so it's been a few years. this all feels really cringy😂. i hate using that word but it's all that comes to mind. life's been rough. i've been through a lot and feel i've lost my creative touch. my mom put me back into therapy  and well you know how that goes. anyways this "book" is done for. i don't know what i expected. i think i thought that if i got this out then i would gain some following but just childish dreams. sorry <3