anxiously as he slowly unwrapped it. My whole body was on fire with anticipation. The second he opened this box I saw the way his face shifted, the lust in his eyes.

I watched as his fingers drew little patterns into the leather as he examined the cuffs. I'd given it a lot of thought. Jake had thrown out lots of words during sex and most of it I let be all talk but his want to tie me up was a little different than some of the rest.

I was always down to try something new and what better time than his birthday to let him finally have me at his mercy.

"This really something you want?" Jake eyed me trying to read any hesitation or doubts on my face.

I knew all I needed to do was say the word and he'd put them back in the box. Jake would do a lot but he'd never push me farther than I was willing to go.

"Yes, I want you to cuff my hands so I can't do anything but take whatever you're willing to give me." Jake was the one that was good with his words but I was trying for him. I was trying to be more vocal and put my feelings into words because I knew he loved to hear it.

Jake didn't need anymore encouragement. He reached forward wrapping a hand around the back of my neck and pulling me in. The second his lips connected with mine he devoured me. It was hot and a little messy as he pushed his tongue into my mouth. He pushed his whole body right into mine so that we were connected at almost every point.

I was surrounded by Jake and the more he moved his lips against mine the more I slipped into bliss. My brain was only filled with wanting and Jake. I loved the feeling, it wasn't even just the sex but the way he so easily consumed me. The way my brain seemed to shut off and let the pleasure overtake me.

It was all perfect. Every second I was with Jake was perfect.

He was able to get me into a desperate state without doing much. One filthy kiss and my hips were already bucking against his trying to find some friction. My erection grinding against his hipbone chasing some type of pleasure and release.

"Jake please." I whined against his lips as he pulled back slightly.

"Barely got to touch you and you're already a little desperate mess." He put a few inches between us letting his thumb slide across my face and graze my bottom lip, it took everything in me to not lean down and take the finger into my mouth.

I wanted, no needed something. Anything really. I'd take anything Jake was willing to give me. I'd let the anticipation of the night build me up into a tightly wound mess. I'd been like a ticking time bomb wanting for Jake to get his hands on me.

The second he did it was like I was set off. All the waiting and anticipation just exploded. I couldn't hold myself back anymore.

And I didn't just want his hands on me. I wanted to feel the leather against my wrists, to put all of my control into Jake's hands.

Jake leaned forward again pressing his lips against mine in a chaste kiss. It was as if he couldn't quite get enough, that the seconds of our lips being apart was too long.

When Jake pulled back his eyes searched my face as if he was looking for any signs of hesitation or doubt on my face. He wasn't going to find any of it but I knew he didn't want to cross any boundaries. Jake had always been good at knowing exactly what my limits were, reading my wants in a way no one else ever had. And it helped he was very good at communicating, he checked in constantly and whenever he felt like he was pushing me further than usually he waited for a vocal yes from me.

Now as we pushed into something new for us I knew he was going to be checking with me more than once to make sure this was actually something I wanted.

"Say the word Ev and it's over. We can lay out in bed doing nothing but hold each other and I'd be happy."

"I didn't spend my money on leather cuffs just to cuddle in bed." I reached out grabbing at his sides.

I knew that soon I wouldn't be able to get my hands on him so I let my hands run up his sides. I let myself feel every groove of his abdomen and all the muscles hidden underneath his shirt.

"You're so fucking perfect." He groaned and then his lips were on mine again.

This time the kiss wasn't short. Jake pushed his tongue into my mouth, his hands going to my pants fiddling with the button. It was a jumble of heat and impatience as Jake devoured my mouth and worked at getting my clothes off.

I had no complaints taking everything he gave me. Once he got my pants open he pushed them down slightly only getting them down to my thighs before going to push my shirt up my body to get that off.

It was battle of either kissing or actually getting the clothes off. Jake seemed to want to do both at the same time even if with how we were positioned that was not going to be possible.

It didn't take long for him to admit defeat and he detached from me just long enough to finish pushing my shirt over my head. I raised my arms helping him get it off. Once it was off Jake was shoving me backwards making me fall back onto the bed. The second I was laid out he was yanking my pants off the rest of the way.

Once they were off Jake was following me onto the bed covering my body with his. He took his time getting back up to my face. Peppering kisses against my bare stomach. I let my hands tangle in his hair holding onto him the best I could.

"Jake." I groaned arching into the feeling on his lips on my skin.

"Look so pretty laid out for me, going to look even better tied up waiting for my cock." He said against my skin ending the words with a light nip against my skin.

I let out a soft moan at the sting of his teeth. I tighten the hold I had in his hair trying to pull him back up to me. Instead of following my pull Jake pulled away from my chest and away from where I wanted him. The second his hands enclosed around my wrists my blood heated. I knew what was coming and I did nothing to stop it as he pulled my hands away from him.

"You sure?" He asked scanned my face one last time.

"Yes Jake." I nodded.

"Then be good and don't move." He press my arms into the mattress above my head.

I could do nothing but listen to whatever Jake said. I rarely went against anything he asked of me. Any command he gave it was like my body was programmed to listen to him by now. He probably didn't even need the cuffs, just telling me to keep still was enough. But still I ached to have the feeling of the leather holding me back, to know even if I wanted to move I couldn't caused a wave of heat to rush through me.

I didn't know if I'd survive this but I was so ready for every second of it.

Jake leaned back to grab the cuffs that had been dropped at the end of the bed. He took a second to run his hand over the leather getting at good look at them. All I could do was lay there and wait for him to make the next move.

It was a torturous wait every second that Jake paused to watch me squirm against the bed. I wanted him to take those cuffs and wrap them around my wrists. I wanted him to touch me, to use me.

Thankfully he didn't make me wait forever, he leaned forward grabbing one wrist and wrapping the leather around it. Once he got the cuff secured on one wrist he leaned up pressing a soft kiss against the skin just under the leather.

"You're so perfect. So fucking perfect for me." He muttered.

The praise was all I needed. I moaned under him trying to buck my hips up. It felt like I'd been hard forever. I needed friction or at least to get my boxers off. My dick was aching and it'd been left untouched for too long.

Jake wrapped the cuffs around the headboard before enclosing the other side on my other wrist. Once he was finished and let my arms go I wiggled them against the restraint. I tried to reach forward getting my hands free but they only moved an inch before the cuffs pulled at my wrists keeping me in place.

I was helpless. I was at Jake's mercy. He could do whatever he wanted and there wasn't anything I could do.

Just that thought was enough for me to lose it slightly. I was getting desperate. I wanted Jake so badly and he'd barely touched me. But being tied up unable to do anything had my dick leaking and my body aching for something more.

"Jake please, I need you." I begged beneath him my hands instinctively pulling at the cuffs again trying to do something to get any type of pleasure.

"Such a desperate little thing." He ran his hands along my abdomen, letting them wander up to my chest.

The second his fingers brushed over my nipples I was arching into the touch. He grabbed one pinching it lightly between his fingers. I couldn't hold back the moan at the feeling.

I'd stopped being able to deny the fact that every spark of pain shot right down to my cock.

"Can't decide if I want to push you over the edge over and over until you have nothing left or if I want to make you wait and watch as you beg for it." He grinned down at me pinching my nipple again causing another moan to come out of my mouth.

Jake loved both. He loved trying to send me over the edge more than once. But he also loved to hold back my orgasm trying to see how long I could go as he used my body. He got off on seeing me turn into a desperate mess under him and in both situations that tended to be the result.

"Can you hurry up and make a decision before my dick falls off?" I grumbled unable to handle the way my cock was throbbing in my underwear any longer.

"Hmm that doesn't sound like someone who deserves to cum." Jake hummed as he crawled off of me.

"Fuck no Jake please, please." I squirmed against the sheets trying to find a way to get some type of friction.

"Already begging for it and I haven't even touched you. Can't wait to see how desperate you'll get once I get you on my cock."

I could do nothing as he slowly undressed leaving me just laid out on the bed with no way to relieve the ache. I wanted him to just hurry up, to open me up and slide right in. But I also wanted him to drag it out because I didn't think I was ready for this to be over.

"Jake." I begged for anything, I'd settle just for the feeling of his hands on my skin.

"It's my birthday Ev, I want to do this my way. So you can beg as much as you want but it's only going to tire your voice out." I could see that devilish look on his face and I knew exactly how this was going to go.

This was going to be the best type of torture. I knew that the cuffs had been a good purchase. I had no regrets as he slowly crawled over me pressing light kisses against my thighs.

It took everything in me to try to stay still as he got closer and closer to where I wanted him. It was almost impossible to not try to shift my hips up. I knew if I did it would be seconds before jakes hands pushed me right back down holding me where he wanted. And as enticing as that sounded I was hoping if I was good that he'd give me what I wanted faster.

The staying still thing only lasted so long. The second jakes mouth pressed against my crotch mouthing at me through my boxers I was done. I pushed up chasing the feeling.

"Be patient or I won't let you come." His arm pressed down on my hips keeping me in place.

"Please, fuck please. I need you, need your mouth." I begged as he continued to work his way up my clothed cock.

"I love you like this. Could keep you this needy and on edge all night. I wonder how desperate and loud you'd get, wonder if I could get you begging loud enough for the neighbors to hear."

"I can't, please Jake I want to cum." I tried bucking my hips up but his arm was still there pinning me down to the mattress.

"That's it Ev keep begging, want everyone to hear that you're mine." And then he was pulling my boxers down finally freeing my leaking cock.

I was so close already. He'd barely touched me and I was on the edge of release. His words and every touch to my skin had built me right up. I'd already been worked up from the anticipation of the night and now that I was here and Jake was taking me apart in all the best ways I knew it'd be a miracle if I actually lasted.

Jake could try to tease me and hold me on the edge but I didn't have faith that I would make it past the first touch to my dick.

Jake didn't give me much time before he was swallowing down my cock. My hips fought against his arm at the sensation. It was a miracle I didn't release right down his throat at the feeling of his hot mouth enclosed around my dick. It was fucking heaven. Every time Jake did this it was heaven. It was one of my favorite things and not just because it was Jakes favorite way to edge me.

"I'm going to cum, fuck you feel so good." I moaned at the feeling as Jake slowly bobbed his head.

"Not yet Ev." Jake pulled off leaving my cock aching against my stomach.

"Please." I whined my arms twitching trying to get out of the cuffs just so I could have something to push myself over the edge.

It was a blinding type of pleasure as Jakes mouth enclosed around me again. There wasn't any holding back as he swallowed me down, hollowing his cheeks around me. I didn't know how I'd survive the night if he was planning on edging me. I'd gotten too wound up and I don't think I'd be able to hold off for too long.

And I was right as Jake bobbed his head up and down my control snapped. I let out a loud moan as my hips bucked up into him trying to fight against the hold he had on me. This time he didn't pull off he slid himself further down taking me deeper into his mouth as my orgasm hit. I spilled right down his throat as he continued to work my cock through the waves of pleasure.

"Fuck Jake." I moaned.

I wasn't ready for this to be over and I knew it wasn't. Jake letting me cum now only meant that he was planning on getting another one out of me. He'd build me right back up to the edge.

When Jake pulled off of me, my orgasm causing my body to collapse into the sheets beneath me, I could see it all on his face. This was just the start and as he reached over for the lube I could feel myself gearing up for what was next.

I watched every movement as he lubed up his fingers and all I could do was lay here as he pressed one against my hole.

"This okay?" Jake asked as he slowly pressed into me.

Part of me just wanted to nod. I didn't know if I had the words to even respond but Jake wouldn't go any further without a verbal yes. His slow thrusts with his finger wasn't doing enough for me. If he wanted to get me back to the edge I needed more.

And the only way I would get more was with a yes.

"Yes." I nodded.

And Jake took that one yes and ran with it. His finger curled in me easily finding my prostate. My whole body arched with the pleasure. I was sensitive from my orgasm so everything felt like more.

I couldn't stop the sounds that bubbled out of me as he continued to abuse my prostate as he opened me up. My hands fought against the cuffs again. I didn't know if I was trying to get them free to push Jake away or to pull him in closer,

That feeling only got more extreme as he slid a second finger into me. The stretch and the pleasure from each brush against my prostate was enough to have my body trying to gear up for round two. My dick hadn't quite come back to life but I knew it wouldn't take much more.

"Bet I could get you to come just on my fingers." He said letting his fingers brush against my prostate again.

I let out a moan as I shook my head. I didn't want to come on his fingers. I knew I could, as my dick began to fill again, it was obvious Jake knew exactly how to cause pleasure to flood my body.

He knew my body too well. He'd spent too much time learning exactly how I ticked. My body was all his. No one else could make me feel like this.

"Jake please." I whined as he rocked his fingers in and out of me.

"That's it Ev, beg for me. Beg for my cock."

I was past trying to keep my pride with Jake. Maybe when we first started this I tried to hold out but now all that was left was my love and trust in this one man. So if he wanted me to beg, id fucking beg.

And once he slid in a third finger my dick was rock hard again and I couldn't stop all the sounds and words that were tumbling out of my mouth.

"Need you Jake. Need to feel your cock." I begged trying my best to rock my hips back onto his fingers.

Everything was harder with my hands restrained above me. I wanted to grab him, pull him up to try to get him to finally fuck me.

"Just lay back and take it Ev. You can beg all you want but remember who has the control here." His fingers pressed hard against my prostate making my whole body tense as pleasure shot through me.

And just as I was reaching that edge of release his fingers were gone. He pulled out and leaned away from me so that no part of us was touching. My body arched trying to get close to him but there was nothing I could do. I was stuck here and he could do whatever he wanted to me.

I just laid there, my cock hard and aching as Jake created more and more distance between us. I squirmed against the sheets as I waited to see what he would do next. He moved with ease as he slowly shed his clothes until he was standing bare in front of me.

I wanted him so badly I felt like I was physically vibrating with it.

"Maybe I should make you wait for it. I could test just how patient you can really be." Jake slowly made his way back to the bed closing some of that distance between us.

"Need you, Jake please." I whined wanting to feel him against me again.

I was lucky tonight. Jake didn't seem to actually be making me wait. He crawled over my body fitting himself right between my thighs. Just where I wanted him the most.

"I'm going to fuck you until you have nothing left, until you can't even beg for more." His words heat my body and I don't even bother to reply as his lip molded over mine.

I let him kiss me. I let his mouth claim mine harshly. I got lost in that feeling which only got better as he finally thrusted into me. I moaned into him as I was filled up by his cock. There was no better feeling than this, than being consumed by Jake like this.

He stayed still for a moment. Letting myself feel him inside me. Allowing me to just lay there stretched around him. It was one of my favorite feelings. No one made me feel the way Jake did.

"Jake." I squirmed beneath him whining his name against his lips.

I wanted more, I needed more. I knew Jake was just trying to torture me, making me be patient for something he was just as desperate as I was for. I wanted him to lose control and wreck me in a way only he could.

"Use your words Ev, ask for what you need." His hands moved up my body, one of them dancing across my throat in promise for what was to come.

"Move, Jake I need you to move." I breathed out.

He did exactly as I asked. His hips finally started to move. It was a slow pace as he rocked in and out. It was what I asked for but not what I needed. Jake was going to make me say it. He wanted to hear the words.

"More." I said.

"If you want something Evan just ask for it." He prompted.

I wasn't good with my words but Jake had been pushing me more. Trying to get me to vocalize things more. He could read exactly what I wanted without me even saying it but he wanted to hear the words. He craved that just like I craved all those filthy words that came out of his mouth.

"I want you to fuck me hard, fuck me until I can barely take it."

Jake's lips curved up in a smile and then he was pulling out almost all the way. It was one second of pause before he slammed back into me brutally.

This was what I had wanted. His pace was fast and unrelenting as he fucked in and out of me. I was a helpless mess as I let out moans and babbled words that were probably supposed to be his name. It was everything and not enough all at once.

"Look at you, so fucking perfect. Taking it all like you're meant for me." Jake let the words tumble out of him as he watched me beneath me. "It's still not enough, you still want more don't you?"

Somehow he could read me. He knew me almost better than I knew myself by now.

"Please." I begged.

"I got you Ev, I know just want you need," and then his hand finally tightened around my neck, that spark of pain lighting up my whole body.

My hands thrashed against the restraints as I tried to get free. My body jerked against the mattress. I was so close and I didn't think I'd be able to hold on much longer. He had one hand wrapped around my throat and the other gripping my hip hard enough to leave a mark. It was a dizzying mix of pain and pleasure.

I was lost to my pleasure. Jake had brought me right to the edge and my vision blurred as I held myself back. I was lingering on that edge waiting for that final push. Jake had the control and I was left helplessly to his mercy.

"Come on Ev, make a beautiful mess of yourself."

And that was all I needed as my orgasm crashed into me. My body tensed and I clenched down on Jake's cock as he drove into me. He didn't stop as I rode out my orgasm. He just kept using my body and it wasn't until I'd finally slumped into the mattress relaxed and floaty from my second release that he finally slowed and his hands loosened.

I was ready to tell him I was okay, to give him the go ahead to use me for his own pleasure but he was already pulling out before I had the chance to open my mouth.

"Can you stay like this for another minute or do you want your hands back?" He asked.

"I'm okay." I assured him and he just nodded as he wrapped a hand around his cock.

I couldn't take my eyes off him as he jerked his hand up and down his dick. It didn't take too long before his movements were stuttering and he released his own mess right on top of my own.

"Fuck you look so fucking perfect." His eyes trailed over me lust in his eyes.

"All yours, I'm all yours." I sighed happily.

"I love you." He leaned down pressing his lips against mine again.

It was a short kiss and the second we parted his hands went to mine and finally released them from the cuffs. The second they were free I reached out grabbing my boyfriend wanting to feel him and pull him close.

"I love you too." I replied.

"You're getting your mess on me, it's fucking gross." He groaned as I wrapped myself around him pressing my body against his.

"It's not just my mess and this isn't nearly as gross as that time when you-," he shut me up by pressing his lips against mine.

I wasn't going to complain. I loved when Jake kissed me even if it was to shut me up.

"Best birthday ever." He muttered and I couldn't stop that usual rush of happiness I felt when I was with Jake.

I smiled against him as I let my mind start to think on how I was going to make next year even better. I didn't know how I would top this birthday next year but I had a year to come up with an idea.

A/n-

This has been so long in the making. I'd started and stopped writing this chapter so many times but here it is. As if this book didn't have enough smut, here's some more.

I didn't feel like I was quite done with Evan and Jake. I had one last thing to write. So here it is, my final goodbye to these two and this book. What better way to officially end then with sex?

Love you all and all the support I've gotten for this book. You all are wonderful and I will never be able to put into words the amount of appreciation I have for all my readers and the people who have continued to support me. I read all your comments and it just helps motivate me to keep writing.

This book has honestly changed me in so many ways and it warms my heart that so many people have read this story and loved it as much as I do. Jake and Evan will always be my heart and I just hope people continue to find their story and find some type of enjoyment.

Anyways I hope you all enjoyed this chapter!

-Cora Leigh