~chapter 12: need you more than ever
I woke up to a bright light and loud alarm. I look at the light and see patient 18803.
I look at the time 4:25
I get up put on my slippers and coat
I grab my clipboard and walked to her room
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I only saw two guards that walked around the facility. Everbody wasn't there. So it was just the three of us and of course my patients.
After passing one of them I made it to togas room
I opened the door and saw her sobbing. I immediately run up and cup her face.
"Toga!"
She hugged me crying into my chest
"Sshh...Sshh...your okay...your okay..."
I said petting her head
"Did you have a nightmare?"
She nodded her head and I played with her hair
"It's okay. It's okay, it wasn't real."
"They...said so many...mean things...my parents...the doctors...all of them said mean things..."
She said in between sobs.
"Shh...it's okay. Those people are just very closed minded and just refuse to open their minds. cause if they did. They just could see what I see in you."
"What do you see...in me?"
"Well...I see...a very sweet girl, who has the brightest smile and has the cutest personality and energy. With beautiful eyes. Who always brings a smile to my face."
She then hugged me tighter and nuzzled her face into the crook of my neck. I kept patting her back. I kinda yawned
"Are you tired y/n?"
"A little. But don't worry, I'll be fine. Your the main priority right now."
You patted her back and played with her hair until
She feel right back to sleep
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You were going back to your room when you heard a yell in dabi's room!
You felt an intense fear shake through your entire body!
You ran and slammed his door open.
"Dabi?!"
He was sobbing harshly and loudly
"Please stop yelling! Stop the yelling! It hurts! I swear I can do better!"
You ran over and tried to get his attention
"Dabi. Dabi it's okay."
He looked at you with tears steaming down his face
He got up and hugged you
"Please don't leave me. Please"
You patted his back
"Sshh...it's okay, I'm not going anywhere. I'm right here."
"I swear I can do better! Im not useless! I'll do anything just don't abandon me!"
You cupped his face.
"Hey listen. I don't know who said those to you but your not useless, I won't abandon you okay. I'm your doctor and your friend. Your safe."
He seemed to come back to reality and calmed downed.
You both then sat on the bed
He laid his head on your lap as you scratched his scalp.
"How about it you go back to sleep sweetie~"
He nodded and laid his head on his pillow and closed his eyes falling asleep.
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You could probably sleep for a couple more hours before you had to start work.
You entered your room and went to the bedroom.
You got in bed and went back to sleep.
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Your alarm went off and you groaned at the sound of it.
You clicked the button on your phone got up. You went to the bathroom took a shower. dried off and put on some clean clothes. Then made breakfast and ate real quick. Then You brushed your hair and brushed your teeth. Got dressed, then grabbed your clipboard then left to start work.
You passed makio as You went to punch in your card
"Hey y/n. How is it living here?"
"For my first night it wasn't too bad. I only woke up once to take care of my patients."
"Well don't jinx it. Things can change-"
She then snapped her fingers
"-like that!"
"Yeah it sure can. but I'm sure things will be fine."
"Oh by the way! You know how that friend i mentioned who you might be interested. They're actually free on your day off. You should go!"
"...I'll think about it. See ya at lunch makio!"
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I entered shigaraki's room to see him sound asleep
I smiled and softly nudged him awake
"Shigaraki. It's time to wake up."
He grumbled and turned and faced the other way
"Don't...wanna..."
"Shigaraki this is the only time I get with you. You can head back to sleep when I leave."
He looked at you and got up
"Fine. I'm awake."
"Great! Is there something specific you wanna do today? Or do you just wanna play your game?"
He laid his head in your lap.
"Can we talk about stuff?"
"Is there something specific you wanna talk about?"
You said as you started to play with his hair
"Just anything really. I don't care I just wanna talk."
"Alright."
You both spent your time talking about random subjects. Until your time was up
He was very reluctant at first of you leaving but you eventually had him let you go.
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You made your way to dabi room and was immediately caught in a hug
"Woah! What's with the hug dabi?"
"I just felt like hugging ya."
You both walk over to his bed while he was still hugging you refusing to let go
"You wanna a talk about something?"
"No. Just want hugs."
He then moved your hand to his head.
You started running your fingers through his hair
He got that satisfying electric feeling. It was so much more addicting than the electric feeling he gets when he sees somebody getting burned alive.
He snuggled into you like a cat.
It stayed that way until you had to leave
He groaned
"Nooooooooo~"
"What? Miss me already sweetie~"
"5 more minutes."
You got up and he hugged around your waist until you made his arms let go and he just laid on the bed
"I'll see you later sweetie."
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You went into togas room to see she was still asleep
You woke her up and she put her arms around you and latched onto your body
"Y/n~"
"Good morning sweetheart. It's time for your session."
"The best part of my day."
"Anything specific you want to do?"
"Cuddles and chats."
"Alright"
You hugged her and played with her hair as you two chatted.
When you had to leave, you gave her kiss on the head and said you see her another time.
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You went into the room to see Chisaki reading his book as usual.
"Hey chisaki."
"Good evening y/n."
You sat next to him
"Enjoying your book I see."
"Very much so."
"Im probably going to have to get you book shelf soon seeing how fast you read the books I get you."
"That would actually be really nice. This room is a bit too bland. even for me. I don't know why they think a room like this would help patients...if anything it would probably make them crazier."
You looked around the room
"Yeah. I'd have to agree on that."
'I should really talk to my boss about that.'
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You walked into Kurono room and he smiled very widely when he saw you
He seemed to be happier and more expressive. You took note of that.
"Good evening y/n!"
"Good evening Kurono. How are you today?"
"I'm great!"
"That's wonderful to hear. Anything specific you want to do."
"I actually wanted to talk to you about something really important."
You sat beside him
"Yeah. Well remember your in a safe space. You can tell me."
He frowned a bit at you and pulled his knees to his chest
"I've been meaning to ask you, why haven't you mention Kai to me? I know on my file it said you get a reaction out of me when somebody mentions to Kai. Yet not once have you mentioned him in any of our sessions."
"Well while it does say I can get a reaction out of you when mentioning him, I know it probably makes you uncomfortable. Also our sessions are about you not about Chisaki. I don't want to mention him to simply get a reaction out of you, that won't help you. I want to focus on you and help you."
He put his head on your shoulder
"Why did you become a psychiatrist?"
"...I used to live near a psychiatric center and as a kid I would always hear people talk about the patients like they were animals or monsters. It never made sense to me, all I saw were humans who needed help. Yet nobody helped them. So from a young age I wanted to help people like that. So I worked hard in school, worked harder when I got a job, worked with patients who got better, I actually became one of the best doctors people have seen, that is how I ended up here as your psychiatrist."
You petted his head
He had a glimmer in his eyes hearing your story.
"Anything else you want to talks about?"
"I heard you move into a part of the facility."
"Oh yes I did. My boss thought it be more beneficial for you all if you could have me help you. Especially when it's needed."
"But don't you need sleep too. I doubt you having to attend to us all night would help."
"I honestly don't mind. I'll be just fine."
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"Twice!"
"Y/n!"
You both hugged
Then you started your session with twice
You both chatted while playing a board game
"Hey twice is there something specific you want me to get you to keep yourself entertained? I can get some cards, book, coloring things..."
"Oh really?! Those are great options. Absolutely not. I just don't know which one I would want."
"We'll you don't have to decided right now. You can always tell me another time."
"I'm sure next time I will have thought of something. Don't count on it!"
Then he laughed
You let out a laugh and you both continue playing the game.
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I reached compress room and saw him playing with the cards
"Y/n darling! What a pleasure it is to see you!"
"Same to your compress."
I sat on the bed next to him. We started chatting about random things.
At one point he mentioned how he would like something to read and I made a mental note to get him a book tomorrow while I'm out. Tomorrow was 'technically' my day off. But since I live in the facility and a patient needs me. I have to take care of them.
The rest of the time he was telling puns, being charming, do more card tricks. Same things compress always does when I come in for a visit
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It was time for lunch as I walked in makio was there waiting for me
"Hey y/n~ I got some great news!"
I sighed at that
"Okay. I'll bite. What's this great news?"
"I talked with my friend and told them about you. They are up for a date tomorrow night. you should go."
"I don't know. What if a patient needs me? I can't exactly help them if I'm not here."
"Oh I'm sure they'll be fine. If it gets really bad you can always just leave, my friend already knows what you do."
"They now what I do for a living and they're okay with it? That's a first. Most of the time when people take me out and they ask me what I do for a living. They immediately almost leave when I tell them."
"We'll my friend is completely cool with it. Here's a picture of them!"
Makio showed you a picture and the person was fairly attractive and they looked like a nice person.
"We'll I guess one date won't kill me..."
"That's the spirit! Just make sure you have an outfit ready. Put on something nice but also casual don't go overboard with it."
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The patients were at their table talking about random stuff
Nothing to interesting happens during lunch for the patients
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It was the end of the day.
Makio walked out the door and I said by to her.
Then I went to my room to retire for the day.
I looked in my closet and tried it decided what I wanted to wear on my date tomorrow
I was actually kinda excited it's been a long time since I've been on a date
I picked out an outfit then sent it to makio getting her approval on it.
While waiting I made myself some dinner.
While eating I got a text back saying to good.
After eating and cleaning the dish. I got a towel and took a nice bath.
After a relaxing bath I got in my pajamas and got into my bed to go to sleep.
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