Chapter 4
Chris POV
"Are you going to tell me?" She asked in a whisper sitting on her bed while looking at me. We were both sitting on her bed.
"I don't get this.. how can you be ok with all this? You figured me out in 3 days! What the hell are you?" I asked her and she just gave me a small smile.
"I promise that if you tell me what happened I'll tell you my whole life story." She said with a sad smile and I don't know why but I gave up and sighed looking at her before starting to speak.
"It was my girlfriend. The truth is I lied to you when I told you my parents died a year ago and I'm sorry I lied but I didn't want you knowing the truth.. guess that's ruined now.. well anyway my parents actually died 3 years ago. Back then I had a girlfriend and we had been dating for at least half a year when my parents died.. they were murdered. I guess someone came in the house when I was out with my girlfriend and murdered them." I said taking a deep breath before continuing.
"I was the one to find them when I came back and called the police immediately. After that I became obsessed with my girlfriend. It was as if she was everything I had left and I had the need to protect her. After some time she got sick of it. I mean I didn't get it back then but now I know.. I didn't even let her hang around with her friends. So she put a restriction order against me. That's when I moved in with my uncle.. not long after that I saw you. Something about you made me fall in love as if something was pulling me towards you. I watched you from afar while I was taking therapy to help me and when I thought I was stable enough I came to actually meet you. I couldn't go to school for the first year of my therapy and yet during that year I saw you." I said and she seems deep in thought.
"So you actually got pulled back because you missed a year of high school?" She asked me and I nodded.
"I'm not going to ask you more questions about it. I get the general part of it which is the important thing.. I guess it's my turn now huh?" She said and I could see how troubled she was.
"You don't have to tell me now." I said but she shucked her head.
"Now that wouldn't be fare would it?" She said giving me a small smile.
"Well you know how it happened and who did it.. you know that I was the one to kill my brother." She said in a slow and careful way almost as if she were whispering.
"The reason why.. well for that I'd have to start from the beginning." She said with a humorless laugh.
"My parents were almost never home. They got us babysitters to take care of us so I basically grew up around strangers. I spoke to them, always, no matter if I liked them or not. It gave me the ability to be able to read body language and tell if someone is telling me a lie or the truth." She said and looked at the floor.
"My parents are rich and because of that a lot of people tried getting close to me. So I learned to speak nice bitch language like what Emma does. I'm good at putting two and two together which is how I figured you out. Now for the answer you were looking for." She looked at me in the eyes and took a long breath.
"Around the age of 12 my parents stopped hiring babysitters and left me to my 15 year old brother.. that's when things changed. I didn't know what was going on and I didn't know what he was doing.. all I knew was that my parents told me to do what ever my brother told me to and to follow his orders.. and so I did." She looked away from me and gripped her bed sheet.
"H-he.. the first thing he did to me was in the living room.. we were sitting watching a movie when all of a sudden he put me on his lap.." Tears were falling from her eyes.
"Seriously you don't ha-" I tried saying again no sure if I could take what was coming next.
"Let me finish. I let you talk without interrupting you so please let me speak.. you wanted to know right? Then here's the truth." She said shaking a little and I didn't know if it was from the shock, the memories, or anger for my interruption.
"After he put me in his lap I remember him touching me in places a 12 year old shouldn't be touched.. I remember he started fingering me even though I told him it was hurting me. He started bouncing me on his lap and everything was such a nightmare after that.. I had to take all of my cloth off as soon as I got home from school and he had me cleaning the whole house and cooking for him.. otherwise there was punishment.. harsh, harsh punishment. More than once I almost died from his punishments." I was holding tears back now.
"He became obsessed with me. I couldn't be with anyone that wasn't him.. hell even when mom and dad were here he still did it.. right under their noses yet they never found out.. I gave them hints. I told them that I didn't want to be left alone with my brother, I asked them if they could bring me with them.. nothing worked. It got to the point where I started having beatings everyday from him no matter what I did. He bought me outfits for me to use and wear while he did this things to me.." Her eyes seemed to lose some of their bright hazel green color.
"Then it got to the point where I actually started to enjoy it. Where I didn't feel the pain anymore and it actually felt like pleasure. My mind had created somewhat of a second personality where all the abuse was welcomed. I became mad and unstable because of him. And when I was 15 he told me that he didn't want to do it anymore. That he was in love with someone.. imagine having the person that changed you so much to the point as to actually lose your mind and has never in their life actually love you tell you those words.." She said as her eyes got darker with hatred.
"He didn't deserve to just be happy after everything he did to me and so my crazy side took over and I poisoned my brother little by little. He even ended up in the hospital and no one knew what was the problem and for all everyone knows my brother died from a heart attack.. yet somehow you knew that I was the one that killed him." She said now looking at me curiosity dripping from ever last word she said.
"I stalked you remember? I told you I first saw you in a shop and I also happened to see what you had bought." I said and she nodded slowly.
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