Raven POV

"Hotch." I said once I walked in his office and his head snapped up to look at me. We had literally left the bullpen and finished discussing the case.. one that I don't want to be part of.

"Gibbs.. What's up you ok?" He asked as I took a deep breath and shook my head.

"Hotch I.. I think I need some time to myself. I need to clear my mind before I start another case. I don't want to get in the middle of it and just get in the way." I said looking down. I was more than expecting him to say no so the words that came out of his mouth next surprised me.

"I think that would be a good idea. You've been off for the past week now, so I most tell you that you can talk to any of us if you need to." He said and I nodded giving him a small sad smile.

"I know.. thanks Hotch." I said before leaving the office and walked to my desk to get my things and go home but..

"Where you going?" Asked Derek as I looked at him for a split second before going back to my things.

"Home." I said not looking at him, I couldn't. I felt too guilty and too scared to do so.

"You ok?" He asked walking in front of me to look me in the eyes but I looked away.

"Yeah.. just need some time off to myself that's all." I said walking away from him almost running till I got to my car and took out my phone and called.

"Gibbs." Said on the other side.

"What is it with you agents and answering like that?" I asked in a funny way.

"Raven? Everything ok?" He asked.

"Yeah just thought I'd give you guys a visit if that's ok?" I said to the phone biting my lip.

"Sure.. but don't you have work?" He asked and I smiled turning on the car.

"I asked for a vacation of some sort. They'll be fine." I said driving home.

"Well if that's the case then alright." He said.

"I'll be there by tomorrow." I said before ending the call and got home. Once inside I walked inside and started to pack.

~Once at NCIS~

"Wait you just found a body?" I asked as we had just made it to the agency and McGee, Tony, and Ziva where on their way out.

"Oh Raven you're here!" Said Ziva giving me a hug as I hug her back.

"Yeah, so back to my question did you find a body?" I asked and Tony nodded.

"I'm coming with you." I said getting the car.

"No. You're staying here with Abby." Said dad as I look at him.

"You seem to forget that even though I'm in vacation I'm still a BAU agent and I'm your daughter, meaning I'm even more stubborn that you." I said getting in the car as dad gave a laugh getting in the car with me.

"So why did you ask for a vacation and decided to come here?" Asked dad and I took a breath.

"I just needed a break from all the messed up people this world has. At least here I only get to see the dead body of some one and not worry as much of other people dying by the same person." I said looking straight forward.

"We're here." He said as we got off the car and walked to the body and as soon as I looked at the body my breathing and heart stopped.

"I take back what I said in the car." I said as dad looked at me strange.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"Well this body looks exactly like 3 others found in a case I was suppose to work with my team." I said sighing.

"So much for running away from it. Dad.. I'll need to call the BAU here to help you with this case. This guy needs to be stopped or he will continue to kill." I said taking my phone out and dialing.

"Hotchner." I rolled my eyes.

"Hotch." I said.

"Raven? Why are you calling? I'm kinda in the middle of-" I cut him off.

"I think I may have a lead on our unsub." I said to the phone making him shut up.

"They just found a body in Washington DC.. Hotch it looks exactly like the pictures JJ showed us. I need you to give me some details on why he kills and I may find out if our unsub is here." I said to the phone.

"Why are you in Washington DC?" He asked and I sighed.

"Can we talk about this later Hotch? I need details. Do you know why he targets them?" I asked.

"Uh, yes. He targets men and when we went to talk to the girlfriends or wife's they were actually pregnant, they also said it was an unexpected pregnancy and that the men weren't too keen on having the baby." Hotch said and I gulped.

"Is that all you have?" I asked.

"For now yeah." He said and I nodded to myself.

"I'll call you and tell you if this was the work of our unsub or not." I said ending the call.

"We'll have to talk to the families dad." I said looking at the body.

"For what?" He asked.

"We need to find out if he had a girlfriend or a wife and if he did I need to know if she's pregnant." I said taking in a long breath.

~Sometime Later~

"So you just called your team here?" Asked Tony as I was leaning on dad's desk.

"Yep. This is definitely the case they were working on." I said.

"How did you know?" Asked Ziva.

"Well the body was beaten.. very beaten. It had cuts and bruises but there was something very particular about it." I said closing my eyes.

"Which was?" Asked dad.

"He was completely naked and I'm more than betting that his testicles where gone." I said as Tony's head snapped to me.

"What do you mean gone?" He asked in a squick.

"She means they were removed in the most brutal way possible.. and the poor man was still alive when this happened." Ducky said coming out of no where.

"This unsub is brutal.. and he's targeting men that didn't want to have a child yet got their girlfriend or wife pregnant." I said taking a long breath.

"I'm sorry but what exactly are we doing here?" We heard as the doors to the elevator opened showing us my team.