This is an assignment, assigned by
Ramyiahs_stories and I know we're supposed to post it there but it would probably not be able to finish Because no matter fucking what, i always over write and like to get in those dirtAy details XD

I am honored to make this story for the best person here, Sammy2427, she didn't make it for the club, but she is an amazing writer, friend, and best freaking mom! CONNOR-LICIOUS

Warning:  Have no fucking clue where it's going, sorry you read with caution uuuh cursing

....I imagine to myself that cloud that I always wanted to be on, the cloud that makes the scary and sad realism of the world to be blurred out as my fist hit the wall.

My heart was fast and my temperature rose up the very second, as everything seemed to crumble down in front of my eyes.

"You fucking can't be! You can't be that way!" My mother yelled at me, in a physical shock. Our fire breaths got more heated and bigger every response we gave each other.

I turn towards her with my eyes furrowed and my ears burning as if I was blushing, my eyes threaten to spill with emotion of fustration and sadness as she flinches at me.

A fucking monster I am, spewing venom at the woman who raised me, the woman who won't ever accept-

"Fuck you! Fuck you and ever for not making me good enough, fuck you!" I screamed before running off.
The night sky falls a beautiful dark mystery of galaxies and unknown.
My heart beats a fast pace as I was running, hardly noticing intill I clashed into a person.

The stumbled back like I did, like a drunken father would when he drinks his problems away like the bum he always will be as the daughter is hiding from the smell of sadness and horrid sight.

My vision focused on the person in the darkness, my eyes widen fully and my cheeks fleshed a bright pink of embarrassment and anger at myself how I can't see anyone around when I'm angry.

"Kara?" I asked out of wonders of people I notice the most.

Kara, my best friend since I moved here, my first and only friend I have and adore, maybe even more....

"Sammy?" Her sweet voice I would love to savor, makes a smile appear on my lips, making the anger slip away, like the chaos was gone.

My ears were still filled with my fast heart beat and my breath was heavier then ever, maybe even heavier since Kara was around, making me insecure about the littlest things about me to the fibers of my body.

"Uh- yeah! It's me!" I said in a rush when I finally noticed my silent moments.

I could her herself smile when she replied with, "nice to know!....I was about to walk over to see if you wanted to hang out at mine, insomnia.."

I nodded in the darkness.

"Of course! Yeah, I mean, I'm just...running..." I said with a laugh.

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I layed, stretched out like a cat would as my head laid on Kara's leg, she was brushing and messing with my dirty brown wavy hair as my eyes laid shut safely as I know no harm will come as a dim light bulb hits reflectedly on my eye lids.

"Kara...do you ever wish you made a huge jump for something small?" I said, thinking out loud.

"Uh...I guess so, yes, I think we all do, but sometimes you can't." She says softly as a mother would to soothe a crying child.

"Yes you can! We all can...we just have human fears of passing limits. Passing things because we don't know the unknown, we are scared of rejection, scared of what ifs and what happens after wards, as if everything just crumbles because happiness always ends, but sometimes that not the truth, why not just enjoy the moment, at least have your feelings out.." I said in a ranting way, as if I was masking my hinting at crushing deeply at her.

She sighed and stopped moving as if she was lost in thoughts before I felt her soft pink lips graze mine.

"I think you're right." She stated before kissing me, and everything melted perfectly like nothing was wrong.

Aaahhhh I tried, I am annoyed by all the low details lmaoooo I'm trying to hold back eeeeee

I still like it, and yes I fangirled

XD

Yes, I made it gay, could be a little gayer *inside joke*

Nijineko139 I did still your idea of making a book xD you're very inspiring

-PunsNotGuns- yes, yes I did just reference Kara from Detroit: Become Humans lmao XD and yee

Moral of the story:

Even though shit is hard, there's little things of life that make it better, trying new bounders and things shouldn't be feared, even if it's asking your mum if you can have that Ben and Jerry's thoooo,  don't go by what ifs, you can be here today, gone tomorrow

Man, I'm sorry for the overthinking

Also, GAY IS FUCKIN CUTE AND FRIENDS AAHDSNSJXKBS

*Dead inside*

Love, CHeEsE wHiZ