CONTENT WARNING:
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S//A
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Hi.
My name is Rudolph.
Or Rudy, for short.
I am sixteen years old.
I have a happy life. A loving mother, a strong father, and an caring younger brother.
Nothing is wrong. Nothing will ever be wrong.
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Today, is my first day in America.
I had to say goodbye to my friends, but I'll meet new ones here.
My name is Rudy. I live a content life.
Nothing will go wrong.
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I hear quiet wails. Is that me making that unholy noise?
*drip* *drip* *drip*
The tears get stained in red.
Onto the tile floor.
Who's is that, I wonder?
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His hand feels warm against my skin.
He holds my hand tightly, not letting go.
What's this amazing sensation?
It is guilt? Is it pleasure?
I'm not sure.
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"I'm... so sorry, Rudy." His gentle but cracky voice haunts me to this day.
He's coming back.
I'll finally get to see him again. Maybe we can do what we did before.
Maybe... things will be alright.
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Hello.
My name is Rudy.
I hold out my hand to you, and you refuse it.
You stare at my wrist. How come?
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"oh, what a jolt...
oh... what a spark...
the embers of memory drift all around me...
oh, what a sight...
what a sensation...?
to witness her birth in full bloom...
deep in the light...
of the moon...
"you can't protect her...." he whispered...
something about his voice stirred the silence...
creeping voices lurk here...
telling him why she's gone...?
her ashes filling his lungs, her voice screaming out,
"tell me why?!"
twisting spirits around the little finger of her fire....!"