-Chapter 6-

-Flashback II-

Felix was on his way onto school ground. Since Minho graduated last year he felt pretty lonely and now he has no boyfriend so he was more lonely at school. Being with him drove away the friends he had, Felix now realises.

He was taking his steps towards the entrance and people were giving him looks. There weren't many outside because school starts in a few minutes but the little of those who were gathered in small groups, either pointed or stared at him.

Felix brushed it off with that the news of their break up traveled fast. So he didn't bother. It was in the past and he is going to be a better person from now on. Felix has been an asshole while being with him and his troublesome friends. He had done so much shit it's uncountable.

But after entering the building, more people stared and pointed. Some even laughed.

Felix felt uncomfortable and uneasy. There was something different going around.

He walked cautiously to his classroom. Upon sliding the door open and entering, his classmates had the same expressions as the people before. Felix froze for a second at the door but then proceeded to his locker with his head down. Everyone is acting so weird.

He knows he is not really popular and no one really likes him, but this hasn't happened before. At this point Felix can make up that his ex has probably spread some rumours to feel better about himself.

He bend down to his locker. Opening it, he found pictures. Pictures of him. Him and three other guys fucking him. Taking their way with him.

Felix' hands started to tremble while he heard people in the back laughing and giggling quietly.

What a slut.

Never knew he was that easy.

Is his boyfriend okay with this?

Has he no shame coming to school?

We should ask for a turn.

His classmates were talking about him. Saying stuff that wasn't true. He wasn't a slut! They forced him! They made him drink! And it was his boyfriends idea in the first place!

Felix got nauseous. He felt as if he is going to puke. But he held it in.

He took out the pictures and stood, ripping them apart and tossing them into the bin beside the lockers. Now everyone has gone quiet.

The silence broke when their homeroom teacher walked in to check the attendance.

Felix quickly took out his books and sat on his chair.

When their homeroom teacher finished and left the classroom, some guy stood up and made his way to Felix.

He kept his head down and sat still in his chair when his classmate stood in front of him.

"How many guys had their way with you?", the guy Jiho asked mockingly. "Huh?" He kicked Felix' table.

Felix kept his head down, even though he started to shake uncontrollably.

"I'm talking to you, you slut!" He kicked again. Now the table hit against Felix' torso and he backed up a bit in his chair.

Jiho was fed up of Felix not reacting, not even looking at him, so he grabbed Felix by the hair to make him look up. Some people in the room gasped at the force Jiho used. Felix though was completely still.

"Is your mouth shut close by so much cum or what's the fucking problem, slut?!", he practically screamed in his face.

When Felix again gave no reaction because the only thing he wanted was to go home and cry, Jiho punched him in the face. His head flew backwards and Jihos hand has let his hair go.

When he straighten back up his nose started to bleed immediately. Felix sat in his seat and watched the blood drip onto his table right as their teacher for the first lesson came in. Felix didn't even heard the bell ring.

Jiho was back on his place without looking suspicious. The rest still looked at him in slight shook and silence, but the teacher gasped loudly when she noticed Felix and his bloody table.

She ran to the sink for paper towels and back to Felix. She handed him some and placed the rest on the table.

"Someone please take him to the nurse.", she tells the class. Though no one stood up. Not even the class representative. Everyone avoided the teachers gaze.

But before she could say something, Felix stood up.

"It's fine. I can go on my own." With that he made his way out of the classroom filled with his classmates who don't know shit about him.

Felix didn't know how to feel. There was a mixture of everything.

He was angry that he was treated this way by his classmates and angry at his ex who even dared to do this to him.

He was embarrassed that everyone saw those pictures, if that's even all that was going around. Felix didn't even know this has been captured in the first place. This was non consensual in every way and nobody seems to even care.

He was sad for himself. He feels like he can never have something good going in his life.
He feels like a failure, like he isn't good enough for happiness. He has done everything for the people around him, just so they would like him. To get approval.

He wanted to scream so bad because of frustration. What is he supposed to do? Everyone thinks he is a slut. Sleeping with multiple guys while having a boyfriend. People at school will probably start bullying him now.
Today was not a one time thing, Felix knows it.

And no it wasn't. Felix was right, him getting beaten is happening every day now.

And Felix started to feel nothing. Only emptiness consuming him.

Though he was out for revenge by hacking, digging and researching every tiny shitty mistake his ex and his friends had done in their miserable life. Plus their parents and relatives.

Felix was out for suffering and he was going to get it.

The time Felix came home with his shirt all bloody from the nosebleed, Minho was completely furious.

But Felix brushed it off as a normal nosebleed from stress. And giving Felix' recent break up, Minho believed him.

But after some time Felix was starting to act more weird. It scared Minho.

Felix was only in his room after school and only came out to grab 5 minute ramen, even though Minho always calls him every day for the fresh dinner he made. He smoked pot more than normal which is rising Minhos worries more.

And by the light shining underneath Felix' door late at night, Minho assumes he isn't sleeping much either.

Minho felt hopeless, he didn't know what to do. He wants to help Felix with whatever he's going through but Felix isn't letting him in.

That was until Minho was dismissed from work earlier and decided to pick Felix up from school.

When he got there school just ended and he saw students leaving the school ground. But Felix never showed up.

So he went looking for him.

But before he could enter the school he heard loud laughing and thudding sounds coming from the side of the building. Minho went to look in hopes to find Felix.

And he did. But not how he would've expected.

Felix was on the ground, covering his head while getting stomped on by some students. He ran there as fast as he could think and pushed them off.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?!", he screamed at them and tugged at one guys uniform.

"What the fuck dude? Who are you?", one of them said.

Another guy turned to Felix who was now trying to sit up and looked at Minho in shook.
"Is this one of the guys you fuck, slut?", he asked Felix.

Felix shook his head slightly. "No"

"What the fuck are you talking about? Why are you beating him up you son of a bitch?" Minho was confused and furious. He pushed the students away from him and kneeled in front of Felix, helping him sit up. "Are you okay, Yongbok?"

Felix nodded his head.

"This fucking slut is sleeping around with multiple guys like a whore. That's why we try to show him his fucking place.", the guy from before said to Minho. "Now if you'll excuse us, we will take our leave."

They all turned to walk away just like that, but Minho wasn't having it. How can they even think they could do this without consequences.

He stood, grabbed the first guy and punched him in the face. Minho was older and bigger than those students so it wasn't much of a fight, really.

He got everyone down easily.

When all fight left the students he pulled them up on their knees. "Now fucking tell me exactly why you were beating him up.", Minho said, sounding threatening. He held a gaze in his eyes that made the boys on their knees nervous to move.

"There was a video... th-that got around school almost two weeks ago of Felix.", one of them started.

"Show me that video", Minho demanded.

That pushed all of them to fumble in their pockets to quickly get their phones out.
Minho ripped one out of a boys hand when they all held it to him.

He clicked on the play button.

It was horrific.

You could clearly hear how Felix was in pain and confused and lost when they did whatever they wanted to his body.

Felix' face was on display unmistakably, but the other three guys faces couldn't be seen duo to the winkle the camera was placed.

Still sitting on the cold floor, Felix looked away from Minho, dreading his reaction to the most hurt consuming memory he has. He never wanted Minho to know. Not because he was embarrassed or because he didn't want to worry Minho. No, he knows Minho would gladly be there for him. But Felix never wanted to anyone to know because that just made this haunting memory real.

Minho has grown angrier and angrier every second.

After a minute he has had enough and threw the phone on the ground, stepping on it many times for good measure. He could hear the owner of the now destroyed phone gasp.

"If I ever see any of you fucking near Felix ever again or see him being upset because of you, I will fucking make your life a living hell. And I mean it, I'm a pyromaniac!" It was not something you should brag about because Minho was struggling much in life because of that but he still said it to scare them more. Everything that could be done, should be done to help Felix.

The students nodded their heads in a fast manner.

"Now fucking leave! I don't ever wanna see you again!"

They don't have to be told twice before they stood up and sprinted away. One of them quickly picked up his broken phone off the ground.

Minho turned to Felix. "Yongbok, please look at me."

Felix hesitated before he lifted his head up to look into Minhos calming eyes.
But tears immediately welled up in his eyes.

"Oh, Yongbokkie why didn't you say anything.", Minho said and took Felix into his arms tightly. They sat there for a minute, Felix just crying.

"I never wanted you to know. It was never supposed to become worse.", he cried into Minhos chest. "It was never supposed to become so real."

"It's going to be okay. You've been through so much and you still held on strong. I know you're going to make it through this." Minho almost cried with his roommate.

Felix is so important to Minho that he thinks he couldn't live without him. They were their rock in life.

"You're not alone."

Two days have gone by and Felix was left alone in school. Nobody dared to even look at him wrong and it took a huge weight off his shoulders. He may have no friends and it gets lonely, but he rather was left alone than whatever bully shit he has been through before.

So it was time to expose his ex and his friends.

Felix has gathered everything think he could find which would make their life harder.

He was on his way home in a happy manner. Today was the day.

At his apartment he found that Minho wasn't at home. So he warmed up food and sat on the couch.
The opportunity to eat in the living room should be used because Minho never allowed it.

Felix turned on the TV and started to dig into his food. But he paused at the news.

"There was a big fire at xxxx xxxxx. The people involved were fortunately not hurt but their home was completely burned down to no repair. We all wish the family well and the best luck."

Felix was stunned at what he was seeing.
It was his exes house.

The only person he could think of who would do this, was his childhood friend, Minho.

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